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The Neopian Times Week 145 > Short Stories > The Colors Inside

The Colors Inside

by bitsy_dj

Morgan sighed heavily as she poked her lumpy mashed potatoes. She risked lifting up her head to gaze at all the other students that surrounded her, chatting away happily. What she noticed the most was their beautiful colors. Reds, blues, purples; all of them lovely and breathtaking. She then looked down at her gray Wocky fur and felt her heart sink lower into her chest. Again, she sighed as she thought of the days when she was colored. Her fur used to be a lovely shade of blue, clear as the afternoon sky. She remembered frolicking in the glades, singing in her sweet voice without a care in the world. However, her curiosity of the lab ray soon got the best of her and now here she was, a dull boring gray with hardly any excitement about her appearance. It didn't take the other students long to start making fun of her and giving her cruel names like "Morgan the Mope" and "Goofy Grey."

      "Hiya, Sis!" Morgan looked up to find her brother, Bo, smiling down at her with lunch tray in hand. "Mind if I join you?"

      Morgan just shrugged. "Free country," she muttered.

      The green Krawk set his tray down across from his sister. He noticed how she was lethargically poking her food. Once again, she was having one of her mope attacks. "Okay, Morgan. What's wrong now?"

      "Nothing," she said as she twirled her gravy together with her potatoes. "Just trying to think of at least one good thing about being gray."

      Bo rolled his eyes. "Aw, Morgan! Come on! Don't act like this. It's not like you're a mutant or anything."

      "But being gray isn't much better!" She then started to poke her mystery meat entrée heavily. "Why did you talk me into going to the lab ray with you?"

      "Hey hey hey! I just asked you to tag along," said Bo defensively. "You're the one who wanted to try it. It's not like you were the only one that paid the price."

      Morgan chuckled bitterly. "Oh yeah. I forgot how much you suffered when you changed from shadow to a terrible green! There's bound to be a support group for pets like you."

      "Morgan!"

      Morgan immediately felt a twinge of guilt when she saw the hurt expression on her brother's face. "Sorry. I guess I just…I don't know. Gray is such a depressing color. I'm not the same girl I used to be."

      Bo smiled as he reached for his chocolate brownie. Breaking it in half, he gave the bigger piece to his sister. "Don't worry so much about it. No matter what color you are, you'll always be my little sister."

      Morgan smiled as she half-graciously took the brownie piece. Just as she was about to take a bite, a shadow loomed over her. When Morgan saw the silhouette of hoofs, wings, and a horn, she immediately knew who it was. "You really shouldn't eat those things. They go straight to your hips."

      She turned to fine Tempest, the prettiest and most popular faerie Uni in all the school. She was wearing her usual mean-girl smile while sporting a lovely designer jacket and hair pieces that would make an air faerie jealous. Behind her were the typical pretty crowd: Shoyrus, Usuls, Aishas. The only way Tempest would ever take a second glance at a pet was if she was trendy and attractive. Everyone else was obsolete and Morgan was no exception.

      "So, Morgue," sneered Tempest, using one of her many cruel nicknames. "What do you think of the weather today? So nice and sunny! I just love the way the sun shines on my mane after washing it. Too bad gray fur doesn't have that same effect." Tempest's followers giggled at the harsh comment. Morgan merely lowered her head and chewed on the brownie.

      "Hey, Horn Head!" snapped Bo, who hated to see his sister get picked on. "Don't you have a mirror to crack?"

      Tempest glared at Bo before continuing. "Actually, I was just coming to remind everyone that the talent show is tomorrow night. Me and the other Neopian Novas will be doing our cheer routine. Definitely a first-place performance."

      Bo simply rolled his eyes. "Wow. A bunch of cheerleaders doing somersaults and shaking pom-poms," he replied blandly. "Remind me to miss that."

      Tempest turned her nose up at Bo. "You're just jealous because you're acrobatically challenged. Well, we have to go rehearse. Come along, girls. Oh, and Morgan? Good luck tomorrow night!" Tempest's friends giggled and obediently followed Tempest out of the cafeteria.

      "What did she mean by that?" muttered Morgan.

      "I'm WHAT challenged?" asked Bo (more to himself).

* * *

For the rest of the day, Morgan couldn't get Tempest's words out of her head. Had the Uni given her some cruel warning for the future? Was Tempest and her friends planning some immature prank on her?

      "Don't let it bother you, Morgan," said Bo as they walked side-by-side down the hall at the end of the day. "She's probably just messing with your mind because she doesn't have one of her own to mess with."

      "I don't know, Bo," sighed Morgan, adjusting the strap of her book bag. "You know how Tempest is. She just loves making other pets miserable. I wouldn't be surprised if she plants a Mortog in my locker or slips vinegar into my juppie juice or…"

      Before Morgan could continue, something on the notice board caught her attention. It was the lineup sheet for the talent show. There were at least twenty different student names on the list, but it was the one at the very bottom that made the Wocky's blood run cold.

      "Bo!" she squeaked. "I'm on the talent show list!"

      Bo looked over his sister's shoulder to find that she was right. Signed up as the very last act for the evening was "Morgan, the Grey Wocky." "Since when did you sign up to do the talent show?"

      "I didn't!" she cried. "I don't understand! How did I…?" Then, she remembered what had happened at lunch. "Tempest! She must've signed me up!"

      "But why would she do that?"

      "Because she knows that if I go after all those students who're better than me, I'll be the laughing stock of the entire school!" Morgan felt her eyes filling with tears as she wrung her paws together nervously. "I got to get out of this, Bo! I'll just tell the theater committee that this is one big misunderstanding."

      "No, Sis!" said Bo, his eyes shinning as if getting a new idea. "I think you should perform at the show tomorrow!"

      Morgan's jaw literally dropped when she heard her brother suggest such a thing. "W-What? Why? I can't do anything!"

      "Yes, you can!" said Bo, gripping his sister's shoulders. "You've still got a great singing voice. Remember last year, when you were in chorus? You got all the best solos! I bet if you sang tomorrow night, you'd blow all the other acts away."

      Morgan shook her head as tears began to flow down her cheeks. "No, I can't! It was different back then. I was blue and pretty…"

      "Morgan, your color didn't change your voice," replied Bo. "You're still the same Wocky I always knew."

      "You just don't get it!" she cried loudly. "Nobody wants to see an ugly, boring gray blob like me on the stage. Why else would Tempest sign me up? I'll be terrible! I won't do it!"

      Before Bo could stop her, Morgan threw off her back pack and ran straight out of the school. "Morgan, wait!" he shouted, running after her. But when he got out into the sunlight, she was already out of his sight. Bo sighed heavily and wished that, more than anything, his sister would see just how beautiful she still was.

* * *

Morgan ran faster and faster through the deep woods. When she saw that she was far away enough from the school, she plopped down next to a tree stump to shed the rest of her tears. She just couldn't perform at the talent show. The other students already rejected her for what she was; how could singing make it any better? She then noticed there was a clear pond nearby. She leaned over and peered at her wavy gray reflection.

      "Bo's wrong," she sniffed, wiping the tears from her moistened cheeks. "Becoming gray did change me. I'll just call in sick tomorrow before the show. I don't have to sing for anyone if I…want to."

      She sighed heavily. Although she had predicted an outcome, deep down she truly did want to sing. She recalled how singing helped her express her emotions. Sitting under the large tree in her backyard, writing songs to express her moods. Then, in the evening, she would have her family gather after dinner and would sing for them all. They would always cheer and pat her on the back, telling her what a magnificent gift she had. But ever since she turned gray, she hadn't sung one note.

      "Well, if you want to sing so badly, why don't you?"

      Morgan nearly leapt into the pond from surprise when she heard the second voice. She quickly turned to see a tall figure wearing a light green hooded robe. Her wings were hidden under the robe, but Morgan could tell immediately that it was a faerie. Which kind, she wasn't sure. She could only make out her perfectly angelic face.

      "W-Who are you?" Morgan stuttered.

      The faerie lightly gripped her robe. "Well, I go by a lot of things, but you may call me 'Prism.' And who might you be?"

      Morgan swallowed nervously. "Morgan. Um, I'm not trespassing, am I?

      Prism chuckled. "No, Dear. In fact, I'd say you're exactly in the right place." She then bent down and took Morgan's chin in her hand. She gently turned the Wocky's head from side to side, studying her facial structure. The faerie then ran her finger's through Morgan's fur, testing its softness. This was making Morgan very uncomfortable and prayed with all her heart that this stranger wasn't a dark faerie!

      Much to her relief, Prism smiled just like a good faerie would. "You're perfect! Could you please just sit on this stump?"

      Morgan cocked an eyebrow in confusion. "Why?"

      "Because I just have to paint a picture of you." Prism then took out a large pouch from under her robe. Inside was a small notebook of blank paper, jars of faerie paint, and a paintbrush.

      Morgan was completely stunned. "You want ME to pose for you?"

      "If you don't mind." The truth was that Morgan wasn't sure if she did mind. She'd never thought that she'd be good enough for a painting, but when she saw Prism lightly pat the stump, welcoming her upon it, she decided to risk it.

      "Ok," said Morgan, climbing upon the stump. "But I'm warning you: I don't think my color will make a very flattering picture."

      "We'll see about that," replied Prism as she sat down on a rock and got out her paper and brush. "Just sit still and try to be as natural as possible."

      Morgan did as she was told and remained perfectly still as Prism started painting. During the long period of silence, Morgan's thoughts kept drifting to her brother and wondered if he was searching for her right now. She wished she hadn't made such a spectacle of herself back at the school.

      "Lift your head up a little, please," said Prism, interrupting Morgan's thoughts. "So, what were you so upset about before? Something about singing?"

      Morgan sighed heavily, treading that she would ask this. "It's nothing, really…"

      "Sure it is. You can tell me."

      Morgan almost bit her lip, but resisted for fearing it might ruin the picture. "Well, there's this talent show at school tomorrow and this really mean Uni, Tempest, signed me up without me knowing about it. And now the whole school expects me to perform and…"

      "And you're afraid because you think that being gray means you have no talent," finished Prism. "Am I right?"

      Morgan nodded sadly. "My brother thinks I should sing because that's what I used to do before…this happened." Morgan could feel a fresh batch of tears beginning to form in her eyes. "I won't do it. I'll make a fool of myself."

      Prism sighed lightly as she dabbed more paint onto her brush. "You poor thing. You remind me so much of an air faerie I once knew. As you've probably heard, air faeries are suppose to be incredibly beautiful, which can also make them very vain. And this faerie was no exception." Prism stole a glance at her model to see if she still had her attention. When she saw the bewildering look upon Morgan's face, she continued.

      "Yes, this air faerie was constantly primping herself, using every cosmetic and accessory in Neopia. Neopets loved doing quests for her because she was so lovely, but whenever they successfully completed a quest, she didn't reward them. She just took the item without so much as a thank you and flew back to her cloud, making herself look more attractive. Well, one day, word of her selfishness reached Queen Fyora and she thought that she should be punished. And so, she took the one thing from the faerie that would forever change her."

      Morgan knew exactly what Prism meant. "Her wings?"

      Prism nodded. "Yes, her wings and from that day on, she was a gray faerie. She begged Fyora to give her wings back, but the queen wouldn't listen and banished her from Faerieland."

      "That's awful," said Morgan. "Whatever happened to her?"

      "Well, for a long time she just roamed Neopia, feeling sorry for herself and thought she was the ugliest creature alive. She was envious of all the Neopets and their lovely colors, but she realized that there were some who were as uncomfortable with their appearance as she was with hers. There were green Aishas wishing they could be painted faerie; silver Shoyrus wanted to be pirates. Each pet she thought to be beautiful wished they were something else. And it was thenshe discovered a gift she never knew she had…"

      After completing the last stroke, Prism smiled and turned the canvas around. "She discovered that she could see inner beauty and share it with others."

      Morgan nearly fell off the tree stump when she saw the painting. It was a gray Wocky, just like her, only she was smiling and looked absolutely radiant. It showed her sitting upon a tree stump, gazing into the sky as the sun filtered through the clouds. Her eyes were still pink and her fur still gray, but she was stunning nonetheless.

      "It's…it's beautiful," whispered Morgan in awe.

      "Of course it is," said Prism, placing her hand around Morgan's shoulders. "It's you!"

      As much as she liked the painting, there was something that still tugged at Morgan's mind. "Wait a minute. That faerie in your story…was she…I-I mean, are you…?"

      Prism chuckled. "Yes Morgan. That faerie was me." Prism then reached up and lightly pulled off her hood. Her hair was long and gray and her skin was incredibly pale. However, Morgan still thought she was lovely, especially when she smiled.

      "You mean, you go all over Neopia and paint pictures for others?" asked Morgan, looking back down at her own.

      "And I've never been happier, even when I had my wings." Prism then lifted Morgan up and placed her on her lap. "Morgan, I know it's not easy being different. There are days when you can't help feeling plain and unimportant, but you shouldn't let those negative feelings describe who you are. If there are others who love you no matter what you look like, then that's all you need. Don't make being gray your enemy; instead embrace it, make it apart of who you are. And whatever you do, don't keep such a special gift locked away inside you. Share it with the world! Let them see your inner beauty. Because no matter what you look like, inside you have all the colors in the world."

      Once again, Morgan felt tears filling her eyes, but this time they were tears of happiness. Never before had she ever felt so enlightened. For too long, she hid away in the shadows of her depression, letting it control her. Now, thanks to Prism, she knew what she had to do. "Thank you, Prism," she said, hugging the gray faerie.

      "Morgan! Morgan, where are you?"

      Morgan's ears perked up when she heard the voice of Bo echoing through the woods. She leapt off Prism's lap and scanned the forest. "Bo? Bo! I'm over here!"

      The green Krawk emerged from the foliage, carrying both his and Morgan's backpacks. "There you are! I've been looking all over for you!"

      "I'm sorry, Bo," said Morgan, taking her book bag. "I guess I overreacted back there, but I got some great advice from…" She stopped in mid-sentence when she turned to find that Prism was no longer there. Morgan looked all over for her new friend. "Prism? Prism, come back!"

      "Hey, Morgan? Did you draw this? It's really good." Morgan turned to see that Bo was holding the painting that Prism had made for her. She must have left it behind, Morgan thought.

      "No…it's a gift," said Morgan as she took it from her brother.

      "Hey, Morgan?" said Bo uneasily. "Look, I'm sorry about earlier. You don't have to do the talent show if you don't want to. Whatever you decide to do is cool with me."

      Morgan smiled as she looked back down at the picture before placing it in her book bag. "Actually, Bo, I changed my mind. I will sing tomorrow. Come on, let's go home! I got a great idea for a new song."

 * * *

      Morgan twiddled her paws nervously as Tempest and the Neopian Novas were finished up their cheer routine. She tried to look her best for the evening by wearing a lovely sky blue dress and a fresh pink flower tucked behind her ear, but still she felt a bit ordinary.

      "Tempest's done," said Bo as he peeked through the curtains. "You're up next."

      "Bo, I don't know about this," Morgan moaned, clasping her brother's hands. "What if I forget the words? What if I hit a sour note or puke or…"

      "Morgan, Morgan! Relax!" Bo reassured. "Once you get out there, you'll be fine. And you know I'll be cheering for you."

      "You mean you'll be the ONLY one cheering for her!"

      The siblings turned to find Tempest standing behind them, decked out in her cheerleading outfit. "Oh, I forgot to ask you, Morgue," the Uni continued. "Do you want to be buried or cremated after you die out there?"

      Bo furrowed his brow and stood in front of Morgan defensively. "One more word to my sister and I'm using your head as a ring toss game!"

      Before Tempest could utter one word, the principal's voice interrupted their argument. "And now, our final act is Morgan the Gray Wocky singing 'The Colors Inside.'" There was a weak applause coming from the auditorium.

      "Well, here goes nothing," said Morgan, heading for the stage.

      "Go get 'em, Sis!" Bo whispered encouragingly.

      Morgan felt her skin quiver when she stood in the brightness of the spotlight. She could only make out the shadowy forms of the audience members as they chuckled or coughed. I can do this, she thought taking a deep breath. When the piano music started to play, Morgan went into her song.

     I am just a gray girl

     Living in a colorful world.

     I fade into the darkness.

     Just another faceless stranger

     In the crowd;

     Lacking all the brightness.

     Whenever I want to run away

     And find a place to hide.

     I just close my eyes and discover

     The colors inside.

     I could be yellow like the sun

     That shines everywhere

     Or red like a rose bloom.

     Blue like a sapphire;

     Green like a clover field.

     Or white like a full moon.

     Starry like that ones that glow in the sky.

     Or fire that burns so bright.

     Or maybe a rainbow that has all

     The colors inside.

     Or a pirate that sails on the open seas.

     Or cloudy like that ones that fly in the breeze.

     A plushie so soft;

     A baby so sweet;

     A faerie that flies.

     So many colors I have inside…

     Inside…

     But I'll always be a gray girl

     Living in a colorful world.

     That will never change.

     As the world turns

     And the days fade away;

     I'll always be the same.

     No matter how many colors circle me

     And make me want to hide.

     Forever, I will always have

     The colors inside.

     I will always have the colors inside…

      Morgan nearly fell over from the intensity of the applause when her song ended. Every single member of the audience was standing and cheering madly. She was so shocked she didn't know what to do. "Take a bow, Sis!" she heard her brother cry from backstage. She smiled and obeyed, curtsying before leaving the stage. She was greeted by the extended arms of Bo as he picked her up and twirled her around, hugging her tightly.

      "Morgan, that was incredible!" he cried happily. "You sounded great out there! Man, everybody was like shocked into silence! The Principal even ordered the nurse to get tissues from the supply closet!"

      "I did it, Bo!" said Morgan, returning the hug. "I can't believe I actually did it!"

      "Neither can we."

      Bo and Morgan separated from their hug to find a faerie Ixi and a disco Aisha standing before them, smiling politely. "Hey," said the Aisha. "I don't know if you know us, but I'm Crystal and this is Clover."

      "We just wanted to tell you we thought you were awesome out there," added Clover, fluttering her wings.

      Morgan felt flattered, but Bo was skeptical. "Wait a second. Aren't you two of Tempest's friends?"

      "Define friends," said Crystal, rolling her eyes.

      "She kicked us both out of the routine yesterday," said Clover. "She said my hoofs were making too much noise."

      "And that my ears were too big," added Crystal. "Tempest is always giving us a hard time."

      "And we were sort of wondering…" Clover rubbed her hoofs together nervously, which reminded Morgan a lot of how she used to act around Tempest. "I know we never stood up for you when Tempest picked on you, but we really did feel bad. We hate it when she does that!"

      "She's really been getting on our nerves, so maybe…" Crystal, too, rubbed her paws anxiously. "Do you think we could start over? You know, hang out sometime?"

      Morgan was surprised. These popular girls wanted to be HER friend? "Sure," she said, smiling. "That'd be great. Hey, after the show, do you all want to go out for pizza?"

      The girls nodded, happily to have finally made a sweet new friend. "Hey, they're announcing the winner!" said Bo, peeking through the curtains.

      Just then, Tempest stepped forward, pushing Morgan and her former friends roughly aside. "Make some room, please," she said pompously. "I want to have plenty of walking space to get my award."

      "And now, ladies and gentlemen," boomed the principal. "Our judges have totaled their votes and the winner of this year's talent show is…Morgan the Wocky with her song, 'The Colors Inside!'"

      "WHAT???" cried Tempest, dropping her pom-poms.

      "All right!" cheered Bo, pushing his sister on stage.

      Morgan felt tears of joy fill her eyes as she walked onto the stage, receiving her trophy from the principal. Once again, the audience was standing, cheering her name. She glanced over to see Bo, Crystal, and Clover all clapping for her, beaming with pride. Tempest, however, had fainted and was trying to be revived by her fellow cheerleaders.

      The Wocky looked back out over the audience and bowed again, but when she did she saw a piece of paper next to her feet. Picking it up, she saw that it was a drawing! It showed Bo, Crystal, Clover, and herself smiling and holding hands. Down in the corner was written "Sharing the Gift." Morgan felt the tears flow down her face as she looked up into the spotlight. "Thank you, Prism," she whispered and walked off to join her friends for pizza.

The End


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