He did this, took all you had, and... left you this way!

I love life so much that I hate it. I want it all to just...go away. I can't save anybody, but I'm supposed to somehow make everything better. How? I'm just a stupid kid. Everything I've ever wanted was denied. And for what? Your crusade to save the world. Thanks so much for giving me this impossible task and then ditchin' me when I really needed you. My only clue is your son, but he ain't talkin' to me. Figures.

The worst part of all of this is... I don't have the energy to move forward anymore. I'm a stupid jerk, leechin' offa my best friend. He's prolly gettin' sick of it. Unlike me, he's still got faith. That's funny 'cuz, you know, he's a demon... Until I came along, he was filled with hatred. I think maybe it's some kind of cruel joke. Ha ha, the demon is now the devout believer of all things good and the goody-goody two shoes is mopin' on the couch.

Every day I sleep in, I grow more distant to my family. I don't even talk to my old friends anymore... And yet? Somehow, I've got the attention of someone new. I don't get it. Why would I be interestin' to anyone? Am I just some kinna pity case to fix? Save yourself the trouble. Just let me wallow. Also? I certainly don't need some other devout pawn tellin' me how to live. Shove off.

I know there's a girl that needs my help... But I just don't see how I'm supposed to help her. I can't even help myself. Her boyfriend won't leave me alone about it. Annoyin' jerk. What am I supposed to do? She's havin' stupid nightmares. Woo-hoo. It doesn't mean anything, even if she is a so-called psychic. Just give her some cough medicine and forget about it.

...What? Yea, maybe it's cold. I don't care. My mother didn't care enough to be there for me. Pity me! Well, no, don't, just go away. Don't bother harrassin' me, I got plenty of other people who do that. I even got a child of the Creator after me. And, guess what? He don't got no answers for me either. There's no great answer for the meaning of life. There's no explanations for why my life is such a wreck. There's no sincere apologies, either. Just pity. I don't want it. I want answers.

Tell me, where is my deity now? Where has my power snuck away to? What great destiny is a fool like me to achieve? Hmph. I'm sick of talking. Go away.