I have two minds inside my soul
You know I'm both kind and beast
On each other both sides feast
I doubt your words, I can't be whole
Most people only have to deal with others.
I used to be one of the crowd. A schoolboy, or 'nerd,' as others would say. Back then I wasn't strong. I was weak, defenseless. Shov acted as my shield. I thought it was my Kyuubi-given right to be protected... Boy, was I wrong. When the crowd forced me to drink their concoction of sewage and who knows what else, Shov couldn't do anything. Now... look at me. I don't need a shield anymore, clearly. At least that's what you would think. With this new body, something else happened. A new thing inside me... a thing... showed up. It wants control. It wants destruction. I must fight it. But how do you fight something... when it's inside you? When that thing is yourself?
I envy them.
From Shoveller, received on 11.13.09
You have changed, and so have I
But we still can see eye to eye
Even when life hits you down
I'll pull you up before you drown
I'll be here from dusk to dawn
Come, Aphobi, soldier on