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my name is skhul ♥

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introduction

basic information.

this is what it's all about.

real name | forgotten
supposed name | skhul
aka | st skhul; vincent
approx age | 19-26
home city | changes around
blood type | OB
financial situation | extremely poor & nomadic
personality | focussed; indifferent; blunt; miserable; vulnerable; emotionally weak; shallow
job | mechanic; courier
preferences | both ways
marks | tattoos; blind left eye; mechanical wings; piercings
positives | civil; level-headed; appreciative; hopeful; physically attractive; fit
negatives | brooding; irritable; smart-arsed; stubborn; mentally and physically tired; perpetually sick
skills | mechanics; parkour running; lying; charming others
family | nonexistant
acquaintances | kypher; garniaer; con; meriser; qui; rhysii; uiod; khemical; komm;

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likes and loathes.

some things just don't sit right.

blaaah.

am i...

describe yourself in twenty-four.

Angry and Aggressive? There's a time and a place for everything, and people that are spoilt tend to get angrier than people who haven't. Being part of the latter, I find it's just not in me to get angry, because life is too tough without trying to make it harder for anyone. But when I am angry, I'm cold. It's more cutting and hurtful than yelling. As for aggression, no. Never. I'd hate to hurt someone through violence. As a person who's generally on the other side of the fist, I know it's not something I'd like to inflict on others.

Fearing and Submissive? I hate, am borderline afraid of pain, and people that look like they could inflict it. Other than that...no, not really. Everything I'm afraid of has got something to do with being hurt - because unless I'm dying...or whatever...there's always a tomorrow. And submissive? Well. Uh. Maybe.

Sad and Mournful? Lots of people would say so, but they can't see inside my head, can they? Haha. My head is a place of daisies and rainbows and happy little puppies~

...joking...

Mourning...Well, everyone mourns for something, unless they're absolutely cold and heartless (I'm looking at you...). I'm the kind of person who will bottle it all up on the inside and release it when I'm by myself, and I take great pains to make sure nobody sees.

Happy and Content? No, not happy. Not even content. Just a step below content, because there's always something more out there that I want. Happiness is a delusion that blinds most people.

Accepting and Forgiving? I'd like to think I'm accepting, but I've been told that I'm quite skeptical of who or what people are - or who they claim to be. Perhaps it's other people's skeptisism of me rubbing off. And no idea about forgiveness. Most people leave me before they want forgiving. But I believe in it strongly.

Affectionate and Loving? I don't like giving it, but I like getting it. Rah~

Confused and Embarrassed? More than confused, honey, I have no idea what I'm doing with myself in this life. I'm just living it out and waiting for something to happen. And I'm not embarrased to say that at all.

Proud and Contemptuous? I really don't have much to be proud of, but if I do have something, you'll be sure to know it, especially if it's something you don't have. But, I'm not contemptuous. I get this gut feeling that lots of people have contempt towards me, and, like aggression, it's not something that I want to inflict others with.

Excitable and Naive? Oh, I'm sure I am if you got me drunk, but I'm careful of things like that. In fact, I've been told I am quite pleasant to be around when I'm drunk and it's better than the 'normal' me. Wow.

Sentimental and Peaceful? Both, to a degree. Sentiments are memories, and you can't let go of them, but at the same time you can't hold onto them forever, because that's what makes you what you are. There's some grey space in the middle, and it's where I sit, because there's some bits I want left behind. Compared to some people I know, I'd also say I'm peaceful, because peace is lack of conflict, and that's one thing I hate - conflict.

Sympathetic and Empathetic? Unless you're in a deep hole that I can relate to, no.

journal.

vent it out to deaf ears.

blaaah.

backstory.

in the beginning...

blaaah.

love && lust.

it's life's little trick on the mind.

blaaah.

friends, associates and haters.

a man can be judged by the people he's with.

blaaah.

workjob.

the daily grind of life.

blaaah.

roleplay tidbits.

what you wouldn't ordinarily know.

blaaah.

secrets and lies.

what's a lie but an exaggerated truth?.

in this section, there are ten statements. Five of these are things that Skhul keeps quiet, and five are complete lies that have been made up about him. See if you can tell the difference.

1. He never attended school, so is quite illiterate.

2. He is allergic to strawberries, and goes into anaphylactic shock when exposed to them.

3. He has shot and killed someone.

4. No-one has records of his real name, birth date and parents.

5. He has a fear of silence.

6. He has been abused in all three ways, and has nightmares about it.

7. He hates it when people think he's depressed.

8. He keeps a lucky trinket with him at all times - usually it's something religious.

9. He can't sing well at all.

10. He desperately wants to grow up, but he doesn't quite know how.

my world.

backdrops of this acted-out life.

blaaah.

artwork.

caricatures of this little soul.

Here's a little cache of drawings of Skhul that have accumulated over time. You can pick how both his look has developed over time as well as his personality. Arranged in different sections; newest to oldest.

last upload? 24 feb 08

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Uiod and Skhul being polar opposites! Yay!