i woke up to find my nightmare a reality
to start off, I have 4778 followers on tumb.
So today might have been the worst day ever. Unrealistic and sos surreal. Today after our assembly, Ms. Thomas announced that Holy Angels will be closing next year
. I don't know what to do?? It seems so unreal to me right now, maybe I'll wake up and this has all been on huge nightmare. Everyone was in complete shock. Even the teachers just found out, it's so sad. I don't understand why they didn't save us while they could. Maybe that's why Ms. Popadick left in the beginning of the year? She might have known. It's so upsetting. When she told us I fell into a daze, nothing seemed real. How could this have happened? Everyone balled their eyes out. Annie, Sarah, Emily, Kyla Andraya Nicole Amanda Shaunna Alison Lizzie Megan EVERYONE, Erin too. They passed around a box of kleenex. Even Stein and Ms. Eagan and Ms. Iacono were crying and a few other teachers. This doesn't even seem real though, I can't comprehend what has happened? It's 5:30 now we found out at like 2, I'm still just in shock, I refuse to accept it.
The thing I hate most is the idea of starting all over. The idea that we've gotten this close as a class, and now it's all over. The idea that the seniors were crying like THEY were the ones having to transfer NEW SCHOOLS in the middle of your high school experience
. Shut up, you don't have a reason to cry? You're done. You've finished high school. You were leaving anyways.
Now, I have to start all over, make new friends, get used the my new cross country and track teams, get a new uniform, find my way around the building, knowing my teachers, getting used to everyone knowing me as the girl with the funny name, Ania, not being close with the people I've been friends with for these past years. Julie? Abby? Clare? Annie? Andraya? MAry Kate? Kim? Shaunna? Becca? MY cross country team? My really good friends? I don't know anymore. All I hope is that I can finally start over, and make new and wonderful friends. And hopefully Erin can come with me to Mount if I choose there?
I've always said I hated this school, and that they're cheap (which in case I was right, 'cause we have no money to keep us running) but now since our school is closing, I feel like I've taken these past two years for granted. I never thought this morning when I woke up I would be receiving the most devastating news in my life, possibly affecting my future?
I just want answers. Why can't we do anything about this? How long have we been in debt? How much money do we need to stay open? When did things start looking bad, and WHY didn't they try harder. Like dad said, someone must have been stealing the money. The grey nuns donated $1,000,000 to us. Where has that gone? And I hope the people who helped ruin HAA knows that they're ruining friendships, and lives. Sure it looks bad now, but hopefully in September, I'll realize that this could have been one of the best things to happen to me. (Hopefully)
I'm not sure how school will go tomorrow, either.
track season and random weather
We had our first track meet of the year on tuesday at Saint Francis against Immaculata and O'Hara, we lost of course. But in the relay the o'hara girls got disqualified because I think they dropped the baton or didnt pass it soon enough. It was freezing and rainy and windy there and it was actually the worst thing ever. I was soaked with water, and my time was crappy for the relay (15 seconds flat) and the 100 meter dash was a 14.8 which was bad too. I think I'm getting worse at track. I really hate my team too so yeah. Our relay time is me, Jill Julie then Tavia. We're not too bad.
My computer is really yttihs lately, oh and dad went in my room i guess during practice and saw my ipad was cracked yesterday. They're so ukfigcn annyoing i just cant stand them always in my business. they freaked out
The weather has been freezing and then hot since the past days as well. its annoying.
Boston bombing, the Texas incident someone trying to poison BARACK , what's happening lately?
Chem is the worst subject ever. I never have had so much trouble in one subject in my life. Ms Evans sucks, seriously. I failed the midterm and I pray I pass the final. School is overrated. Im trying to do my work more often now.
Also up to 4,686 followers, im losing faster than gaining.
It's 12:00 am, im tired.
also started Looking for Alaska. not the best hopes that it will get better.
DID NEOPETS REALLY BLOCK THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES' LAST NAME? ARE YOU F KIDDING ME. AHA .X (:
Spring break started the 28th, and goes until the 8th of april. it still isnt warm outside, it snowed really hard on wednesday.
i made a new layout, finally!
and im up to 4434 followers on t u m bling
Track started like last week, and the freshmen on the team are so annoying. I dont understand whats wrong with them. Kelly is the most uncoordinated one but SOMEHOW is a fast sprinter? Not to mention she's a little chunky but whatever. Emma is freakishly skinny with chicken legs its gross and shes weird too idk.
So at at the joes dance on the 22n I danced with and kissed this one guy named brandon but i didnt get his number or anything wow ok. Im an idiot.
same turned 7 on the 27th
I read and finished The Faults in our Stars a while ago. It was a good book! I didnt cry like everyone said I would though... I want to read Looking for Alaska next I asked grandpa to get it for me
Tomorrow we're going to grandmas for church since it's easter and going to the buffet after.
Also listening (starting to) lana del rey and more/new music.
I'm at half a million NP hooo.
Up to 4179
followers on tumb.
I have to go to the xcountry dinner today, 5 months after the season ended.
St Francis' dance is on the 9th and bryce really wants us to go i guess, its fomal so i have to wear a dress.
I really want to go to a 1d concert kill me
Did i mention my ipad is still cracked?
I'm up to 3650
I got my report card back and i went down a point cause im an idiot
nothing really has been happening lately except for me procrastinating cause i never
do my homework
still dont know how danielle has a boyfriend, dont know why hes dating her or whats
mentally wrong with him
i guess i really am going to die alone
i hate half of my school, seriously.
today was erin's birthday, we went out for pizza with marykate, and shannon. mom came
dad was mad at me cause i threw his cncer stick out at grandmas yesterday. hes also
was mad cause grandma would let him keep al's blow dart gun hes such a baby
tumbling literally just got the ugliest set up ever, the posts pop up now it's really
but im up to 3,318 followers!
happy new year
SO taylor kissed harry on new years and everyone is freaking out so much it's
I have 2996 followers on tumbling!
and i hvae school tomorrow ): it stinks and i havent even started my homework! but who
i got $140 something money for christmas!
abby's sleepover was really fun and i was surprised on how much we bonded bc we talked
abouit 3 things we like about eachother and 3 things we hated about ourselves it was
christmas was good! I finally got the iphone 4s, and got a cute blazer and leather boots
and gift cards and new heaphones! lets see how long these will last!
I should probably start to write my short story for english but i dont feel like it...
also on tumblings i made a tagged section for cara bc shes perf. i have 2856 followers!
it's not beginning to look like christmas.
so harry is dating taylor #haylor and it's gross. shes gross. i hate her .
it hasn't snowed at all, and right now its raining and we're not gonna have a white
christmas. its no fun
we also have an essay due tomorrow and i dont feel like doing it,
also, sam chewed my headphones.
also got my hair straightened on thurday!
So thanksgiving was fun, i dropped my phone in the toliet so i might be able to get an
iphone for christmas!
I have 2,460 followers on tumbies.
still trying to get my grades up!
indoor track might start soon, and i havent ran since october.
at that moment i swear we were infinite.
it's sunday and for some reason I just feel like starting my homework early. But
anyway, mr. spencer is giving us this annoying assignment to do weekly online_ similar
BUt I've reached 1619 followers for tumbling!
Also on tumbles, I
video chatted with flackmeharry and godbrev and a few others. IT was so much fun and
emily is so pretty omg. but she doesnt think so asdfgh
Its also almost the end of the
season for x country. We had 3 invitationals this year. But im getting better
definitely. my personal best so far is 28:44 i've taken a minute off my time every race!
and we have one more race next tusday, then the all cathloics. cant wait.
ive also been working on my visual journal which is coming out nicely.
YEah so today is dad's birthday, it was mom's on the 20th
Up to 875
We had a math test today. pretty sure I failed.
We had pizza and wings after practice today. it was good. I also had a chat with erin
afterschool . we havent talkeed like that in a while. she was talking about night
craze and stuff.
I've been eating so much lately. allie has been annoying lately too. julie is still crazy,
and school still sucks/
It's like 9:12 and i still have homework.
on the plus side, my time's been getting better for cross country. Was at 33 minutes, now
down to 31 at my 3rd race this year, hope I get bettter!
up to 806
So today I went to the st joes football game with Allison and Shaunna! Erin MaryKate
Shannon and Nicolle and Amanda and Andraya Erika and Brittany were there too! It
was fun! After, Ali untroduced me n shaunna to her boyfriend, he was pretty cute. The I
saw erin and them walking with ben cambria to his house.
Lately ive been obsessed with Alex Cambria, idk why
hes super cute and idk i poke him on fb
School is still boring. Lauren Olivia Rachel and Deonza left so it sucks.
I got a 10/30 on my first trigonometry quiz. Yaay.
Julie is still adorable and keeps bugging me about alex. I really don't think he'd like me
though. Erin said hes super sweet but i dont know,
its saturday and 12:43 am . night
if you had no fear, what would you try?
School starts on thursday bleh. I dont want to see anyone ever again I hate my class so
much. End of a great summer. .. I still have to do my project for Have a Little Faith. Its so
I went to the dentist last wednesday I think , and I had 6 cavities. Go me.
Anyway, I got photoshop cs5 for FREEE! They whole version and i forgot how but idc. my
edits still need work though.
I currently have 722 followers on the tumbles!
Oh and I still hate cross country. We had practice this morning at 9 at Losson Park :P
it does not matter how slow you go as long as you do not stop.
SO I have 619
followers as of 12 a.m, August 20th.
But yesterday I was supposed to go to the movies with bryce but I forgot... then he
complained to erin then she started to yell at me. I have the best
friends ever. But
anyways, I went for a run a few days ago. Im really scared for this season, I know I'll
fall behind again :/
I've been watching scary videos on the tube of you haha Slender Man and Amnesia sooo
I've been getting at coding layout, + graphics. They still need a lot of work though.
Chachi finally uploaded another video for the Justin Bieber auditions! Still have to
watch it. Work tomorrow P: Oh well.
you're my cover girl.
Soooooo I went to Big Time Rush's concert with Sarah, I went with mom's friend's daughter
Olivia though. mom threw up on the way to the concert! She's such a baby... but it's 12 a.m.
and we got home from the concert at like 11 something. It was amazing. Better than I
thought. Carlos was perfect and they came up really close to us but I sadly couldnt
touch them.... But it was worth it (: I love them! Hopefully 1D can come to Buffalo :o I really
hope they do! But I'm going to the buffet again with Emaja and grandma. So it's goonna be
fun. But until then i have to get sleep cause I will be exhausted. The concert was great
^^ Not as good as one direction of course. Still good tho.
& 495 followers on tumbles
home is where the heart is.
Soo I have 438
followers on tumbles. Idk why I keep updating that.
So today I got my hair done, I was forced to wake up at 11 something, and we were there by
12 o'clock. We left around 4 ? It was long. It was HOT too. I hated it.
So after, we got
tocos, I had a chicken rice and cheese burrito. It was huge but good.
After I got home, we made the brownies. It's like 2 am and I really want some but dad's
still awake which is annoying. & I meant to watch the Olympics cause the sprints were
supposed to be on today but the channel was messed up. Oh well. But I was watching an
interview and harry said he liked to watch the 100m sprint omffg I love him. Omg he would
be good at boxing asdfghjkl;
I'm trying to go over grandma's on sunday. Oh and she's ordering me Alien by Thierry
!!! Harry loves that perfume omg I cant wait to get it. I REALLY want to get dad
Bleu de Chanel
so he can smell like harry too... Is that weird?
Oh and I got my personal page up; here
. I finished the layout to it in
like an hour. Around 12 something? its 1:57 am now, I need sleep uuugh
success is sweet: the sweeter if long delayed and attained through manifold struggles and defeats.
So it's 7:03 p.m. and i'm listening to left0ut's auto play on tumbles. So I had work again
today, and the girl Hanni was there from C.A.W.B. She's nice but idk she's dramatic and
loud and not really annoying but...? idk She made me play hangman and tic tak toe with
her so yeah... today was Lauren's birthday! I even talked to her mom over the phone
at work study. I still want to hang out and watch Insidious with her but mom has to
know the parents and it's annoying af. But whatever. I hit 400 followers on tumbles at
like 11 yesterday night. Now I have 412! Horrrah.. and still waiting the day I'm a millionare
on here so I can get a draik; that is if the forgotten shore doesn't give me a draik egg by
then. OH and I went for a run today! Wow. Dad even followed me in his
car, I just went around the block once. It took me 4 minutes and 57 seconds lol thats bad.
I've still been skipping x country practices. Oh well, but it was hard running today, I
was out of breath lol bad. But anyway, bye for noww
be the change you want to see in the world.
a.m., and I can't sleep. I'm listening to music on tumbl r to try and fall asleep,
but it's not working. It's Saturday, so mom has to go grocery shopping. I might have to
wake up early this morning because I've been sleeping until noon lately. Idk why but I
hate the mornings.
So it's almost
been a month since the boys' concert (July 1st)!
Best night ever
. It was amazing, I would do anything to go again. I wish I could meet
them ): Oh well, seeing them live was good enough. I'm not the one to complain. But really
though... it would be nice.
I'm also close to my goal on tumbl r! 374
wait! Trying to convince my other friends to join; not happening, oh well. I love tumbl r, I
never realized how fun it was. && Neo is trying to block the word tumbl r, k good luck.
Merp. I also have work study for the rest of the summer. Tuesdays-Thursdays, 11 until 2.
It sucks, 3 hours a day. Working at a boring office. Answering phones... bleh. I think I need
75 hours? Stinks. I hate it.
idk, I should go to bed, it's now 2:42 & I'm listening to Mirror, tired but I can never sleep.