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Welcome to Jay's blog! This is a little page (that clearly is not as amazing as it seems since it just so happens to be on Neopets) that Jay expresses her feelings, and what not! Enjoy :)

[ahaha I fail at intros!]

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about jay

My name is Jay. I am not going to call myself any sort of meaningless label, nor will I refuse to be categorized according to my appearance and nature. I will also try to accomplish an "About Me" paragraph without excessively using emoticons and other slang.
I was born (I prefer the term "born" over "blow out my candles", and those other fancy saying you would like to acknowledge it as) on April 11th, the year not being announced. From the good ol' United States of America, I am a student in the 8th grade. I enjoy web and graphic designing in my spare time, but I know when to put the laptop away and work on my studies.
With that being said, I'm a big grade grubber, though I don't spend much time studying for exams and those other whereabouts. Though I can be quite hypocritical, I tend to achieve for the highest (with a perfectionist being like myself. harhar!).
I can be very moody (and slightly "bipolar" as some of my friends would suggest! haha!), but I do try to bring my good side up when with friends and other social events.
One moment I can be outspoken (the loudest girl in the room), but then instantly turn into one of the shyest people you have ever met. I suppose it depends on the people I am around and where I am.

So that is a bit about me. I could clearly go on about my interests and what not, but I don't plan to write an autobiography of myself, when that is certainly not what you have intended when visiting this page.

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None of my work can be duplicated or redistributed.
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state of depression

2.8.09

I lost. Bad. By more than 100 votes.

I lost Zoe's domain competition. I suppose I had too much "confidence" about winning, I didn't think about the possibilities of losing. I'm drowning myself in self-pity, hoping that something magical will happen, like someone of kindness has some sort of sorriness and buys me a domain that will never expire. Well, that's my fantasy world...
It's not that I totally hate getting 2nd place. It's cool that I can get free advertising at a selected site, but it just sucks. I don't have the money to "bigger" my site, and it just makes me mad that I've been open for almost 2 years now, and I'm not moving. I've been stuck in the same place and status for the past 2 years, and I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere. I'm too much in love with my site to close down, but sometimes I just want to be good!
It annoys me sometimes that people who have had their site open for a week, get the same amount of hits as me, or visitors.

I don't know. I don't really care for visitors often, but it's kind of nice to know that you have a site for a reason, and you make things so people can use them.

I suppose I'm not very pleased with how things are going.
I would still like to congratulate Aparna for winning. I'm sure she'll do some good to the web world.

expansion

2.1.09

I've been completely addicted to a lot of things lately.

  • Facebook
  • 3Oh!3
  • The Show by Lenka
  • War of the Worlds
  • and a couple more...the list goes on

    And because of those reasons, I haven't been able to blog.
    I suppose I've been neglecting this blog a tad too much, and I'm sure I get little to no visitors.
    But blogs are supposed to be about your life, venting and what not, no matter who reads it.
    Right?

    I have decided to expand this blog slightly (to inflate the amount of visitors). I will be providing you with some content. Though I am not sure what or when these "content" will appear, please be hoping for them!
    And as a blog site, I found it only necessary to add comments. But I decided to steer around the "necessary". Unless, by popular demand, I am asked to add some sort of commenting, my blogs will be "uncommentable".

    a bit of theories...

    1.25.09

    I really wonder if it is just me, or do people just tend to visit newer sites. A lot of us think that the older the site gets, the more visitors, correct?
    But I have a strange theory. Does anyone feel that the older the site is, the more "boring" it starts to get? People get tired of seeing that same style over and over again, so when a new site pops up, visitors sit in their chairs, excited to scan the site and it's interesting new things it brought to neopets.



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