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The girls heart and soul (poems)

ALL POEMS AND DRAWINGS ON THIS PAGE WERE WRITTEN AND DRAWN BY GINS_BETH95 AND REPRODUCING WITHOUT PERMISSION IS NOT PERMITTED. ALL STEALERS WILL BE REPORTED.

Taxi

As for my Brain
Right Now
This sad smile
So I write
Perfect, I'm not
Drawings

As for my brain

As for my brain, Its growing,
As for my mind it's changing.
But I can't go on not knowing
is emotion what is hurting?

One part for sure is growing faster then the rest
Things I've never felt before
love to it's absolute best.

Have the rest of the people felt this kind of happiness
This kind of high that drugs alone could not make
Its like I'm happily drowning
in a deep confusing lake
I've never met someone like you
who with, I can be true
and show my colors, my personality
and let my spirit float high and free.
Floating along this current of peace and bliss
soon I will have to come down
and surley miss
the kind of grounded space I have now
the kind of an angel's kiss.

It is ok
I will survive
come what may,
lets go for a drive.
She says to make room,
to scoot over a bit
because she's coming home soon
but to me, it's my heart that she hit.
I will always love you, but miss these things
before you I could not fly,
but you gave me wings.
I just want to say that if you need me
in the background, I will be waiting
because you set my soul free,
Just call before I start fading.

Right now

Right now, suspended in time
as I'm walking that thin, breakable line
between reality, what is real,
and my dreams, which soon should heal

My broken heart, along with dreams
which once were whole
now seem far off and distanced,
as I feel from the world.
As if in this strange lonley place I was hurled

Right now, forgotten and lost.
Don't know where to turn,
I guess that all good things
come with a pricey cost.

Look there, way up high.
A silver lining on a grey cloud
and trying to make my voice heard
and ringing loud

Talking over the babble
seems like an impossible task
trying to fit in
like wearing a mask

Like feeling masked behind a wall of illusion
feeling trapped
like there's no solution.
No solution, like a bird thats caged
Like a lion in a zoo, outraged

A mix of complete saddness
with love and confusion.
All bundled up in my stomach,
tossing and turning
I wish I could stop it

Stop it, with one single word
Goobye' I would say
then turn my back, and walk away

But of course, I cannot.
I am too tightly bound by your force,
as if I am tangled in a web,
you pull me in and almost, but not all the way,
keep me there. You get me so close,
then tear me away

Right now I feel the greatest amount of:
Admiration
Sadddess
Confusion
Desire

In other words:
L.O.V.E

This sad smile...

This sad smile pasted on my face,
I feel as if in a dream
I am in-cased

This sad smile, that dosen't seem to fade
when I met you I diden't know
the hefty price to be paid

Falling, spiraling down
As if you were a spider
in your web I am bound

Inject your poison, It tastes so sweet
Do it! sink your teeth in
before the two doors meet

Before the doors close,
And cut the connection
Do it quick
I'll get used to the regection

This sad heart-broken smile, pasted upon my face
It's all for you,
And in this confusing tangle of emotions
I am intimatly laced

So I write

All these feelings
Trapped inside
In this confined prison of skin and bones
All these feelings, I cannot hide
or say in words alone.

So I write
I write for love
I write for heartache, for grief
for ecsatsy, For joy.

I write to express
I write to feel
I write to tell
I write to heighten my inner voice

I write with the ink
That is in the pen,
that is in my fingers
That my heart and soul are in control of

So I write
I write for passion
I write for hope
I write for men, for women, for children
For equality

So I write for:
Pain, anger, love,
Bitterness, hope, joy, ecstasy
Grief, happiness, peace, equality

I write for me.

Perfect, I'm not

Perfect, What does it mean?
The right hair?
The right shoes?
Being tidy, polished, and clean?

Am I alien because I don't have Franklins to spend?
Will you leave me
Because I don't follow the latest trends?

Clones of each other,
That's what these girls are.
No individuality
to set them apart

If that's the norm
Then I want to be different
I want to be strange
I want to let my hair loose
and be that change

Will you join me?
Will you take my hand?
and fight the norm
of this superficial wasteland.

Perfect,We're not
But we come pretty close
We chose to stand out
And that's somthing to boast

Though we're not perfect
We fill the air with fire, passion and flare
Perfect, we're not
But happy, We certainly are!

The Drawings/Doodles

Note:I know I am no where near the best, but I really love to create art. Just wanted to say that.
This is a still life that I drew. I am really proud of it, because I usually don't shade very well. But of course, It didn't show up on the camera very well.