Note

In the works~~~

Thank you Rhiow (Rachel) for everything you've done for everyone, and thank you to everyone in the application process, I'm grateful for everything, and all the friends I've also made.

Alumina

Nightmare

my eyes close and I surface in a sea of consciousness, that's when I pictured the ideals I've obtained, merely receiving life in the world and withering away is just as stupid as dying, I must obtain what no one else can

Introduction


While walking along this night path, with restless nights, and being unable to sleep, maybe the air will be able to clear you mind. Sounds of flowing water reach your ears from the beautiful fountains which seem so quiet, so soothing just to listen to. A sweet smell of cut grass and fresh air that takes it away. One thing that captures your eyes is the moon. The shape and how it glows so brightly in the midnight sky. Almost like that bubbled shaped figure. Eh? You start to blurt out, a bubbled shaped figure? That can't be right, you start to wonder if you really are sleeping, but only one more thing appears in your mind a bubble that burst, into thousands of water droplets - a pretty sight - a rare sight indeed. One sudden second later one quiet pop sound, and a thud onto the floor with a tired voice Some people are trying to sleep!
It's him, the features of his face, the sound of his voice, people say you find him around here, but it was only a rumour. One who gives life back, if to rest you become nothing - more like a ghost and one that doesn't exist, but peacefully wonders around where ever they like. If you couldn't see him first time, your not dead, sometimes those types want to be seen, you see they can also change - making them seeable to the normal kind, or just plain invisble. Only dead souls that wonder to find creatures like him can see them. Asking either for another chance in life, or just to finally rest. Their wishes must be rescepted. Although ein - he rescepts the resting part, but another life he wants something back. Something that can help him become closer to what he seeks, but never finds it - then lets go, granting what they want. With one companion a bunny like shape, who rarely appears, but seems to be with him all the time - a voice that tries to guide him.

The Worst One to come to



Name - ein507
Alias - ein
Number - 1507
Gender - Male
Neoage - 72072 hours
Human Age - Nineteen [[19]] - It looks that we never change age unless something triggers inside us wanting to age.
Date Born - . . .
Owner - Currently Sealion24681
Occupation - Wouldn't You Like To Know. . .
Love - No one.
Originally - . . .
Currently - A Skunk Krawk
Main Krawk Colour - Black.
Eye Colour - Dark Red, With A Line Of Bright Red In The Right Eye.
Hair Colour - Grayish-white - more white.
Parents :
Mother - No One Really Needs To Know That ~ Father - Did I Ever See Him In My Life. . .I did- but. . .
Siblings - None.
Ref

the one who stayed in the way


Name - Opsilon
Other - [[No Nickname]]
Gender - Female
Age - He Doesn't Have A Age.
Originally - A Snowbunny.
Currently - A Snowbunny.
Fur Colour - White.
This little girl is someone who seems to mostly exist in his mind. Sometimes ein can heard her voice in his head, telling him what to do and what not to do. She's also the one who provides ein the bubble to live in till her powers fade. Meaning she protects him whether ein wants to rest or not. They say everyone one of them should have a little fateful companion to look after them, some cherish them, and some just leave them - making them move on to find someone else to guide. But Opsilon kept trying to help, with amounts of ignorance from ein, till he finally realised she was only trying to help. Although it does hurt ein a little, almost containing that sweet voice his friend had.

I only wish to see one again


Father was the only parent I really loved more than Neffariousity's parents and her. I'm glad his blood is in me, I have an amibiton just like him. Father ment much more to me than my own life infact. It was sad to see him go and leave like that, I know I never saw him go but I knew, sometimes I wish mother cared for both of us - But even more I wish I still had't granted his wish.

I hate her - Mother, she never cared. It's hard with her blood mixed in with fathers, because he was weak, I do more bad things then good sometimes, I think of what would lead me to him. . .Like mother always thought what is better for her works anyway. People admired her - they thought she was a nice mother, for I was the outcome, a child who is able to do a lot and help around.

Neffariousity's parents were like my own too, but for them to die under him, was breaking hearts of many. . .Was it him who did this to me? I never had a real family, only a father who I really loved, but they were it. . .All I had. . .I'm going to get their souls back if it means I'm a traitor. Breaking some rules are ment to be for your own good.

Is this the one for ein?

ein's heart has the love emotion for nobody yet. Maybe one day the one for him will come. But is it true ein's doesn't believe or want this emotion just yet? Is this because he has already lost someone so dear to him. . .Maybe minds change along the way is what he thinks.

Ones I can actually trust

I'm working on it, so far there's Strawberry5724 and Xhep to be added here.

Red Diamonds + other enemies

Will be here later

Story - Might rewrite it though because Alchemsite is no longer in the story line

Chapter One - Childhood Memories
Being here, in this open land, fresh breeze always patrolled this area, with a slight smell of roses, a field full of soil, almost like dirt, with only just a few patches of grass which weren't always green but darker, and unheathly. Just like the relationship with my mother and father, it wasn't always healthy to live under them - especially mother. I finally understood this place, it is nice yet nasty to be in, but it's like mother and father. When I stood out in this area, my white hair shimmers in the sunlight, I gained this hair colour from my father, white and pure, with only tints of grey. Though when night falls, my eyes stand out, they were red, my right eye contained a bright red across my whole eye, I never knew why that happened, but mother always disliked that. I only thought of it has something with meaning to it. I wanted to understand myself sometimes. The father I never knew to be honest, he wasn't always there, he. . .Well was always being controlled by mother, I never spoke to him all that much, I just know that mother always manipulated him, to do things she wanted - work and to quench her greed. Helping out mother was such a strain on life, I never knew how she wanted things, she never taught me how to do things. She was never pleased with me ever. Only at a young age did I truely learn everything - although I did it at my age trying to make life better for everyone. But all it did was make others talk about mother, and how great of a mother she is. Mother always beated me for stepping falsey, and even with friends for just a few minutes. My life was basically like my fathers, controlled and punished when she felt like it. The only thing in life that kept me happy was seeing my fathers faded smile everyday, even though it faded into only the smallest smile, it gave my hope of living with him and leaving mother. But unfortunatly that case never existed, nor did it happen. He wasn't strong enough when he got older, he got weaker and weaker, till illness fell upon him, he was always coughing, with his distorted voice, he tried not to say anything or cough so much when mother came back home. Only when mother left, was I able to talk to him for longer amounts of time, he loved me more then her, and I loved him more then her too, we understood each other being controlled, Just wanting our freedom was bad enough. I never knew how mother began to grow like this - she never was like this to begin with, so it was quite upsetting. I know I contain both their blood, but I rather be much more kind hearted and kind like him, then cold and wanting things in return like my mother - But this was something I could not stop or try to contain inside me. This was the point in my young life that I knew what I wanted. Not to be with her, but father and my friend who supported me through these hard times. That day my father fell ill, mother didn't not even care or even look at him with sympathy, but pity with those harsh words, she didn't even notice and only thought of it has a bad cough, all that at fell out of her mouth I don't care, it's not my problem, it only leaves ein for me to look after. Those words shocked my father, I remember, I listened and watched very quietly to make sure I did not get caught, mother would beat me even more for finding out what was happening. His eyes widened and I only knew what I had to do, that promise to escape after he was dead. So that I could live a nicer life with more emotions and care. This necklace I held upon my neck is from father, it was once his, this purple kept him calm at many times, he said to me It's a charmer, keep it safe will you kid? I could only nod at the time, still cheerful while he was ill. The string around my tail, and the amulet I possess is one thing I never actually knew. For me I seem to not remember it, but always had it around my tail. I loved seeing it flow in the wind, like it was floating in mid air - like magic.

Chapter Two - Escaping Problems
One crystal clear day did I see her again, where the wind blew only smoothly through the air, like seperating the healthy from the unheathly. Reminders of father being ill. I knew he wouldn't make it, but I just wanted to see him smile one more time I still had hope. That's why I confide to her and told her my troubles, she listened, even though she would get in trouble she wouldn't care but only smile sweetly and say Don't worry about a thing. I didn't know why she could be so calm, I didn't know why she would get into trouble. But still she seemed like a mystery to me. I guess I wanted to be like her too, calm and like father - a loving person rather than mother. I always wished I never had her blood. Only a few months had passed, but I was glad to have bumped into her. For this was the last time we were going to meet. Never seeing anything coming, but I think she knew - but I didn't. We sat on the grass watching the sun only set, a mix of warm colours surrounded the air. While I held my hand up only a bit to catch the fresh air, it only just went away slowly showing the unhealthy side. With only a sigh that came through my mouth. I looked away and moveed my head to the side watching what slowly was a water flowing down into a bigger stream. I heard the movements of her move quickly, she sat in front of me and only asked What's wrong? I just closed my eyes, I didn't want to talk. Still leaving my head to the side. The soft voice flows through her mouth We don't have to talk, but will you remember me ein? I remember the story she told me, of why I was called me ein - because I was her number one friend who she could count on, not what mother would have thought of though. Grabbing my right arm, I didn't even look to see what she was doing, keeping my eyes closed, only flash backs of mother came. Once it stung, but only noticing it was my arm which was bleeding. that point I started to care less and less about pain. She made her mark - not to be forgotten. I don' think I ever will. . .Another calm smile fell onto her face, has she watched the blood flow down my arm, it only dropped onto the ground. Wanting to touch it she shook her head, slowly moving my head watching the ground get flooded by my blood, only slightly did a small darken red rose sprung. No thorns just a darken green stem. With a wilted broken leaf, but a beautiful dark rose - which seemed like it would never die. This is my memory of you then. I only pondered how, and then it hit me - What would mother say about this cut, could I lied to her again and be beaten? I didn't want to go back home to her. Although she smiled that soft glow - and walked away into the colours of the sky, like glitter disappearing in the sun. Not knowing the last time we would meet, I never said stop, or even wait. Maybe I knew once again we would meet. Talking to her did seem like I escaped my problems of mother. I was always grateful to even be with her. Also being able to enjoy the scenery was perfect.

Chapter Three - A Death Plus A Life
Returning home, the blood had seem to stop, no more traces of my blood, only a scar remained. Although I found a cloth to cover it hoping mother wouldn't ask questions. She just looked at me, and looked away quickly, like she was rushing for something. I slowly approached fathers room, and it was empty, his bed, it seemed like he never existed in life at all. Like a spare room - a guest comes and goes. I stormed off to mother only wanting answers to my foolish questions, I know I knew the answer, but I wanted her to confess. She had something to do with this. Since I knew my father was only there this afternoon when I left he smiled his goodbye - but everytime like it was his last. I knew it wasn't. She couldn't fool me anymore, but she quicken her pace, and hit me round the face on the left near my eye, only one claw digged in though. I felt a fuzzy feeling, blood loss - much worst than before. Pressure reaching the eye? I felt my own blood dripping down my face slowly. Then dripping onto the floor which seem to sparkle so clean. I could only shout MOTHER! The words from my father were exactly right, I should have escaped while I had the chance, with one more hit of her claw I could only seem to fall on the floor quite suddenly. The small weight of my body made a huge impact on my bones, almost like they shattered inside, with my dying breathe. I tried to keep my eyes open but it was hard not being able to see, and everytime I blinked a few it stung even more. Like a teardrop with added salt into the wounds. Tears did not seem to fall, but only one from my left eye - the healthy one. I hated mother for all she did, but she was always in control like before, I wanted it my way for once. With my heart beating slowly, I tried to swing my arm up and grab onto her leg while she rushed about. I couldn't see anything but I know I can sense her presence. With every swing my breathe faded, my heart fell. My emotions torned at. I wanted revenge. Soon enough I heard her body fall against the same ground has me. Not such a big impact, but getting up like she never fell or even injured at all. One foot fell against my back, crushing the heart I lived on. She had enough. Far more then enough - since she never saw me step out of line. Her claws digging in my back, it was a what you say a nightmare. I didn't want to die now and then, most likely like my fathers death. I coughed like he did, but I only produced my own blood. Onto those floors once again. I felt like weight came off my back. I kept coughing, only to be found that I was being dragged off by mother somewhere. The same area, but more howls of different creatures - voices I didn't really know. I hate you ein, I never want to see you again and I hope you die just like him! I knew she wouldn't be able to kill me herself, even though she did kill father, but her blood wasn't in him. Making out shapes was what I was doing, colours coming back into my life, but a trail of blood was what was left behind. I believe it only seemed to have disappeared. something was going to happen. I wondered why I hadn't die yet at such a young age you shouldn't be able to withstand something this powerful, this was no kind mother - a monster in fact. I wanted to say that to her. I made out trees after one another. Not a place I now seem to recall. My left eye was working perfectly fine. Although blood still dripped, it seem to now have come from my hair, so my head might have cracked. . .? Once again one more cough. My body stopped dragging. I was thrown on to the ground. I wondered why? Footsteps of mother only seem to have come closer to my ears. While retaining my heartbeat and breathe I said clearly I HATE you. She only let out those same words but more filled with hatred has she produced them I don't care. I only wondered how a mother could be so cruel, I wanted to just get up and kill her to avenge my father. While a voice came into my head, another soft sweet voice Please rest, rest. . .? I just left that voice and tried to keep eyes opened even if it was perfectly fine, it still hurt with the blood reaching inside it.

Chapter Four - Acceptance Into Betrayl
How long must we go protecting you, we've loss so many of our kind because of you, we'll protect you I know but we can't accept him. This voice was different, a kinder male, like father, he reminded me of him. While my mother just said It's either your head or them! What kind of deal was this? Was I going to die right now, like mother had said, our kind or them? Meaning them has in me? I go off making your group strict and you don't repay me in the slightest! If you want yourself to protect yourself I'll gladly kill you all myself because I know you can't. My left eye made out a bow from the other creature, he was standing on all fours. Unlike us we were use to our hind legs, but stood on all fours when we had to run. It was like he was saying sorry, and please accept our apologie. It was disgusting watching my mum get this much rescept. What was this world coming to? But kill them? Was she really this powerful? And to bring down a pack? I want him dead if you will, and this shall be the last time I see you. See to it or something will happen indeed. She turned her back, and walked away, with her tail behind her like she was flying, and hit me one more time on the back with her tail, it was a powerful hit, leaving only bruises. If she wanted the job done, why not do it herself, she was evil enough to do it. In my mind those words flew through my head again I HATE you. I wanted to shout it one more time, but I couldn't move. One creature bigger then me approached me, and licked my face, getting rid of the blood, but not a lot. It still showered my face. But left no trail. Please father, may I just have one more friend. The father? The leader, he only seem to shake his head towards his love. But the female nodded and agreed. For he only had one more friend - I never met him to be honest. Clear images went through my head, he was known has Neffariousity, the only son of the leaders. The heir to everything they have. He seemed like his father, someone soft and vunerable, who had to ask the female. He had white feathered wings, they were only small, he couldn't fly. I lived with them though. He was alot older then me, but still pretty young. I helped around everywhere I could, incase it felt like it was home where I would get beaten. But a problem only arised. More heads shook my way then Neffs. He began to grow more dark. With those beautiful feathers falling off his wings, only leaving skeletons appearing. His smile faded like my fathers everyday. I also liked seeing him smile too. I wanted to help him, but everytime I started to approach him he only growled at me and said Go away. Like he never knew me and I was stranger. Yet he was the only other friend I had. His parents interest for him being heir grew less and less, the attention he had seem to have only dropped. Till I was truely old enough to understand emotion and why this had happened. Seeing Neff around his own pack seem to grow dim too. I only saw him in the afternoon back at home, all he did was sleep though, he was gone morning and night. I wondered why. Only to find out the hard way - passing him where a lot of their pack met, slience fell almost immediatly. I wanted to question him but I was told to stop. I got told to stop at everything but I couldn't, his parents attention grew on me. Like the childhood I never had - never thinking it would affect Neff's feelings and moods. But that day we passed he whispered to me Get out of my pack, or you'll die like everyone else. What did he mean? I pondered more or less every minute sitting on my own, looking up into the stars seeing if I could connect them. Did we fall out? Have I betrayl someone again? Again? I started wondering alot more. I guess I did fail my father on our promise. . .

Chapter Five - Life Is Lost Into A New Again
Screams seem to surround the area, with one screaming THEY'RE DEAD!!! THEY'RE DEAD!!! RUN! I couldn't move but only think Huh? I heard noises of others move even more, rushing and trying to leave. The one that kept shouting soon stopped, lifeless on the floor, has he fell onto the ground. I approached him cautious, only letting me know He's kill them both. . .Save yourself please. . .. I didn't know what to do, him being kill? Neff? He would never do such a thing though, not Neff. He was someone I really trusted. Walking out his parents home, he started at his normal pace his gloomly ghostly grey eyes only went into mine. I felt the pressure of his force pushing me back, with me taking those steps back made it possible. I killed them, what are you going to do about it? Now it's your turn like your mother said - she wanted to see you dead just like I do. Only one emotion seem to describe me - shock. Like my mother? His parents weren't like this, how can he contain blood like this? He was furious. He had blood dripping on his paws and down his face. I also did hear a few metal clanks? But not from Neff, I wanted to talk once again, like to my mother I wanted answers in life. Neff, you. . .? You. . .Did. . . ? What's gotten into you?. Neff spat his words back out with his voice deepening and becoming more dark I HATE you, I want you DEAD. By my own PAWS! You die, or I die taking you down! I don't care! I'll fulfil those wishes!. I only froze, and stopped, not being able to think, he soon leaped on me, trying to claw at my face, his parents blood seem to drop on my face - I knew it was his parents blood, is felt pure. This whole world was turning upside down once again. I wanted more answers. But before I could think I defended myself first, hitting Neff into the face to knock him off me. You imbecile! To you I'm Neffariousity. You want my head like those bounty hunters?!?! So be it! Not caring about his words they just dropped instantly from his mouth Make me bleed, I'll make you die! Maybe for the second time in life I was scared what would have happen I don't know. What I recall left of this was a giant light around me hitting all the other objects, like I released myself at Neffariousity hitting him so many times, making him bleed and cough, he only fell on to the side lifeless like he did to the other guy. It all suddenly stopped. My heartbeat, his breathe, my hope in life.

Chapter Six - What I Really Am
I felt nothing, I felt like I didn't exist - like I was dead. I also knew I couldn't see anything, it was dark, dim lights did shine onto another figure, lifeless just like me. Like my thoughts. Tell me I'm dead. . .Tell me I'll find everyone else - Father, and his parents. I want to be happy, with them. That voice from years ago came back You'll never die and be with them - here, let me protect you from now on - my job. Job. . .? I wondered what job. . .? I lifted my eyelids a bit more, to make out the shape of that figure, I still seem to be igrnoing that voice, I didn't understand, I wanted to co-operate, but I really didn't want to at the same time - I felt strange, I wanted to know if Neffariousity was okay. It didn't seem like I could move either, like a tree holding someone down on the ground, after it fell. Restraining movements. Your different to him, you'll like my help, that voice once again, persistent I'll have to say. Leave him, concentrate on your life okay, I'll be here, we want you alive, your one of them like her you know. Her?!?! That girl I know before, the friend I knew once before I left, she was refering to her wasn't she? How does she know? I suddenly got eager. Not bothering with the pain anymore or the blood flowing out, but Neffariousity was still in the corner of my mind. I wanted to shout, but I couldn't, my throat wasn't helping, it seem stuck just like my body, she did the talking for now - but she didn't speak again. It was someone else's voice - a male, again almost like fathers but much more leader like? Like hers was like my friends. 1507 just make your choice, whatever choice you do you'll still be the same - your different like us. I heard different so many times I just wanted to kill it, those echos in my head that seem to be playing with my mind. But I could only say what I could think of I want him alive, a life for a life please sir. I was polite hoping not to anger anyone. The reason I said a life for a life was important, I could have died if Neffariousity didn't say he wanted a friend, so I knew I owe him something - and this was it. Cracking into my mind was the words broken friendship - we are no longer friends, but enemies. This is when I knew I had another purpose in life, to track Neffariousity down and see what happened that day, and his parents. Your one who grants life you know 1507. See look at your old friend, he'll be back in no time, but you too have a job now being one of them. It stung when she softly said old friend, seeming like that word was longer then the rest. I grant lifes? I knew more than a few minutes have passed when I said that, but I never got an answer. I just kept my eyes fixed on Neffariousity body for now. He was still lifeless, and I didn't know what to do - still being unable to move. I saw a small light shine onto him, and a orb like feature go into his body which must have then went into his heart. I saw only his paws twitch, his wings laid heavy onto the ground. He looked the same - coming back to life like that. It only hurt and tore into my memories for we'll never be friends again. . .One glance and blink I saw him fading, like shattering into pieces into the sky, like being taken somewhere. Away from me. . .? Goodbye. . . I only just whispered. I could feel no more emotions swelling inside me, I seem to have been calm afterwards while that soft voice spoke once more Don't worry, I'll take care of you - we like you to be calm and not angry since it ruins the aura around you, we can tell you know. Sounds still in my head, what was I now? If I' insane, I'll start to accept it. I got sudden a rush through my head, it was, it is what I am now. Everything just explained in a flash. I knew what I was - my number 1507. My job was one of them. This is when I finally learnt what she was, and why she got into trouble if she was making contact with outsiders. A rule was not to get emotionally attached, meaning no friends, no emotions, you should all be calm and remind like that, if one thing - you stepped out of line, your aura changed into a black-ish colour you would die. They told me it should stay grey. The aura would only show to me, not others, althought the dead is able to see it. I understood that, because that is how they find us - learning it's either a life back or resting and being able to wonder around the world above your loved ones. Learning I would never age didn't really need a reaction, I guess I didn't mind staying like this, that was intill they told me some of us do change age on their emotions. The rules were confusing, this was because they told us love is alright to have, but that is how you age, although the other rule told us not to be emotionally attached. Maybe it's different for everyone else. Till she spoke 1507, you'll be okay, you know why? Because you've already been emotionally attached, and also we know you will keep doing this job, unlike others they would rather leave and be happy with someone, but you 1507, I can see you don't mind at all. Her voice started to turn into a happy tune at the end, I guess it's been decided I thought to myself. I'll be what you are. Someone of Death and Life - because that is what I am. Also this must be more overpowering than my own emotions then. Like father had said to me, and given me this necklace to remain calm in life. Maybe he knew this was going to happen too. The only thing I cannot be is angry - Or I'll die - Someone of Death And Life. . .

Chapter Seven - He Knew It
The first day being one of them, seem the same to me. Only that voice was there and more clear. What shall I call you 1507, it doesn't sound right to call you by your number now that you trust me, I can tell once again. Her voice was soft, so much friendlier, I loved hearing her speak, only because I couldn't have any friends. She was right I did trust her, I believed she would take care of me. ein, please. I knew she smiled a bit it sounded has if she did with the litte noise she made eee, I'm Opsilon ein, and I'll try my best to take care of you! You see, Opsilon is one of those companions that stay with you, and look after you, they provide a bubble for you to live in - to restore yourself, and take away injures, though Opsilon is not that powerful, she can't keep me safe for long, but I just want to agree with her, it makes me happy to think that she will be happy to. She's been a faithful little girl, she was the one who was actually talking to me, yet it does kind of hurt at the same time. Because my old friend kept me happy too. No time to dwell on the past I thought to myself, lets see if I can do my job on my first day being one of them now. I didn't see much dead souls, but something lingered in my mind once again concerning the past, since I found out that people who die wonder around looking for us, Opsilon kept reminding me that, and if I see anyone that doesn't fit in the world, who doesn't look like anyone notices them, I should try to approach them. That I did, to this one person, who seem to look lost, and in thought, thinking like what they should do, I think I knew him. . .Father. . .? I could feel sadness drowning to me, knowing that father wasn't in peace, but in agony looking for someone like me. I didn't want to approach him, it pained me to even look, while Opsilon questioned me carefully He's your father isn't he?. I could only nod to myself, I wasn't moving, and I know I was in the mode of not being visible to anyone, but it disappeared, I was visible again thanks to Opsilon. I knew why the rule emotionally attached was there, so it couldn't get in the way, even if you found your family members - your loved ones. I took one step - breaking a branch by mistake. It caught his attention, has he slowly turned round to look at me, his eyes widen a bit, a little smile flicked across his face - he was happy? Approaching me, I was still in shock to find this, he had died a while ago though, how could he not find anyone? I've been waiting for you ein, I wanted you to be the one to put me in peace. I still couldn't talk, the fact that he said that seem to rip inside me, I didn't want him to die, I wanted him alive again, alive so we could be together and keep that promise. It was important to me, even though I must have already broken it like before. . .Two words came from my mouth, not what he wanted to hear though I can't. . .I felt even more pathetic than my past, not being able to grant a wish. Learning everything the hard way was something I had to do in my life. It was always there, a way of life for me was hard. I looked at his face, he didn't seem to have changed, but he knew I was going to be like this, he had been rejecting everyones offer, waiting for, and questioning others how long it would take for someone called ein to come for him. I only wanted to drown in my sorrow. But what they asked for, I had to grant - I HAD to. . .He spoke once again still quite patient, keeping eyes on me ein, please, it's what I wished for in the first place, remember? What he liked to have had was to be safe, that's why we promises, but if he was going to be in a place without mother, maybe it was best? I had too many thoughts in my mind, I needed to control it before I cracked into that situation. If I didn't see him on my first day at this thing, I might have controlled myself much better. I dropped onto the ground, not making any noises, I heard the rush of father infront of me. It's just like that time I thought to myself, where you left, and I was depressed then too. I had one simple flashback with her in it, but I couldn't recall her face. I knew a few tears fell from my eyes, but my father wipped them away, and spoke calmy Don't worry, I'll always be with you my son. I hated to do this, I really did. I understood that things like this will happen, maybe I knew from the start, I knew he knew all along. Opsilon tilted that staff to me, one I saw before, I admired it when that flash appeared, of explanation. Those tears dried up and I finally was able to control myself, containing my aura back in it's natural colour. Fine, I was able to call that out, but it came out cold, like my voice had no emotion, this was because I tried to ignore the fact it was father, it was all I could do to control myself. I closed my eyes, held out my staff, while I let the breeze take my hair into the skies, and those cloth wrapped onto the staff - It's granted. . . Closing my eyes, holding that staff out, I felt kind of free, I waved it infront of him. That smile that made me happy appeared, and it was like Neffariousity's life - the orb that should have belonged to father appeared from nowhere, and went into the necklace he had given me. His soul was mine. While I Watched his body shatter like Neffariousity's, his went into the sky like flower petals dancing on a windy summers Father.

Chapter Eight - Mothers Blood
My first day didn't go so well, I couldn't control myself, I thought they might have wanted me dead, now that I appeared back in the orignal place I was in when I thought I died. Great Job. Your first day was impressive ein, much better then others that voice had said. I didn't quite understand, was it a test? I kind of wanted to feel angry, but I couldn't feel anything since that day controlled my emotions. Everyone who became one of us were put to a test, to test our feelings and to see if we could do it, so most people who have potential along with a dead relative they could become one like us, I had potential for this? Opsilon has given him the images of what happened, that's what they do on the first day. I realised I probably did it the best way I could, I didn't think it ment anything, but I guess I would have died if I couldn't control myself, this was when I was glad I was able to. I guess I was grateful. I felt kind of happy inside again. I was let back in the real world. I started walking everywhere, with my staff, I Was never sure what it was made out of, but my guess was wood, only because of the brown it had, all different colours like the trees I use to live around. I liked the pretty shades of red within those charms too, it seem to clear my mind, and shine brightly giving me hope. It also matched my bracelet I wore, I always found this colour lovely, the colour like my eyes which my mother disliked. Now I just live in a bubble, it is quite comforting - somewhere to go to, but that's intill powers are strong enough to hold and heal me. In my thought, something was different, knowing I had potential - I felt great. Now I could do what I pleased. I wanted to break some rules, like my mother had. I wanted something in return if they wanted another life. Since I started realising why I had given Neffariousity a life, because I owed him that. All these other souls, what do they owe me, if they want a life? The blood rushed around me has I was thinking. I hated the thought of it because it was mothers blood which was around me now. I wanted to get closer to Neffariousity you see. So anything that could lead me there, I would be happy, for I know that Neffariousity has their souls in his little charm we call a necklace. Interesting what I could do. I lifted me head abit - letting the wind pick my hair up. Shimmering in the sun was what was different, it glitters, just like my idea. I knew it was wrong, but if it got me closer like mother thought then I should do that. But of course I would only want that information, and if they didn't have it, I guess I will grant what they want, This I know will be hard to come by - information. But I can tell. Since if those lupes in the pack died, and if I find them I'll know. Before I do anything though, we'll have to talk, so I find out more - bounty hunters, and if the name Neffariousity rings a bell. I'll always do my duty though. Mothers blood was definatly in me, and more overpowering - but saddening.

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After ein finishes explaining everything in his life, even photos of them, he starts to see the tired look lurk upon your face. Believing he's caused you so much bordem, he says Farewell till next time. That figure seems to be disppearing from your mind, even returning into the bubble by Opsilon, or it was either a dream or a cloud that fell. You realise how cold you are, and wrap your arms around yourself, shaking your head to take in everything ein had said. Though dream or not, you know he is real.

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