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Alright then Zantarea's father was the only person who ever believed that I was fallowing her, as I stated before. He was a large jet black Lupe with soft blue eyes and whenever Zantarea came to him crying he would immediately drop what he was doing and all that he would be able to see and think about was calming her down. She was his world, his reason for existing, and he 'protected' her from me until he eventually passed on in a natural way As he spoke you listened intently, hanging on every word. Listening for the eventual strain that you know will come back into his voice. But he continues without you being able to pick out his weakness.
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. There is one lupe who she has become quite close too lately. His name is Junre. This lupe is the very first friend that Zantarea has ever had. He is also the first person to believe her about me since her father has passed on. This fact alone was enough to make Zantarea trust him. But on top of that he coxed her into facing me and even managing a polite conversation. Despite her fear.
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Even if I say
No one will ever see
Even if I say
The world we knew
This world will never be
Even if I say
Q.) Can ______ be mates/boyfriend with Zantarea?
Q.) Can ______ be Zantarea's pup?
Q.)What do you look like?
Q.) How old are you?
Q.) Where do you live?
Q.) Are you literate?
The voice laughs, a very hypnotic laugh that you are drawn too. When the voice finally stops he begins to explain her story.
A single baby lupess. Born to two normal lupine parents. To a normal, peaceful family. Zantarea can remember almost nothing about her mother. Other then from her she gets her bright white coat. Her father on the other hand, she can remember almost every detail. From his soft blue eyes, to his dark black coat. From his soft laugh to the temper he had and how his eyes sometimes flashed red. The reason that she can remember her father so well is because he was the only one who ever believed her about me. The voice seems to be stationary. Though you are still having problems locating the source of it.
What do you mean believed her about you? They would just have to talk to you wouldn't they? You ask in a tone that suggests that it is possibly the simplest solution in the world.
Yes but the thing is. No one can see me. And I only allow a select few to hear me Despite the fact that he had just admitted that he did not often speak. His voice was devoid of any sign that that was true.
Then why did her father believe her? You ask, going along with your questions.
It would be easier for me to show you You vision dissolves into blackness and when it reforms you see two lupes. One very young and the other with an age that holds wisdom.
Papa! Papa! Its fallowing me again! The image you see before you is of a very young Zantarea. Her coat white and unmarked. She is running to her father in almost a frantic manner.
Hush now, Shhh He sooths her softly What is the matter my dear? He asks her in his deep soothing voice. He nuzzles her softly and comforts her the best he can.
It won't...It won't leave me alone Papa Zantarea managed to say between her sobs.
What won't leave you alone Rea? He asks her as he wipes away the tears with his paw gently.
I don't know what it is, but whatever it is it's been fallowed me all day and won't leave me alone. And when I tell people about it they won't believe me and even make fun of me Zantarea said very quickly as if saying it faster would make her father believe her. Her father let out a soft chuckle and put a paw on Zantarea's head.
It's alright Rea, I won't make fun of you. Calm down. Everything's going to be alright He comforted her once more in his deep voice until she cried herself to sleep.
Your vision dissolves again but when it reforms you see another scene. This time it is another lupess with the same male Lupe from the last one. You can only assume that this is Zan's mother.
You can't keep going along with her, Gideon. You are only causing her to behave as if there really is something fallowing her The female Lupe accused of the male. Her body was tense and her tail was whipping back and forth in her frustration and anger.
I am not going along with her. I truly believe that there is something fallowing her The male named Gideon replied with his ever calm voice. One that did not match the females at all. His body language was relaxed as if he were just having a light conversation.
Then you have cursed her to live a life looking over her shoulder in the fear that something will get her as soon as she lets her guard down The female was now pacing before the male, who had reclined to a sitting position.
And I will never let anything harm my Rea as long as I continue to live Although his voice still was in a calm and relaxed manner. His tail began to twitch, betraying his true emotions.
And what happens when your gone? The female yelled and before Gideon could respond your hearing was gone. But you could see that he was absolutely furious and he was now yelling at the female. From the bushes behind them you could see Zantarea, still quite small, cowering in fear of the argument between her parents. Then once more your vision turns fuzzy and when you can focus again you are back in the forest.
Despite her fathers coaxing Zan never let me come closer then a few feet from her. I have always been with her, staying close despite her dismay whenever I allow myself to be seen. After her parents deaths Zantarea left her home on a worldwide search for a way to get rid of me. But wherever she goes, people made fun of her and often mad her the main attraction in her town. Playing on her paranoia and fear. Now that she is older though she only tells people about me if it is absolutely necessary You sense by the tone in his voice that he is not going to answer any more questions about Zantarea's past.
But even when she was that little she was still pure white. How did she get those markings on her? You feel as if there is something you are missing from his story.
Something happened that changed her. So much so that she has not told anyone of it. The only reason I know of it is because that I went through it with her He was suddenly growling so fiercely that a chill runs down your spine. But you can tell his anger is not aimed at you, it is aimed at whatever happened to Zan. He slowly stops growling and takes a deep breath. That is a chapter of her story I am not allowed to tell
Well then, do you have a story of your own? You try to bring the conversation back to a normal level.
Yes He begins slowly. I do have a story of my own. But it is very much like hers so I am afraid it would not interest you He says in a sly voice. You open your mouth to protest but he silences you with a few quick words.
And this is not the time for the past to be relived You frown but let out a small sigh. Why is he so reluctant to hide his past?
If it scares her so much then why do you fallow her? You almost demand of the voice. It seems as if he is more of a stalker then he has let on just yet.
I have been drawn to her. The day she was born I was changed. I can't exactly explain it without you knowing about what happened, but if I am not close to her I feel as if my heart is being pulled out of my chest. Metaphorically and literally His voice sounds almost strained. You can tell, now that Zantarea has run off into the darkness, that he is feeling the very same pain that he had described almost moments ago.
I don't understand. Do you love her? you say softly, trying to understand what is going on and what the connection between this voice and Zantarea could be and why he felt the way he did when she was not around. The voice lets out a soft chuckle once more.
I do not know. I don't think...that I love her. But whenever she is away I am drawn to her by the pain in my heart. This is one of the few mysteries to me There is a definite strain in his voice this time
So can you tell me any more about Zantarea's family? you ask, trying to change the conversation to a lighter subject. You hear him let out a soft sigh as he fights to control his pain.
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Zantarea's mother was an equally kind lupess who was pure white in color. Whenever Zan would come to her crying she would calm her down but only after Zan could pull herself together enough to explain what was wrong. But after Zantarea had overheard her father and mother she knew that her mom never believed her. Even though she tried to pretend that she did even when Zantarea called her out about it He finished his description with a slight snort. It was painfully obvious that she did not think highly of Zan's mother.
And what of Zantarea's friends? He chuckles at your question.
Many of Zantarea's friends have yet to make themselves known, mostly because of me I would assume He does not seem to be disturbed by this fact one bit but continues to speak.
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And what of love? As soon as you ask this question you feel as tenseness coming from the voice and when he speaks it confirms the feeling.
Love? Zantarea is far too young to know what love is. She knows that it is what kept her father and mother together and taking care of her. Yes she knows how she loves her father and mother. But she does not know what it truly means between two people that wish to spend their lives together. And I truly doubt that she will know what this is any time soon He then refuses to say anything else. Finishing his small speech with such a finality that you hesitate for a moment before even getting the courage to ask another question.
What does Zantarea like? You ask hesitantly. But when he speaks again you can tell that he has moved past whatever was bothering him before.
Zantarea likes many things. The main three are her Father, Her Mother, and anyone who will believe her about me before you can even ask he replies quickly.
At the top of her dislike list would have to be me, myself and I He laughs as if slightly amused by this.
You stand there for a moment but are unable to think of another question that you want answered. Not only this but you could feel that the thing that had been speaking to you was anxious to get back to Zantarea.
Well I guess this is goodbye then He breaks the silence and seems to be able to sense the tension between them. You nod and this seems to be enough for him. You scan the tree's desperate to catch a glimpse of what was speaking. And then your desperation is rewarded. You catch a glimpse of what looks like a lupe, clearly in pain. But this is not a normal lupe. He has many, many scars running all up and down his body. Along with burns that cover most of his legs and face. But you can't make out anything else before he has gone into the darkness, after Zantarea.
Name: Zantarea
Nickname: Zan
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Breed: White Lupess
Distinct Markings: Tattoo's on Back, Legs and underneath her right eye
Eye Color: Blue
Owner: Sabure
Personality: Very quiet and usually doesn't talk to people she doesn't know. She is very jumpy and sometimes lets her paranoia that someone is fallowing her. She even sees a shadow every once in a while.
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again
What I expected
And if I don't belong
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late
Frequently Asked Questions
Q.) Can ______ be friends with Zantarea?
A.) As long as you roleplay with her, and she actually likes your pet
A.) No way! First of all, we have to roleplay. Second of all, Zantarea is not likely to fall for someone very quickly
A.) Uh, Probably not.
A.) *pokes doll* that's as close as you'll get to a picture of me
A.) 17
A.) Not gunna tell you! But if you must know all I am going to tell you is that it's cold in the winter and warm in the summer
A.) Usually, yes. I suffer from writer's-block from time to time. We ALL suffer from it, especially with School and Softball commanding all my thoughts, patience and energy.
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