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Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'

Laying, sprawled across the deserted forest, you come across a Lupe. A frown appeared on her face as the vibrations from your feet hit her ears. She heaves a loud sigh as she stood up. She put her paws together and mumbled a few words, causing her body to seem as if it was melting. Until she was completely invisible. Before she disappears you notice that on her body were dark blue markings, three stripes on her back and one on her underside. Her ears were blue and across her left eye was another stripe of blue. Upon her legs were blue stripes. The front were flat bands of color and her back legs had curved bands. The right hind leg stripes curved downwards, the left curved upward in an opposite way.
You look at the area when she was laying and frown deeply. You shrug and begin to walk away. As you are walking away you come to a lake. Your mouth is parched and you decide to dip down for a drink. As you are drinking you look at your reflection and see the lupe sitting next to you. You look next to you quickly and are frightened to see that there is no one there.
You look back to your reflection and definitely see that there is a Lupe sitting next to you. You reach out a hand and definitely feel something sitting next to you. A soft growl comes from the Lupe as she puts her paws together once more and she turns visible again.
So you really are there You murmur as she quits her growling and wraps her tail around her paws.
Your lucky I am not in the mood to torture you at the moment" She explains in a voice that is silky smooth and soft as the wind. She seems tired though.
Well what is your name?" you ask her curiously.
Xantarea" she tells you with a frown But call me Xan or Rea" she explains with a finality that tells you that this is a command, not a suggestion.
Alright Rea, mind if I ask you a few questions? You ask her with curiosity in your voice.
For as long as I can stand it guest" She tells you with a nod.
Well first off do you have a past? You ask her, picking the first question that you can pick out of the many in your head. Yes, and if you will listed then I will explain it to you Rea tells you with a slight nod before beginning.

.:My Story:.

.:Chapter One:.

First off, I was living in the heavens in the lap of luxury. I could eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted, I could do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted and I think you get my point. Anyways you see, after a while I grew bored with these worlds and began to explore further and further. Untill one day on my explorations I found a place where many were being punished. But one of them caught my eye. I found a lupe named Heart, who had to pull a stone piller with his tail up a hill. But when he got half way up his grip slipped and he had to start over. This is what happened for all eternity.

An emence pity welled inside of me and I decided to help him. I chewed through the rope that was attached to his tail and I took him to the council. Once there I pleaded for him to have a second chance and they soon granted me that wish. But they told me that because of my decision I would be forced to be born into the world below and the lupe I had helped save was to still have his punishment continued on earth. But not in the same intensity.

Well before I was born in this world the gods had given me a few errands to run. Kill all the most hated demons and then I would become a living breathing being of my choice. They gave me a list and as I went down the list each one became harder and harder to kill completely. Well when I was about to kill the last one on my list I found that he was to powerful.

The gods had given me all of their powers but I soon found that even that wasn't enough. Seeing as I had killed so many demons the Gods let me come to earth even though I hadn't killed them all. But they didn't let me choose what I wanted to be and they only gave me five powers. The power to turn invisible, curse someone, hide my wings, heal myself or others and give others temporary wings.

For the next part of my story you must understand one thing. Apparently one of the male gods had taken pity on me and had given me a blessing at my birth. Well at least thats what my mother told me when I was little. And because of that sometimes when I speak with enough feeling something happens and magic happens when I least expect it.
But whenever that happens I am usually so emotional that I revert to my native tongue of French.

Anyway, as I grew older I noticed that I didn't feel at home in the family where the gods had placed me. So, when I was old enough, I left. Even though my mortal family didn't want me to leave, it felt better for me to be on my own and away from people. Even people I meet in this strange world don't usually feel right."

.:Chapter Two:.

A pitch Black lupe dashed through the rotting, dead, deserted forest. His huge paws hit the ground and his nails dug deep within it causing dirt to fly as he ran. He muzzle and part of his neck where wrapped in bandages, while around his right ankle was a piece of red fabric. He had two piercing in his ear and strange symbols on his front and back right legs. On the front leg was the sin sign while on the back ankle there was an alchemy symbol. Though all of this may appear strange, the strangest thing about this lupe where his closed eyes. His eyes never opened....

Who is this lupe you may ask? Well this is Kiyomarue.

From the very first time I met Kiyomarue, something was a bit odd. In a good way of corse. I could tell him everything without even holding back. I could tell him about my past and everything else. Well as time went by we became greater friends and my feelings intensified for him. But, of corse, I was to afraid to tell him.

Well when I eventually stumed up the courage I told him and he returned the feelings! I felt as if I could float on air if I wanted too. He was such a woundeful lupe but as night fell he changed and I was slightly confused. He tried to get me to leave so that I wouldn't see him but I refused. He seemed almost scared to let me see him, afraid that I would run away in horror. But his eyes were the most beautiful thing in the world, they had flames in the center of a black ring of color. When I showed him that I didn't care he seemed so happy. When she finishes her story you take it all in and add it to memory. Well what about family, or friends?" You ask her again.

.:Family:.

Well, I don't remember much about my family. And I really don't care to remember much She smiles as if to prove that she dosent care much about them.

.:Friends:.

-Comming soon-

Ok, now how about love? you ask her cautiously, knowing with most this could be a painful subject.

She blushes slightly but shakes it off so you couldn't see it. A wonderful but strange lupe named Kiyomarue. He is a kind lupe who was sadly shunned for his pack, which has left him alone in the world. He is handsom, and kind and wonderful" She sighs happily, obviously thinking about Kiyo.He has a wonderful laugh that lights up my world. We were both afraid of telling each other the truth, but now that we have confessed our feelings to each other I feel completely happy. He is the one person who I feel as if we connect. Well how about that native language of yours? What is it?" You ask her curiously once more.

mon natif langage" She smiles at you for the second time in the time you have been with her. te construire pas comprends?" She asks you slyly.

Well what I told you was 'My native Tongue' and 'Do you not understand?' Obviously you didn't" She told you in responce to the confused look on your face. You nodd, returning her smile now what about a companion? Do you have one?" You ask her quietly.
Actually I do, Ankh is my Wadjet friend. He comes and goes as he pleases and usually isn't with me. He is a completely normal wadjet other then the fact that he is a ghost like I was" She says with a nod. .:FanArt:.
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Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawling'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm calling'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Hurry I'm fallin

~Frequently Asked Questions~
Q.) Can ______ be friends with Xantarea?
A.) First, she hates being called by her full name. Second, Not unless they have roleplayed and she ACTUALLY talked to them, thought of them as good company, and they thought likewise.

Q.) Can ______ be mates/boyfriend with Xantarea?
A.) First off, learn how to read! She's taken!

Q.) Can ______ be _Xantarea's pup?
A.) It would depend. But most of the time I would have to say NO!

Q.) How old are you?
A.) 15

Q.) Where do you live?
A.) Not gunna tell you! But if you must know all I am going to tell you is that its cold in the winter and warm in the summer XP

Q.) Are you literate?
A.) Usually, yes. I suffer from writer's-block from time to time. We ALL suffer from it, especially with school and Softball commanding all my thoughts, patience and energy. .:Link back:.

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