Trust is something not worth losing
Why must things become more complicated when you finally understand there meaning?
I could not understand my life until she came into it.
When I thought I understood my purpose here
My thought just pushed me down deeper
And everything got even more complicated than it already was.
Than I woke up one day and she left me.
I didn't even do anything!
I cried some and she made fun of me.
I think I hate her now.
Do I?
I'll never know the answer until I find some one who won't leave me for nothing.
She left me for a player.
A cheater.
I hope she is suffering right now
Because,
She left something she'll never get back.
Trust.

Depths of nothing
My eyes may show my pain
My suffering
My death.
My mind is never anywhere
I have already lost everything I have
I have lost my soul
My heart
My spirt
And my mind.
She took everything I ever had.
Not that I had much of anything anyway.

I don't care
I don't need her
I don't want her
I don't even want to think about her
But she always finds a way into my empty mind
I hate it
I don't care
I don't care
I'll think it over and over again
But the truth is
I think I still care

All the same
Many years later
After she left me
After she hurt me
After she laughed at my pain
I'm all the same
But one thing is different
I no longer have any feelings for her
I still do not wish to see her
Because these feelings might come back
And she would just push me further down
Or try and befriend me
I wouldn't be able to handle something like that
Making her my friend would hurt me more
I don't need that again
So, please, Zae
Don't come back...

I'm just there now...

All I have is my shadow...




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