Ocean's apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever


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HELLO!

Hello and greetings to you. ^^ I see you've come to visit my page and learn about me! At least, I hope it was on purpose. My name is Tsugi, and well…I'm mostly just a blue draik with white blobs and long hair. Nothing interesting about me. You still interested? Huh. Well, I'll tell you about my life. Settle down and get comfy. You'll fall asleep.

MY LIFE




I was not born a natural draik. I don't remember exactly what I was. All I know is at one time or another I changed into what I am now. I was turned into a dark blue and white little baby. I used to be babysat by a robotic peophin named Deed. He was really nice to me, and took me places, and we played together sometimes. I think he had it though when I went swimming from an island to shore…he was so scared, and so mad when he found out where I finally was! Oops, hee hee.
So then I started to meet other draiks. One of the first I met was name Phi. He quickly became my friend. We were little, and he thought he was the best thing since um…water. I don't know. He flirted with me too…a lot. He was older than me, and I didn't know what the heck was going on so I giggled and smiled like an idiot. But, we ended up becoming really good friends, and pretty soon he stopped acting like a shmuck.



I met more draiks. I because friends with a draik named Roxanne, and then from there met her brother Onehrah_ He was another of my first friends, and he was nice. I also met a draik named Dankydraik. He was nice too. I was aging into an older girl now sorta, and so I started paying attention to boys. I liked Onehrah and Dan a lot!



Then when camping one night Dan said he liked me, and I said I liked him too. Then he stopped talking to me, just like that. I was really upset. I don't know if it was rebound or what, but I went on a date with Onehrah and became his girlfriend. That was cool. He was a sweet guy, and even gave me a little noil pet…it was so nice of him. Also, over this course of time I got a brother…Felorius. He moved from..well somewhere far away to stay with me. He was weird and kinda shy at first.
I was still growing up. I met some really nice draiks in a place called the Draik Clan. They welcomed me easily, and I am still friends with the first draik I ever met there. I also met the DC guys. None really caught me, I thought a few were cute here and there but that was it. But then I met Xaradar.



Xar was just a buddy at first. I thought he was cool, ad vice versa..then pretty soon it was hugs every time we saw each other. And…I started to feel more than friends for him. Onehrah and I were doing okay…but…it just didn't feel right. He was sweet but I didn't know if I wanted to date him anymore. Then he asked me to adopt a kid with him and I was a bit too young, and that spooked me pretty bad. So eventually I told him I wanted…to break up. I felt awful…but he was a good sport about it. I still feel bad about it I guess, even though I shouldn't.
So then I went into a bit of a depression. I felt bad, and had my eyes on Xar, but I didn't know what to do. Then came the blind dates, run by someone named Ainad at the time, November I believe. I wasn;t sure about it…but then Xar sent me a note asking me to sign up. So I did, and of course, wound up with him. We got to go to an arcade, and we went to a playground where he wrote our names under a slide….he had asked me if we could go out after the date and I was overjoyed. At the same time there was more good news...my brother had met someone named Tsuide and was having a hard time concealing it. But I helped him through it.
From there, nothing eventful really, except the fact I had Xar. We got through Christmas, and the new year…it was great. Fel and Tsuide finally got together, though I am unsire how. Then..in April we made a HUGE decision. We decided we wanted to be parents. And everyone was quite supportive. Phi, my best friend was really happy, which made me so happy. His opinion meant and still does mean a lot to me.
So there was months of waiting. I attended Phi's wedding, which was…well a doozy…and I was so emotional to see him getting married. I wanted to cling to him and cry, but of course I clung to Xar instead. Then there was the Hanami festival, which was fun. But I left early I think.



Then…on June 21st a little someone joined us. We named her Merleru. The first creatures she saw in this world were Isamurei, me, Xaradar, Phi, Monte, and Kallden I believe. Awfully full house, but everyone was happy. And Merle was there…having her with me was a joy. Yasa is her godfather, and I will always remember when he came to meet her. I think he made me some tea, and he got to meet her…it's one of those precious moments I wish I just had back if you know what I mean. So Merle grew up with Xar and I.
But then I remember not seeing Xar for a while…where did he go? But he came back, and threw a party. He said he had something to tell me. But then he disappeared again. I have not seen him since early January…and I miss him so much. I know I have Merle, and her face is what keeps me going. But Xar…I wish I could see him again, even if just for a moment. I love him and miss him so badly. I can't understand where he went! He was there every day and now…he's gone.



Merle was young and is still young, so she doesn't recall much about her father right now. She likes to read picture books and drink juice. She likes to play. She is not a bad kid by any stretch, and even helpful if she can be. Sometimes she has seen my crying or watched me drop something when I've been thinking…and she hands me a tissue, or helps me clean up. She really is wonderful, and I wish I weren;t such a sad spacy mommy.
What added to it all was Phi was gone for a while…but he is back now. I am so happy to see him back…but still something is missing and try as I might I can't be happy like I used to be.





Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy


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Family

First and foremost is little Merle. I could not go on without her. I love her so much, it's crazy. I can't imagine being separated from her! She is growing up too fast…her hair is down past her last ear frill, well a little. She is aging beautifully I guess…but I wish she would stay little. She is my star.


Then there is Fel…what a goofball he is. He left for a while when he and Tsuide had an argument, and he went to be with his family…he came back looking even more like a lion, and with a color change! He's a lazy goofball but I love him anyway.


My Friends

I know I will forget someone…prod me if I left you out.

First and foremost is PHI! My bestest best bud, I don't know where I would be without him. He's such a weirdo but such a nice guy. And he's a daddy! I became a mom before him…but now I bet Tasmira is really teaching him how to parent. Love ya buddy!


Truth is the first draik I met in the clan. Her life has not been as easy as mine, but she has been able to handle it all. She is really nice, and I love her…though I can't get too carried away. I remember she flipped when I tried to hug her once. She is a recent mommy as well! Wow, I can't believe that one still.


Yet another parent, here is Yasa. He is a calm, serious sort of guy. He doesn't stand for nonsense or annoyances it seems, and he's very down to earth if that's how you could put it. I don't remember how we met, but I admire him. He just..seems to have control of things in a way I couldn't.


A recent friend would be Ainad. I knew her, but not that well for the longest time, but we have talked a little and I've found her to be quite nice and likeable. And while I am having a tough time right now, she is trying to help me out. She has 2 children, one is a bit older now and delightful.


Isa also needs to be up here. I haven't seen the girl in a while and I adore her. She is very sweet, and sometimes seems a little unsure of herself. She is practicing medicine, and helped me with Merle. I could NOT have had a better doctor.

He cleaned my house when I had a baby. He's nice and he seems shy. His name is >Kallden He seems so lonely! I don't see him much. I need to call him in for babysitting or something just to get him out of…where ever it is he is. Maybe I'll ask him to bake cookie or something.

Another friend is Draikeneko whom I met some while ago when he stepped out of his cave. He was nice. I remember being spooked, I thought him and this other draik were going to fight! But they seemed okay. Draiken strikes me as a bit of a clutz but he is cool. He has just..one of those good personalities. He is Truth's guy, and father to her kids. Despite his oddness, I think he'll be a good daddy.

And I can honestly say, that's all for now. You all tricked me into talking so much! I don't think I've chattered like that in a while. Anyway, visit some of my friends or something. I am going to play with Merle, and then take a nap to ease my mind. Farewell!



I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy



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