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Welcome, so some one has come to visit a monster like me, I don't have many people come to vist me, it's nice to see people. But please make a promise to me, at night time you must leave, and if you have any faeire pets or petpets lock them up and keep them safe.
I don't remember my childhood, only that I was thrown into a dark wood, I was a lost child, who almost died until one day fait came knocking. I was eating fruits and anything I could find, when a white hissi with blue markings came up to me. I thought she was going to hurt me, allot of things there hurt you. She picked me up and put me a brown bag and carried me off. All I remember are small things. Her hut was scary. She had a strange potion, it looked like this.
She gave me a glass of it, after that I forgot most things, like who I was, only that I was taken away from the forest, and that I was here. It was such a scary world, and my body ached all over. What was wrong with me! The hairs on my body got darker and longer, I got bigger, purple markings started to show up on me, I was getting scared.
When I asked people for help they ran away screaming, one person even gave me a scar on my eye! I didn't know where to go, or where to hide, I didn't want to go back in the forest again. Soon I felt like I had no choice but to, but I a little while after I saw a family, it was a blue zafara, and a girl with ginger hair. The ginger haired girl spotted me; I was very thin at this point. She came up to me and took me in and fed me, she was so kind to me! Soon I saw the hissi again, turned out she was now my step-cousin and her name was Alicia. She made me whimper every time I saw her. She kept on going on about me being her best success yet, I wish I knew what she meant. Soon we had a new member of are family, an ixi, who was part fairie and starry. But Alicia didn't like her, not at all. One night I was woken up with a tickle in my ear, Alicia was dropping something in my ear! Then she ran out of our house. The next day when I saw Pixe (the ixi) I began to shake, I began to feel weak and hungry! And there was only one thing I wanted to eat, FAIRIES! But seeing as Pixe was half fairie I just attacked her instead, I didn't want to, but for some reason I did! I was pulled off by Lili (the blue zafara) and locked in my room.
Soon I was let out, but I didn't want to go. Not after I hurt her. So instead I went out side at night. The weak hungry feeling was still there, I really wanted something to eat. I saw a fairie ashia go by and the feeling got worst! I was so hungry and nothing I eat filled me up! Then I did something really bad! I killed it. What had I done! I had murdered! I had eaten a poor creature. Why? Just so I could stay alive. I still do it now, but only little fairies, that doesn't make it any better. I needed help and when the Xolie came, I didn't know what to do. I locked my self up in my room, I don't know what to do. I'm a murderer and nothing more than a monster.
Thoughts of a monster...
22nd December '2006
Dear Diary,
Things with Xoilie arn't getting any better, she's been saying horrid things and now seems to enjoy Alicia's company more than her familys. She has gone through a total change, more lupe like than xweetok now. Alicia is behind this, I know it! Alicia has been coming around alot more, saying she is checking on her new "baby". Is Alicia trying again? We do know that when we found Xoilie she had hardly any memory of where she came from. Alicia may of seen I was going to not be a sucess and tried it on Xoilie as well, the potion does take four years to complete the transformation... maybe her four years are coming to an end...
Bijo met me on a cold and dark night, I was out hunting for food, seeing as nothing else would fill me up. Dancing around the bushes was a Light Faeire, the weak feeling took over me again, my legs began to shake, I was about to pounce on the little faeire until a white gelert skipped along, scaring the faerie off. I hid in a bush and then I saw her skipping some more and humming a lovely tune, which got stuck in my head for weeks. I stepped back as she came closer, soon I stepped on a twig and let it out a great snap, she turned around. I thought if I just stay quiet and still she wouldn't see me, but she came over to the bush any way. She poked her head through the bush we both screamed are heads off. I ran off and hid behind a rock and I began to whimper, I didn't like to encounter other neopians, incase they hurt me. "Shhh, don't cry, what are you doing hiding in a bush?" She asked me.
I was hiding from you, why arn't you running away?"
I have no reson to run away."
But.. I'm a monster."
How?" She lay down beside me and I told her my story. She didn't seem to mind the fact I eat faeries, she just told me, "Well you are a very nice person on the inside, even if your inside is filled with faeries," We both laughed and we talked nearly all night and we fell asleep together under the night sky, this was the start of somthing new for me, I could just feel it.
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