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Suniitah to Fluke --
She sort of chuckled, but the term chuckle could not possibly fully describe what it sounded like. It was as though her breath and her vocals were separate, as though the chuckle was really just quick gasp for air.
."I should be," she said, her voice still softly lingering through the air, and her tones almost stumbling with her emotion, "I mean, I'm alive. He didn't kill me. My brothers love me..."
She paused, "and he didn't really kill Kage, though I was certain he had for weeks..."
It was odd how she felt like she was able to be open with Fluke. She was never open with anyone. She always wore a mask. Wore a happy mask to hide her true feelings; however, with such a distant part of her past now standing before her-- a part of her past, her past that held many things that she missed. Her past that held a certain creature that once upon a time meant more to her than anything else... somehow, she felt she could let loose.
Or, perhaps she had finally gone over the edge. Stopped caring... and began to let go of her sanity.
."but, somehow, I think 'alright' isn't quite how I would describe how I am."
Suniitah to Kage --
A sound that was familiar to a laugh escaped from her, yet it was very far from a laugh as well.
That's what Sacrafiice says.." She sighed, her eye dropped down to her own paw. She shivered slightly. "All I know is that it is very tender, it feels very heavy... and it's bleeding... so the obvious."
She looked back upwards towards Kage. Why did he look so handsome at that moment, with the concerned expression on his face, and his violet eyes glimmering.
For that exact moment she seemed to forget her wanting to push Kage away, she forgot the pain in her paw, and she forgot all of her troubles. She was so tired, she just wanted to lay with Kage.... and be warm.
Her head began to spin. How long had her paw been bleeding? She was becoming dilusional, she collapsed, in Kage's direction, her small body swayed for a few moments before it began to fall limp to the earth.....
Suniitah to Kage --
Why is he apologizing? She asked herself. Her insides were burning with guilt. All she ever did in life was lie and pretend, because of fear, and right now she remained silent again... out of fear. She was disgusted by herself, and as she soaked her paw in the cold water she had caught glimpse of her reflection in the moonlit liquid.
Why had this happened? It was as if all of her bundled past had seeped out to show in her appearence. She could no longer pretend to be something or someone different, she was... at least, she looked different. She still felt the same, burdened with fear and memories.
She sighed, and lifted her gleaming aqua gaze up to Kage. She actually looked at him, how could she resist his violet eyes?
Don't apologize Kage," she said softly, "look at me... look at how different I look... I feel so repulsive... I cannot believe I've lived my whole life in secrecy..."
She paused. "But yet I want that secrecy back..."