Glad you're here

TNT, I was not forced to do this;
Dear Falday (I am unsure what you want to be called.)
I am writing this because I want to show you more of who I am, what type of person will be having Linatha rather than an unknown being.

About myself

I am 18 years and 7 months (8 if you do read this in Februrary). I go to a community college because I had some conflicts at the university I went to. I have been told that I have problems with food and mood normality (but what is normal, anyway) and I've been given three types of medicines. I have "suffered" from insomnia, or just not being able to sleep more than an hour a night sometimes. I don't mind it, I wouldn't mind not sleeping if it didn't make me feel so unintelligent and unenthusiastic. When I was in a dorm and my dormmate wasn't there, I would dance to Nirvana at 2 in the morning. (I wasn't the only one who stayed up all night.) I'm doing better now, I got into a bit of trouble because my mood just didn't give me the best opinion of myself. I don't know if you really care or want to know more, so I'll come to the present.

I have always been a little arrogant, but there are times when I just think so badly of myself and other times I think I'm famous and no one should talk to me. I float inbetween those two things and have for quite awhile. I don't have great self esteem and haven't since I was in fifth grade. I won't talk about my family because that's just too much to type, and again, don't know if you care.

Presently

Anyways, I'm contemplating becoming a journalist, an investigative one. A Gonzo reporter. I would love to work with NatGeo, but who knows. I change my mind a lot about that type of thing. I do well with English, I'm okay at writing papers; I love the arts. I love music, I adore Kurt Cobain and The Beatles the most. I love books and movies. Some favorite books are Marcelo in the Real world, The Perks of Being a Wallflower and The Jungle. I think highly of my individuality but I'm a copycat like everyone else. I am conflicted with what I think and believe because I don't know what's true or real, I'm hoping to find out. I am not spiritual but I do like ideas.

Taking care of Linatha

I plan to read to him a great bit. I have 40 books in my SDB, and I'm continuing to gather more. I also have a petpet set aside, and if I do get Linatha, I will paint both he and his petpet matching colours. I'm currently saving for that, if you do grace me with putting Linatha in my care. I have 630k so far (Feb 2). I'll train him to a fair amount; he won't battle but I want him to be strong and fast enough so that if he has to, he could hold his own.
I hope you read this and you choose me for Linatha. Also, if you choose me, I might shed tears; I could take a picture and send it to you if you want. :D