I was born many moons ago on a cold July night. Yes I know what you're thinking. Cold? Cold in July? Well, yes it's normal for it to be cold where I lived, in any month. But yes back to my story. I was born to Aleu and Armoraq, though when I was born they where not together, they had separated. I had an older sister Kalli, but I didn't meet her, I suppose she was at my mothers pack when I was born. I guess you could say I was kept away from others for most of my life. Maybe Mom was over protective, maybe she was ashamed... That I'll never know... When I was born, I had my fathers coloring, black and white. Mother gave me a dark silver necklace with a ruby cross.

When I was a young pup I spent a lot of time exploring wondering off. One day while I was exploring, I went off to far. I found myself lost in a huge forest. I came to a clearing in the forest. Where a large lake laid. Of course I was thirsty so I drunk some of the water. Near the lake was a large very old oak tree. At that time the branch gave out, fell and hit me in the head. When, I woke I didn't know who I was or where I was. I ran into a pair of siblings, Marty and Raven, both where adults. Marty was a bit younger than Raven. She was also more playful hyper child like. Raven on the other hand was stern, cold distant... They took me in. I stayed with them for a long while. I began to look at Marty as my mother...

One day Raven and Marty found a pack, so of course I joined with them, I was still a young hyper pup. I met the Alphena, she had just had a son, they where called, Aleu and Akiva. The Alphena's name made memories I had shoved away so long ago reappear. But of course none of this matter.

One late afternoon I and Marty went out for a walk, we met a young male Lupe, and I suppose he was Marty's age. We went with him to Terror Mountain. There we met his step mother and her son, who was my age. I don't remember much about either, but I do remember playing catch with her son for some hours. After that I and Marty returned home, we never saw Aversion's step mother, or step brother again.

One day when I Aleu, and her friend Wolf where talking, well they must have been watching me I guess. Memories flooded through my head. I remembered all the things I had forgotten. My eyes swirled Aleu's sapphire necklace glowed... We both remembered, I was her daughter, she was my mother, I had been lost, gone, with Marty and Raven all that time, and for the last month or so I had been with my mother and not known it.

After that I spent a lot of time with my mother as much as I could, I mainly stayed with her and Akiva, my brother. Finally I met my father, Armoraq. As soon as he saw me he knew I was his daughter, wonderful no? To bad I hadn't ran into him sometime before. But yes, I bugged my mother a lot to meet my sister, Kalli, she was older than me, and had a son that was a bit younger than me. I remember meeting Kalli. I could see the hate for me in her eyes. For the longest time it hurt me that she hated me. I still don't understand what I did.

Some time after that Marty and Raven left, I wouldn't see them again for years to come. After things had settled, and people got use to me, I started to explore mothers pack. I loved running around, though mainly I stayed by my mothers side, I suppose I was afraid I'd lose her once more. Once I got over my fear, I began to explore off the pack lands, I'd always come home though. Though one day, when I was still young, I started to feel unwanted, so what did I do something I never thought I would do? I ran.

After a week or so with no food I could hear my stomach growl. I had never been so hungry when I was lost the first time, I had food, and water this time I had none. All I could think to myself was, 'You should have gone on that hunting trip with Dad and Akiva' though then it was a bit to late. While I was lost, which happened while I ran away, I met an angel, and even today no one believes me. But this angel, she was no stranger, at least not to some of my family. She was my nephew's grandmother, my brother in-laws mother. She was thought to be dead, and well I guess she was, or she wouldn't have been an angel... I remember her very well, she had a sweet voice, she gave me food, and I guess she heard my stomach rumble as well. I asked her was she my guardian angel, she said she was for Kai, but she wanted to help me, or something close to that. Even though she said that, I still though of her as my guardian angel. She took me home and there I found my daddy, he was fixing to leave to find me.

A day or so after I talked with Tiy, which was Kalli's mate. I told him I saw an angel, he didn't believe me, we where talking with Ania, my god brother, He told him I was a silly little girl with a large imagination, or something close to that. While I was talking to Tiy Mom was talking to his mom, I tried to point her out to him, but when he looked she vanished, and when I tried it again, I guess he didn't believe me. After that I found out that Ayla, which was his mother's name, the angel, wasn't ready for him to know she was back just yet.

One day when I was playing in the snow a little ways away from the pack I met a pup named Kuk. He was funny fellow. Very. He said I sounded like the little voice in his head.. Maybe he was crazy? I dunno. But I do know we spent most of that day playing in the snow. I don't see much of Kuk any more. Gee I miss him.

Sometime later mother gave birth to twins, a boy and a girl. Zair and Zait. Then a great tragedy happened, father died. The twins never met him. I and Akiva didn't really know him that well, and Kalli had a reason to hate him. But still I think even she shed a few tears. With his death I ran away, again.

I grew older learned more, and while I was gone I met another male Lupe. He was the rudest male I had ever met. He showed no emotion, well at least not friendly emotion. He was the only person who could get me so mad my eyes would change shades. Talking with him I found out he was my mother's enemy's son. Ironic no? And the best part we became the best of friends that night. Well not the best, but we had a love hate relation ship. I got him to swim, and if I remember correctly we ended up having a splash fight. He was great fun when we weren't fighting.

Sometime after that I returned home, only to run away again, why you ask? Well because my heart still remained with that rude smart mouth Lupe, who I had became friends with. After some searching we ran into each other, apparently he felt the same. Some time later I and Dranz became mates, the date you ask? November 29th. Mother did hear of this until I gave birth to our daughter, Neraiis. I brought her to the pack land, Neraiis Loved mother, she was her hero, much like she was mine. Of course mother didn't really want anything to do with her, mainly because she carried Dranz and Steel' blood in her.

A few days after Neraiis was born, my niece Kiah was born. I was jealous of her, for mother loved Kalli's daughter, but she wanted nothing to do with mine. The next time a paid a visit to mother Neraiis was a bit older and I had given birth to my second child, my baby boy, Art. Trea, my little half sister was there she was a little younger than Neraiis, they played a bit. I don't know what it was; maybe it was the fact that mother could see Neraiis loved her dearly, that day I do believe mother finally accepted her, and Art. She and her new found love, Anubis would not let Neraiis call them grandma and grandpa.

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