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It's been a long time since I've been to the forest... I felt like I was couped up in that old cottage for years! Actually, it had been years, I guess I just didn't want to face the nothing that was waiting for me. But, I've come out of my shadow, realizing just because things get a little low, doesn't mean they'll stay that way. I decided to step back into the place that was my home.

It wasn't that hard, just a bit lonely. Gosh, it's been so long since my favorite memories! I remember meeting Afri, and he was a sight! Big, strong, muscular, and resembled a South African Boar Goat, whatever that was... He was very handsome, and we got along so well, so well... Eventually we were married, and eventually we had our baby girl- Alley.

Things could not have been better for me or my family. Somehow they are started to disappear in the worst way... I lost my Love, and I lost my daughter, and they're gone from me forever.

Before and after Afri left, I made a lot of friends to confide in, especially when the worst had hit. Gouji, Cupi, Teo, and so many others that have slipped my memory, but they were all great friends. Kept me up when I was down, so I didn't slip away as well.

After a long time, I met another, Loutawk. He was something else... not like Afri, not like him at all. He was full of attitude, and didn't like my nuturous nature when I thought it was necessary. There were times when we were so great, and others where space was not enough for us. Yet, there was love behind the doors of the observer. Feeling at least, maybe not love, but it was special.

What happened to all of them? I wish I knew... They all started to simply vanish from the forest, and then came my turn. I chose to hide away, I didn't think I could bear befriending and loving others, and lose them like I lost everyone else.

I'm looking up again.

Vitals
Name: Poughkipsei[ie]
Pref.: Pough
Gender: Femme
Age: Early 20's[rp anthro]
Species: Foxixi[one-n-only]
Petpet: Nikolai
Love: It came, it went.
Children: Alley

Appearance
Eyes: Chestnut
Horns: Chestnut
Fur: Orange
Underbelly: White
Ears: Black-tipped
Tail: Fox-like, white-tipped
Hooves: Black

There's a small cottage in the Meridellian forests, but it appears smaller from an outside view. It's surrounded by a quaint, white picket fence, keeping forest wildlife out of the gardens and away from the haven. I always found the cottage upholding a cute image.

The cottage has lessened it's occupants since I came out of my room. There used to be so many! Rashokie, Ely, Ouschi, Ryan, Kaiotu, Avallik... and many others, and many others before them.

This is Nikolai, my Juma. I find him quite new to me, compared to how long I was aquainted with Iffumai and Lii... Gosh, I'm not sure what happened to Iffumai either, but Lii had a tragic ending...

I remember being in the forest, simply playing a game with my Karren, and growling and screams were heard. There was a beast I bearly caught a glimpse of, but I knew it was the end of Lii.

But Nikolai is unlike either of them. Iffumai was my little copy, and came at the sound of a whistle. Lii was my best friend, always so playful. Nikolai is quiet, bearly giving me more then a little squeek now and then. He doesn't like to do much either, but I'm sure I'll be able to crack his shell the longer we are together.

Well, as I've already told you, I lost all my friends some how. If you knew me beforehand, I'd love to hear from you! Drop _kazarry_ a neomail sometime for a roleplay, and that includes anyone who would like to become friends.

Anthro roleplays only, please!

Amber decided she doesn't have time to make all these customs for people these days, she plans on having a bunch of sets. Instead, she made a lovely makeable that you can color! Please don't take her name off of it though :)

***If you notice the difference in spelling of Poughkipsie and Poughkipsei, it is not a typo, but I consider it interchangeable. She was Poughkipsie on my old account, kazarry, before it got hacked. Because I couldn't remember the birthday or email I originally used when creating that account, I couldn't repossess it from TNT.

I love seeing amazing pictures people draw of me! Though, the artwork here is mostly pretty old, they don't reflect the artists' talents that they've acquired since.

To see the full image, click the picture(don't let go of that mouse button!) and drag to your address bar, then release. Ta da!

Like the song? Well, here are the lyrics :)
Amber uploaded it herself, so please don't steal.

Eight years later
Time goes by fast.
Got my mem'ries
And they will last.
I try to keep it simple,
Cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple
By telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things
That we've gone through.
There is so much I can say,
But words get in the way so
We're not together.
I will remember you.
I will remember you.
We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you,
I just close my eyes.
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me;
I'm telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things
That we've gone through.
There is so much I can say,
But words get in the way so
We're not together.
I will remember you.
You were there when I needed love,
And thank you, thank you.
I never told you how much that meant.
God thank you, thank you.
I will remember you
And all of the things
That we've gone through.
There is so much I can say,
But words get in the way so
I, I will remember you
And all of the things
That we've gone through.
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together.
I will remember,
We're not together,
I will remember you.
Yeah, I will remember you.

Well, if you wish to find me again, at least now you know where I will be- I'll be at home, in the forests, where I belong.