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Most are taught to value honesty, loyalty, sharing, and companionship.
I was taught that life is only about one. It's only about the one in charge, the one on top.
If that one isn't you, than you're pretty much just an asset to that one.
I was brought up in a world full of hatred, destruction, and backstabbing.
I was brought up not knowing the meaning of family, love, kinship, or trust.
I still don't know the meaning of friendship.
I have hated more than I have liked.
I have killed more than I have lived.
I have seen more darkness than I have light.
I have thrived on fear, and not hope.
When most are taught to love, I was taught to hate.
And now that I am free from the confinement of my past, I am still not free of the darkness.
It follows me, in the fears of the world.
And I just want to know what it is that everyone lives for.
I thought, at the time, that my mother wasn't doing to me what she was doing to most of my sibblings -- because she loved me. It's a funny thought, actually, thinking that your mother isn't killing you because she loves you.
Even when I had a family, I wasn't loved.
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.."Justice?" her eyes were stern as she glared into mine, "who are you to know what is right and what is wrong? -- What makes you think you know justice?" ..
.. "All you know is fear."
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Travels through nightmares.
Perhaps you should look at some of her other pages.





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