I feel like I'm letting everyone down.

I feel like I'm drowning and no one can save me. My heart aches, I don't want to live. I'm useless... so why am I still alive? They tell me not to blame myself, but everything seems to be my fault. What is wrong with me?

I should be dead.

I shouldn't be standing here. I shouldn't be feeling anything. I should be lost in that vast ocean of death. Something kept me alive, but I shouldn't be alive. I have no reason to live. Some tell me otherwise, but I'm convinced.

I'm drowning, and slowly dying.

Please, just leave me be. Let me curl up and die. No one shall cry for me. I won't be missed. I'm convinced I don't deserve to be here. It's probably for the best. I should die… I should've died a long time ago...

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Name: Phangtom Moonstone
Nickname: Phang
Age: Young Adult
Gender: Female
Pelt: Smokey Black
Parents: Banarix and Moonliance
Siblings: Vanary and Zoliste
Mate: Cirequi
Pups: Youalia and Yuokoto
Paint: Ghost
Current Mood: Lonely, Depressed