She pretends that she's alright
You appear to find yourself in a foggy, but still very clear place. It's quiet and seems somehow unrealistic, big heavy raindrops are falling from heaven. A little away from where you are, you can hear a sad sigh. Moving closer, you notice a girl, with brown hair and colourfull clothes, sitting with her head in her hands. She sighs again. Suddenly she seems to notice you. She looks up and wipes a tear away from her cheek.Oh.. I didn't see you. She smiles a bit.I'm sorry. I was just sitting in my own thoughts. I'm No. You don't quite understand why she's crying. Well, you're here to hear.


Her life weren't that easy




She's the purest pearl

Full name//Pronounced - Notawatiry (Noty)Lange//Now-ta-wa-tee-reeh (Now-tee)
Nickname - No
Age//Birthday - 17//25th month of Awaking
Gender - Female
Species - Mostly anthro aisha, sometimes quad
Recidence - Neopia Central, 266482 Chia Close
Languages - English, Danish
Siblings - Chatsy, Siesru, Itsya
Hair colour - Chestnut brown
Eye colour - Dark brown
Petpet - Minet the brown Angelpuss
Hobbies/Interests - Reading, playing violin, friends, chocolate, writing, music (Kashmir), doing what everybody else doesn't
Favorite food//Drink - Chocolate, everything that has somehing to do with it//Hot chocolate or cappucino
Favorite colour - Pink
Occupation - Journalist/writer on a little magazine
Status - Taken
Partner - Chowatiwa
Kids - None


She is, or not, hating love

Loving
Chocolate
Chow
Joey (her plushie, who she think is god)
Friends
Concerst
Her violin
Dancing
Summer
Care-free days
Flashlights
Socks


Not-so-loving
Her cousin, Laeo
Carrots and other healthy food
Death
Depressions
Crying
Being alone
Lava lamps
Quiet days


Missing is such a small word
No has gotten many punches through the time. This is one of the biggest. Not only for her, but for all her family.
Once she loved another aisha, named Kard. They were perfect for each other. They both loved chocolate, and had such a great time. They're owners were very good friends as well. Then even created their own guild
No hoped it would stay like that forever, but sadly it didn't. One day Kard's owner, Garony, got sick. She had cancer.
They thought they could cure it, and she even began visting Neopets again, but again, something terrible happend. Garony didn't made it. She passed away, even that she was getting better.
That ment Kard was gone too. No and her owner both cried. Alot. They both thought their lifes were gonna end, but then No made a desicion. She decided that this wasn't gonna affect her life. Yes, she loved Kard, and yes, she had never felt so miserable, but she had to move on. She didn't wanted to lose her life. That was probably what Kard would have wished, too.
So everytime she thinks of him now, she smiles. Smiles because of all the happy memories, and because of Kard and his owner's kind spirits.
Rest in peace Kard, and Garony.
This is a true story, I miss Garony so.




She can hardly make the change
No has a family too, of course. First there's Kat.
She's a very strange person. All her life depends on is cookies and random obsessions, but No loves her. They have alot in common, especially their wierdness. Kat's always there for No, and even that she belives that Santa is Simon, dressed up as a lady, she takes good care of the family.
Then there's her bigsister, Itsya.
She's not as cheerful as No, if you can say it like that. Its has been through so many evil things in her life, and for a while she just wanted to die. But then she got her son.
Even that she can seem kinda cold, No knows she loves her, and she loves her as well.
There's her brother, Siesru, too.
He's a very quiet guy, and pretty shy, too. Also, he's a magician. Sie and No gets along pretty well, even that Sie can find her a bit annoying at times.
He's a good brother, and he has a great scarf, which No loves to steal.
Then she has another brother, named Chatsy.
He's really nice, and finds No a bit crazy. She likes telling him long stories about carrots taking over, and such. He doesn't like them that much, but pretends as he does.
He's very outgoing, and that's a thing No and Chats have in common.
Also No has a neophew, named Laienu.
Lai is such a melancolic little guy. His smiles are always mysterious, and you can never be quite sure of, what he thinks. No loves him very much, and when Itsya isn't looking, she sometimes offers him chocolate. That's very unusual, as No never shares her chocolate with anyone.
He's like a younget brother to her, even that he's only her nephew.
And last, we have her little angelpuss-friend, Minet.
She has lived with No for all her life. Even that No sometimes tries to eat her, because she think she's made of chocolate, Minet loves her. They've been through alot together, and No loves having her little petpet to talk with.



She's reaching out to grab his hand
One of the lightest things in her life is her boyfriend, Chowatiwa.
They've been together for quite a long time now. No met Chow a couple of months after Kard passed away. She wasn't looking for love, but they just felt for each other.
Chow is always supporting and kind. He helps No through alot and is aware of, that she has lost a loved one once before in her life. He's one of the few persons, that has seen No cy.
She loves him very, very much, and would never leave him. On the other hand, No likes their realationship as it is, so she doesn't really feel like including kids or anything anytime soon.
As she expresses it herslef:He's the chocolatebar in a whole field of carrots.


They must go through the same range
No has some friends too. She really loves them all, even that she probably annoys them pretty much at times. I'll explain you about them with some quotes from No.

|Sani|Is married to Simon. xD

|Sunshine|Is so giggly and cute! :3

|Wind|Is too sad. D:

|Osoro|Is ghosty! o3o

|Omi|Is always different! :D

|Kai|Is giving me chocolate! 83

|Dizz|Is my best friend! ^3^

|Cha|Is a spy! o;

|Sumi|Is so nice! |3

|Lann|Is hating me! 8D

|Ake|Is wearing a punk tie!! x3

|Par|Is depressed and boring. T3T

|Horro|Is a nice guy. :3

|Ash|Is the guy with the scary grammy. o__o;;

|Kaito|Is allergic to drool. D:



Shoot their reflections back in their eyes
Here are some adoptables Kat made. You can neomail her for one. She only does customs.
They are currently open//trade.





Acerbicin their compliments
Through the times, people have made No some fanart and adptables too (oldest first). She really apreciates that. If you wanna see art of No by Kat, you should probably go to her DeviantArt-account, nannakatrine.

Adoptables



Fanart



And then they end in this smokey hole
I you feel like other people should know No, feel free to post her link on your petpage. Also, if you want to roleplay, neomail Kat.


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It should be unforgetable
So now you know the reason to this strange girl's crying. Maybe not so weird, is it? We all need to get it out sometimes.
Bye for now, take care of yourself.


Music: Kashmir - "The curse of being a girl
Photo in layout: Found searching at a picture site, edited by me
Everything else (except for fanart and adoptables): Is by me, and if you steal I shall report you!