{:.Profile:.}

(pic soon)

Name: Kiiilalia
Alias: Kalia
Age: Young Adult
Gender: Mare
Species: Alicorn
Breed: Pure Egyptian Arabian
Type: Desert Equine
Herds: Many
Other: Desert Rose petal as the center of her necklace, and a bright neon blue anklet around all four fetlocks.
Father: Deceased
Mother: Deceased
Crush: No one
Love: No one
Foals: None
Abilities: Can create Desert Roses at will, and unstable fire manipulation

{:.Story.:}

I remember nothing about my foalhood, nothing at all. I don't know about any family I may have or had, just... nothing. Only this is what happened as far as I can remember:

I remember waking up to the feel of a muzzle on my cheek. When I opened my eyes I saw Kidhar, a friend of mine who has died; he looked different, but it didn't matter. He was still Kidhar, and that's all that I cared about. He had woken me, it seemed that I had fallen and crashed my head against the ground and my memories were erased. The only thing that remained in my mind was Kidhar; he was the only one that had stayed.

I asked Kidhar where I was and why I felt so badly... he embraced me with his neck and told me that everything was going to be okay. Instantly I felt my head stop throbbing and I felt so safe with him, I could've stayed there forever... I'm so glad he was there when I woke. If he wasn't, I'd be a lost mare.

Then I said I knew why he was the only thing I remembered. Of course he wanted to know, but I knew I shouldn't have said it. I wish I could go back and just not say it. But I did, so he asked, and I had to answer. I... I said that it was because I loved him. I remembered only him because I loved him.

He was shocked, yes, and this made me think there was another mare that perhaps is close to or had already secured his heart... I knew I'd be broken forever if there was. But he told me that there wasn't, and I relaxed a great deal and put my head at his shoulder. I felt so complete with him.

Then, he gave me a kiss on the cheek! I swear he could've heard my heart beating so hard, and I gave him one back xD He promised to me that he would tell me when he was ready for love, and told Kidhar this: I will always be there for you, always be there loving you, waiting until you are ready.

Take your time, love is nothing to be rushed.

But after time, I asked him if he liked Gwen, another mare that was a friend of his, but he told me that he knew she had a crush on him but didn't love her back. So I thought I was the only one, until he mentioned a mare named Apocalypse. The name made me shiver and I could only wonder what she looked like, and he said she had ripped skin... and then I saw her in the Hellion Herd. A living nightmare she is, and I couldn't believe Kidhar actually broke away from Gwen's side to rush to her.

It was obvious. I thought I would be the one, but so obvious it was that Kidhar loved Apocalypse. The first time he laughed, and he was with her that he laughed. I knew it right then, I knew he loved her so, painfully, I let go. It was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, letting Kidhar go, but... *sighs* Nevermind.

So lucky Tor was there, because if he wasn't then I'd be lost. He was a flirt and such a polite gentleman and I suppose I did have a small crush on him. But not anymore, I didn't know why, but it just disappeared...

I met Syarii, and he was... different than all the others. He saved my life when I met him, from a dust storm. He didn't flirt with me, he enjoyed my prescence greatly... and... I enjoyed his too. He was the god of saddness, but for some reason I didn't feel his sad aura and it didn't make me feel desolated to depressed. He told me I was an exception, and I was very glad I am. Syarii... there was another mare named Rosie, and she had a crush on Syarii too. I was afraid that the same thing was going to happen as what happened to me and Kidhar, but to my delight and surprise he chose me!

I felt so happy, so full of joy and love it was inexplainable. Syarii was the best mate I could ever ask for, until... he left. He disappeared without a word. Not a goodbye, not anything. He left me cold and alone, just like that. I would have never EVER imagined him to be the type of stallion who would do such a thing, but he did it to me and so once again, I am struck single. Am I cursed? Is it my destiny to be unloved, lonely, and sad? Why does this keep happening to me?!

{:.Loves and Hates.:}

{:.Loves.:}

::The Desert
:An Oasis
::My Friends/Family
:Kindness
::Honesty
:Love
::Speed
:Racing
::The Sun/Clouds/Moon/Stars
:Happyness
::Dunes
:Sand

{:.Dislikes.:}

::Hatred
:Anger
::Killing
:Blood
::Death
:Hackers
::Art Thieves
:The Cold
::Sickness/Disease
:Insanity
::Evil Creatures

{:.Family.:}

:( They're both dead... I think... My father is dead for sure, I remember that... but I don't remember if my mother is, though I'm pretty sure she must be...

{:.Friends.:}

Kidhar
He was best friend. The first one I ever met since my parents died. He was the only one I remembered after my collision that drove all my memories from me, though I know why... and I told him. He was shocked at first, and then I began to think there was another mare, but he told me there wasn't, so I relaxed. He gave me a kiss on the cheek!! 8D And he makes me feel so great... he said--no, he promised me--that he would tell me when he was ready for love, and we used to be crushing... until he told me about Apocalypse. He fell for her and I'm still here, I've let him go and it's the hardest thing I've ever done... you're a lucky mare Apocalypse. I miss him because I hadn't seen him in the longest time, and just as I was looking for him to pay him a visit... I saw a letter. It was quite long, with all his children and previous mates... unfortunately it had been too long for him to write much about me (he wouldn't be able to remember), but I... I'm overcome with grief. I will miss him with all my heart... he was the first stallion I ever had feelings for.
I guess this is goodbye, my longest friend...

Caliburn
A very powerful stallion I met at the borders of the desert in a forest right beside it. He has amazing amber eyes with red tints, and they never blink! I find myself staring a lot which is really embarrassing, but he says that lots of other equine seem to go into a trance-like state when he looks at them. He's very mysterious and in a way even dark, and has trouble keeping himself under control when he mentions his brother, a wolf named Kira, and anything else that's to his dislike. He's very interesting, basically. xD He disappeared a while ago though, and I'm not sure if we'll ever see each other again...

Gwen
I didn't really know her that well, but she's very nice to me in the few times we've met so it doesn't matter! It seems she's a quote "best" un-quote friend of Kidhar's too; poor Kidhar, I bet all his friends are mares! Anyway, I met Gwen in the Hellion Herd, the herd I was in, and she seems like a very kind mare so I look forward to getting to know her ^^ I used to think that Kidhar had a crush on her too, but he told me that he didn't return her love. It seems he's fallen for a mysterious mare named Apocalypse... but it seems Gwen has a love of her own named Cyclone and even two foals now so I know she's happy.

Tor
This stallion was handsome. He was a HUGE flirt and I admit I did flirt with him too, even if I didn't have a crush on him. He kept flattering me with so many words that flirts use... *blushes* Anyway, we got attacked by coyotes, and a lot of them, much later on. He seemed so familiar to me, for when I saw him I knew I've seen him before... I just couldn't remember who he was. He was an amazing stallion however, saving my life more than once, and he was so FLIRTY I couldn't even sum it up. Tor had this grin he gave me that made me blush every time, I knew he has to be famous for it. He was Gwen's brother, too, and loved to embarrass her by flirting with me every time she looked at him xDD Once again, he's disappeared and I hope I get to see him again one day...

Syarii

Syarii... we met when he saved my life from a dust storm. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be the same mare. Or maybe I wouldn't even be here. I thank him so much for that. He was funny, kind, and just so fun to be around I very much enjoyed his prescence.... more than anyone else's, actually. He was the god of saddness, but I didn't believe it at first. I didn't feel an ounce of saddness when I was with him... in fact I was happier and more cheerful when I was with him. I had a crush on him and... he told me that I was the one who he had a crush on, so we became mates. But now I know why he was the god of saddness... he left me without a word or warning and I haven't seen him in so long I've almost forgotten what he looked like... his disappearance gave me unmentionable pain in my heart and I don't know if I'll ever be able to love again after this...

Rosie

Well... those who has seen us together with Syarii wouldn't say we were friends. She was Syarii's other friend who she said she loved him, and Syarii fell into a deep sleep... I talked to him telepathically and contacted him, he said that it happened everytime he had a crush on a mare. Of course I asked him who he liked, but he said he'd tell me when he woke... but back to Rosie. When I saw Syarii in the Hellion Herd and the Haunted Carousel Herd, Rosie became very protective of him, glared at me many times, and just had been so aggressive... just like the other times before. I tried to be nice to her, but it was quite hard because of her attitude; I have not seen her in a very long time, but someday I hope to make peace with her.

{:.Awards.:}

{:.Customs.:}

{:.Basic Adopts.:}

{:.Old Style Customs.:}

{:.Fan Art.:}

All of these were drawn by the most amazing artists, and I thank them all for the time and effort dedicated to making such splendid works for Kalia! Thank you all so very much!! =D

Artist: Wind

Artist: Anna

Artist: Wind

Artist: Becca

Artist: Becca

Artist: Angie

{:.Return.:}

Coming Soon ;)

{:.Farewell.:}

UNDER MAJOR RE-CONSTRUCTION!!!!!!!