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A box full of sharp objects- The used

It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and SHARPER
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful
TODAY I FELL AND FELT BETTER
JUST KNOWING THIS MATTERS
I JUST FEEL STRONGER AND SHARPER
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful THING

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and SHARPER
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful THING

SING

Do you want a song of glory
WELL I'M F*****G SCREAMING AT YOU

It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and SHARPER
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and SHARPER
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

[{(Introduction)}]
You walk alone through the forests. it takes not too long until you see an old building in middle of nowhere. you read: Alheriam Mental Hospital. you enter to see if they can give you something to drink, or maybe there is a coke machine. You enter the old building, to your surprise, it looks much older than what you thought. The walls and ceiling seem to be about to fall, everything is in a terrible state. You walk over to the counter where an old nurse sits, reading a news paper, you read the date: November, 14 1985. She puts the newspaper down and looks at you "yes? what do you whant?" she asked. You look at her and try to grin "uhhh...I was looking for...umm...is there a bar/cafe or-" she interupted you "down corridor five, seventh door to the right." he said and grabbed the newspaper again. You nod and walk towards the corridor. The whole building was dark and damp, moans and cries of the patients flood your auds as you walk by. You go counting the door "one...two...three-" suddenly the fourth door opens right infront of you. A white stud walkes out, you would have ignored him if it were not because of his sick looks. You stop and stare at him. He looks back at you "hello" he whispered with a shaking grin. You try to smile back "hello" you reply. The stallion looked around "what is a young one like you doing in a place like this?" he questioned. You shrug "looking for a drink" you said as you look into the room he came from, you see rows of old metal beds with sick equines in them, then you look at him. He smiled "well...mind if I come aswel?" you nod and keep on walking with the stud beside you. You slow your pace to keep up with him, he walks slowly, with shaking legs. When you reach door seven, you push it open and go in, it is an empty dark room, darker than the other rooms. In the corner lies a small Coke machine. You and the horse walk towards it "got money?" he asks, you shake your head and sigh. He sighs too and sits down beside the machine. You stare at him. He does'nt look THAT insane...why is he in a mental hospital? you think to yourself "how did you end up here?" you ask. He shrugs "I don't know... I don't remember how I got to be in a place like this..."

[{(Part of a Past)}]

A nurse comes in the room and ties a rope around Kidhar's neck, taking him out of the room. You slowly follow behind the stud until the nurse straps Kidhar to some kind of bed. You watch carefuly saying nothing, seemes like the nurse has not seen you yet. She then pushed the bed into a dark and small room like the one you were before. The nurse leaves rapidly to see the other patients. You approach his bed, horrored by the way he is forced to be in such a place and in such conditions. He looks at you and grin faintly "I thought you were gone by now" you shrug "I don't have much to do" he nods and looks at the ceiling again, you sigh not knowing what to do now and wonder once more "what have you done to be here?" you ask staring at him in the silence. He shrugs "I started to take drugs...don't ask why because I can't really remember the cause" he chuckled slightly "they say that shortly after I started to have mental problems like becoming agressive and doing things normal horses don't do..." he shook his skull "it was not until these recent days I have started to remember small details about my past... I remember part of my childhood, my brother, some curse... I remember there was another three mares apart from Apocalypse who I have loved and another two other foals of mine..." he shakes his skull "I'll never forgive myself for breaking so many hearts... my lovers...my children..."

the stallion looked up to the ceiling once more. A small tear ran down his pale cheek "my second son was here too... he had worse and more mental problems than me..." Kidhar paused and glanced at you "he started to hate everything and everyone so much... and he had this huge urge to leave this bloody place that...that..." more tears started to stream down his eyes "that he took his life just to escape" the stallion bit his lip as he shook his skull "I hope Drake is happy wherever he is..." he stayed silent for a long while then he gazed back at you "you should better go now... the nurse will let you be here but the doctor will not, he is cruel and hates people, specially young people like you lying around here" you nod and leave. As you walk through the corridor back to the entrance you wonder how you ended up coming here, was it really the thirst you had or just curiousity?

[{(Status)}]

Name: Kidhar
Nickname: none
Gender: Stallion
Species: Uni
Breed: Unknown
Age: immortal
Desire: none
Crush: ...
Love: please... don't let me love again...
Foals: Kota and Sheena (from Gwenkaii),Drake,Requiem (From Apocalypse)
Resident at: The Alheriam Mental Hospital
Is currently: Single [x]// Taken []

[{(Beloved)}]

NO!!! I don't want to love again. I had enough! I am tired of breaking my heart and the ones of others... I guess I'll just be a single father for a long time...

[{(Friendships)}]

Gwen is one of the mares that I remember, and one of my past lovers. I'm happy that she found someone else, obviously I don't expect her to have been alone all this time *laughs* and so we met again? Hello :)

Apocalypse was my most recent lover, but she's back now... I just hope I find I way to tell her that I can't stand this pressure anymore, just a short holiday, enough time to get my thoughts centered and clear... please forgive me...

[pic here soon]
yes, you guessed, Kalia is another *laughs* geez... this is not good, having ex lovers does not sound very good @__@ they might rebel against me *joking* sorry... no, I was joking...really... uhm... I can't remember much of her, I do know there was a kind of fight between her and Gwen 0_o fighting for me? *shrug* I think I'm one of those who does not understand women -lol quote stolen from musiquestar- apart from that, and I hope Gwen forgives me, she was the first to see some secret lands... that was way back when I was a desert prince. Oh how I miss those days...

[{(Enemies)}]
Enemies? hell! every nurse and doctor in this cursed building!
*clears throat* well, apart from them:

Lie wants to see me dead :c

OMG no you shut up!!! |C

[{(Likes//Dislikes)}]
likes
- Death
- pills/drugs
- Hate
- Murder

dislikes
- DOCTORS AND NURSES!!! xc
- humans
- fire
- Dogs and Wolves

[{(sick Studs)}]

none

[{(FanArt)}]
gone...I lost my fan art :c

[{(Escape)}]
Room mates:

others:

[{(Credits)}]
all coding, story, art and background of this page is (C) to me! music was hosted by me so no stickeh pawz!!! If I catch you with my music code I'll freeze you with my ice bazooka and slap you with a dead fish.

[{(Visiting?)}]
soon!

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