O soul,be changed into little waterdrops
And fall into the ocean-ne'er to be found
-CHRISTOPHER MARLOWE, Docter Faustus
Well I can not tell my story without going a long way back...I was born into a kougra clan,but we didn't live in jungles, we lived in the lost desert.The kougra clan was differant,they showed no love,the males were always the leaders. males related to the the leader,became leader.females were of no use,if they had any female cubs and they wern't the mate or daughter of the leader,the cub would die,it would be buried alive in the sand.the daughter of the leader actually had a choice if she wanted her cubs(no matter what gender to live)the daughter of the leader would always make an anoucement for a mate and the leader would gather the males.then she would choose.that was how my mother got my father.
Even the wisest man grows tense
with some sort of violence
Before he can accomplish fate,
Know his work or choose his mate.
-W.B YEATS, Under Ben Bulben
my dad's name was K'tanqui,he had pale orange fur and his left eye was blue,while his other was green. my dad never liked my mom,she was just...strange..and....mad...?but she fell for him,to my fathers great disgust.but law was law.now what was strange of our species was that the cubs were born with their fur completly fluffy, and their eyes open, we could also easily understand speech and hearing.mircules you might say?
no just pain.When we were born my mother looked at each of us in disgust.the litter I was in, was differant,forest and desert. and to tell the differance: the pure desert kougras' have usually bobbed or short tails, larger paws because the part of the desert was a wasteland, you needed claws or large paws to stay over the sand, or you would be sucked down before you even noticed.quicksand was mostly of the territory was made of.but the desert part of the clan also had large/or small triangular ears, in order to decrease heat regirstration;and light,mostly gold-brown fur.whether, on the other hand, forset born kougras had longer tails, came in most any fur color, had oval-like large ears and large claws that were usually unsheathed.
and at the mixure my siblings and I gained...you could easily tell we were both of desert and forset blood.
What was she expecting?
My father was pure forest blood, he was brought to the clan before his mother died of an illness, where as my mother had pure desert blood.
she grapped one of my siblings and threw him to the ground, and because of his pure shock he fell to the sand, and before the cub could react, he was sucked into the sand.
My mother grabbed one of my sisters and she ordered my father to bury her,still having no say or choice, he obeyed.when he moved on to bury my second sister,she grabbed his paw before she sunk away in the sand,her eyes showing what she couldn't say,they burned into my fathers' and then she sunk in the depths of the sand and would,until the day neopia was gone, remain there.
My father furiously dug in the sand to find her,but she was gone and would forever be.When he came back to my mother with his tail drooping,she looked at him."well, maybe I do have a strong one",she looked at me once more, noticing i had no wings,"hmf" she said but as she lowered her face to my eye level i gave a low hiss.
"Purfect" she growled but right when she was about to grab me but she held back, looked at my fur and screamed."HER FUR!HER FUR!" she screamed over and over.
"what about her fur?"
my father questioned.
"THE COLOR!ITS BLOOD RED!"
she screamed at last.True, my fur was a dark crimson, and there always was a phrophecy had haunted the clan for many generations.crimson red colored kougra's brought death.
"Come now..."
My dad said fearfully, as my mother began to rage on.
"She is just a cub, and its just a stupid phrophecy".
"JUST A PHROPHECY!" my mother snarled and then recited:
When one is born with blood staind fur into a world o' hate
And taken away to challenge fate'
My mother soon grabbed me by the scruff and threw me to K'tanqui.
"Well,what are you waiting for?!,bury her you idiotic fool!"
She spat to my father.
Holding me with his teeth clenched on my scruff,he looked down at me and my mother multiple of times.
"Well?!"she said,bristling.
Give it an understanding, but no tongue.
-WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE, Hamlet
My father began to stammer and finally looked up at her, hatred burned in his eyes.
"No More...." he growled and ran
My mother stared at him in disbelief as she watched him flee, finally she beagan to yell.
"GAURDS..WARRIORS,GET HIM!" she roared and the chase was on.
My father ran gripping me in his jaws, he ran father down the territory, he just wouldn't stop.some kougras caught up with him but they always ended up feet away.he knew of a forest near a couple of territorys that hadn't belonged to anyone, and he was going there, to protect both of us.It was a secret place and he knew the other kougras wouldn't be able to follow.some warior got close to us and through a tough blow to my chest, but K'tanqui kicked him, making him lose balance.soon the running ceased because a gust of wind blew through and they lost sight of us, like some sandy wall it shielded us, making a great escape.
When my father layed me down gently on a pile of ferns he noticed I wasn't breathing nor my heart beating.
And the Lord set a mark upon Cain.
GENESIS 4:15
No!live, NO!" he screamed, pushing his paw into my chest.
his heart swelled up in grief and I could hear his sorrowful cries.I wasn't really dead,well i was, but i was in a dark place.all of the sudden the darkness was swathed in stars and i saw pure white kougras drop down and come to me.they seemed blured out and as they touched their noses to my head i smelt a rank smell of blood, and then they all sprang upon me,their jaws gripping at me, i felt numb all over and with a jolt I woke up...And then i saw my dad,still crying, He must've noticed me because he looked at me in a puzzled look.then a moon mark appeared on my left front paw.
I was given the 9 lives of a leader,but for what reason?
I would never rule the clan and i had no clarity of personality from an ancestor.
My dad named me Jamine, i guess it was a name of some "god" person who was healed in some story crap.
Soon my dad tought me the borders of our new territories and taught me how to hunt and fight.
The place where I lived was pleasent for the next 10 years of my life(in human years)i was still a young cub when THEY came.
My dad and i were just strolling around when a stir hit the land,it wasn't a scent or a noise just something new our instincts had picked up.it wasn't long before the wreched things came, humans i later knew.my dad told me to stay in our den while he looked around.as he plunged into the forest,silence overcame and boredom settled.but soon the silenced ceased and the rustling,loud creatures came.i was courious when they came along with silver like weapons, that I learned later were called guns...i guess i was so suprised I came out of the den because cruel hands grabbed my scruff.
I tried to growl and slash with my teeth and claws but the overcalming pain stiffened me.Soon the one that was holding me spoke up and talked to his companion ina southern like drawl:
"well looke here,we gots a kougra cub,how much money will It catch,hal?"
Hal,i guess was his name was, replied:
"not much,the scrap of fur,but would make a nice pair of boots!" he lauged.
Either these things were idiots or to fond of themselves i thought imparelled in the stiffness.soon they rambled on to each other so much I didn't know which one was talking, Ijust kept giving them each these bored looks, i was more bored than scared.Talk about being caught in the peanut gallery.
"So,whats we gonna do with her?" I think 'Hal' said.
"We can train her into a workin'pet,ya know the ones that load up the huntin' stuff and drag it along the mountains" th other one suggested.
"Not a bad idea,lets see if she has the unbreakable spirit"
,and with that the 'Hal' dropped me to the ground and grabbed a rather small club and wacked me on the nose, I growled and that seemed to intrigue him.Soon he moved to hitting my body from the side with that club, I growled and he whacked again and it repeated over and over multiple times.soon the struggle was going to end with either one of us winning or losing.
Hal won as the impact crushed my body,my snarl became a cry of pain.I blinked back tears hoping my dad would come back but he didn't,I tried to yelp so he could hear me but the man beat me again.
"you listen to me...shut up! shut your trap right now!"
He said throwing anouther blow.soon my cry became a growl and even though he clubbed me over and over I made a small,but shrill roar.when the man was going to club me again,I lept toreward him and grabbed the club between my paws, he pushed me to the ground at that exact moment,but with my front and hind legs I tore though the wood.
these people were just wimps, cowards.
At the right time, a swirl of pale fur came and knocked him to the ground with a booming roar.the rest was a blur:roaring,screaming then a crackiling noise.
The humans ran,screaming the whole way.
I was overjoyed so much I ran to my dad but when i got to him he fell down.that was when I noticed the small,red bullet hole on his chest.He looked at me and layed his head down, his breath coming in very shallow breaths..i think in all my heart i knew what would happen to him,but I couldn't admit it. with that his body convulsed and gave a massive shudder,that was the last of him,i guesed I stayed there,looking at his dead body for a day,maybe longer,because when I woke up I was starving and it was the morning sun I saw.
I stood up and looked at my dads body, and just looked at the forest floor.
Suddenly I heard something,I fucused my ears and heard what made my heart sink,the humans were back.
But instead of fleeing, I stood my ground,I craved for revenge.
Slipped into the bushes I waited.They soon came with their bragging voices:
"hey, Hal he's still is layin' here, wonder where the smallish one is..."
At that moment, I felt my eyes turn hot, and before i knew what happened I had leapted, they screamed;I slashed;they ran;I clawed.
They got away but i knew they would never do a hunting trip again.I felt at once my eyes go back to normal and i fell to the forest floor, dizzy. I soon got up and walked back to my dads body,i grabbed it, and found a nice place to bury it. it was where the first morning sun and shining light of moon shone upon the forest, so i buried him right there.once i was done i walked away,even though i was torn,the man was right,i had a unbreakable heart.
Mountains divide us, and the waste of seas-
Yet still blood is strong,the heart is the highland.
-JOHN GALT,The Canadian Boat Song
As the years passed, revenge struck into my heart, I slashed at trees and bushes with my uncontrollable anger. I don't remember why though...One of those days I walked down the borders and I came to the desert one,I knew why I was heading there,i wanted pay back.and humans had pretty much taken over my home, they was usually about 3 in every other area, hunting for whatever they think lived there besides me.As I walked on I soon came to the desert and the shops of the desert.I had no money,so i would have to steal,but i didn't care,i knew how to do that,it was sorta like hunting.I went over to the weapon tent,there the shopkeeper told some rich person about this vile he had of cobral venom and how it could easily kill a neopet if given more than one drop onto a weapon, the best one to put it on is a crossbow and/or daggger.the person asked him of the price of bow and vile,put together:370k.the human, careful with his money, rejected his offer.I went behind the tent and waited, when he got a customer asking about a sword and i gripped my claws around the vile,dagger and crossbow behind his back,made sure no one saw me and bolted.when i was away from the shops and around(The first) coltzan's palace, I still knew where the clan lived after all these years.i hid in a sand dune almost a mile away from the camp. i held my gaze across the camp and saw them,all working but my mom and her dad,the leader.soon they ordered a hunting patrol."perfect" I growled.as i waited for the patrol to come closer,as they came i put drops of venom on the bows to the crossbow and dagger,just in case and fired, 2 fell down and the other one began looking around, bewildered and distressed.he soon noticed my large red ears peeking over the dune and ran up to me, "STAY WHERE YOU ARE!" he yelled.He glared at me and jumped,I grabbed the bow and my last arrow and fired, but missed, and he saw the opportunity to bite, luckily i had my bow up and his jaws clamped around it, and with great effort, he heaved it up, and threw it befhind him."Got no weapons anymore, do ya?" he said and pounced, pinning me to the ground.he glared at me hard and sneered,
"i know you!your k'tanqui's kid,he didn't have the courage to stay here"
"At least he had the courage to leave!" i said back while grabbing the dagger and plunging the it into his chest.he fell back and nis eyes turned glassy, i quickly got up and advanced toreward the camp.
i moved into the camp,as soon as they saw me they froze,my mother came up to me.
"Who are you and why are you here?!"she spat.
"still have the temper I see,aww...you don't regonise mother?you know they kit you gave K'tanqui that he couldn't bury,you know the kit he took and ran away...." i spat,those words tasted like poison."oh,you...what did he name you...?" she asked coyly.
"Jamine" I spat.
"well Jamine flight or fight."
"I choose fight" I hissed.
"very well,KILL HER!"
she said comanding the whole clan.they charged at me and i knew i would be fighting with claws and fangs,but those were useless against all them.so I ran, I wasn't being a coward, I was ambushing.
Its better to be cocky than stronger.
it was going right,i was running to the desert border of the secret forest i lived in and mom and her dad, n dthe clan were following at full persuit.as soon as i got there they didn't know where they were,but the kept chasing me.i knew if the 2 humans that killed my dad that came here,other hunters could have come,so i was hoping to run into at least 5.after 30 minutes I found some hiding behind bushes and dived into a bush, the clan didn't know where i was,perfect time,the hunters heard them,targeted and fired.they all quickly fell to the ground, not knowing what hit them.i glared as the hunters' skinned them, packed them up and left.
And now the leaves suddenly lose strength.
-PHILIP LARKIN
REDOING
Redoing
...but it lies
Deep-meadow'd,happy, fair with orchard lawns
And bowery hallows crown'd with summer sea,
Where i will heal me of my greivous wound.
-ALFRED, LORD TENNYSON, The passing of arthur
REDOING
as i came back i ran off,i heard cars come out and sirens.they were looking for me,probably to put me down,but i was safe.i was near my alley when a scent lingered...a lupe scent..3 of 'em.i climbed a gutter rail and soon came on top to a roof.i looked down and saw three lupes..in my alley,i prepared myself to pounce but i stopped when i heard them gossip:"see,boys?this is the best alley in neopia,used to belong to some jamiane guy or somethin',but they not gonna come's back,ain't they?No." i decided jumping in for the kill was worthless,so i came down with alot of noise so the lupes would notice."huh..HEY..what are you doing here"the head lupe said."the story you were telling..yeah..the name was jamine,and that name belonged to a female kougra."i said coolly."i don't care what there name was,there gone and the alley is mine..scram.!"he yelled."besides how would you know?" "oh,well she's back" i said as they loked at me in amazement and anger mixed."how would you also know that"he said to me."because your looking at her"i said swiping my claw through he throat before he could react to my answer.he fell to the ground coughing and shuddering until his body convulsed and soon stopped.the other two lupes looked at me in awe and fear,"Leave..." wall all i had to say.with that they ran off,tripping over each other whimpering.i disposed the lupe's body and went down to sleep,back in my alley,my street,my life.when morning came i was up to my old routine:stealing,wandering and going through rubage(sometimes).usually when i returned to my alley it was quiet, but that day i heard scuffling in one of the garbage cans near it.i tipped it over and suprisingly a beat up zomutt came out.it jumped up with its blind eye and looked at me hard then barked happily."hey!i remember you!the zomutt in meridel1!"i exclaimed.I loked up at him now, he had 2 more scars and his ears went in an almost electricuted look."you might as well tag along with me ,you could use the protection."he barked in reply."cool,i should give you a name..eh..how 'bout jombe,he barked in his language."good,lets go jombe...
ready jombe?"i whispered as we headed toward a swarm of shoppers at neopia central."go get "em!"i said as he dissappered in the mass of people.i ran off to do my daily do's and in a couple hours jombe and i were in my alley,jombe was good at stealing.i totaled up the amount of things we got that daytogether we got the best food supply any street pet would dream of and a total of 1,354 neopoints with that i cashed in the neopoints to get jombe a offical zomutt collar and a small blanket for him,so i didn't have to share mine.jombe and i were a great team we never came empty handed.each day and night we lurked and stole,the zomutt even knew how to protect himself better.we bothed loved rain,so we went out on rainy nights.one rainy night jombe and i were walking around the battle shop and something caught my eye:a amulet.i read the tag through the dimly lite,closed shop:"amulet of inevitable betrayel,120k.hmmm..."
"c'mon,jombe,lets do this" with that we were able to break in the shop and steal the amulet,but as i slid my paws through it and jombe looked up wonderly at the alarm. "jombe,...." i warned, but before i could the idiot jumped onto the hande and the bell rang.All wrong, all wrong....
"great..."i mumbled and dashed out the door as white and shadow painted guard gelerts came out and ran after us in full pursuit.i could hear them barking and panting as they ran after us,we dashed through every shop till we ran around uni meadows.i soon skidded to a stop as jombe and i came to a hill..where a road soon followed,but we were trapped,the gelerts were seconds away.i put the amulet around my neck,"i hope we live through this jombe...."i muttered under my breath as i plunged down.we ran down the hill with the gelerts at our heels.suddenly they skidded to a halt,turned tail and ran away whimpering,"why are they.." but i wasn't able to finish my sentence as jombe barked in surprise as we slipped over mud and rolled into the road.as we rolled...it was a blur:cars honking,stopping and crashing as we plunged down trying to escape.i felt many cars hit me and i was losing lives quickly,my lives tried to heal..but everytime the healing process was almost done anouther life would be lost and it would have to heal that life.it felt like hours until we fell down into anouther grassy plain in a pile of mud,where i could hardly move..too many lives lost.i heard jombe walk up to me and whimper,but the world began to spin...i knew what was gonna happen to me and so did jombe,i thought i could see tears in his eyes,but my vision was disappearing,so was the movement every where in my body and my breathing started to go quicker and calm down as i hardly battled to live.i didn't want to live,i could finally die,rest in peace...my misery would end..and the last thing i could hear was a long mournful howl by jombe and then everything turned black as i headed torward a long,dreamless sleep...of death.
Clothed in white samite, mystic, wonderful.
-ALFRED LORD TENNYSON, The coming of arthur
i knew where i would go to die,not heaven or hell or anything,moonclan,soon i awoke in the starlike forest,where i smelled an achingly familar scent:my dad.when a warrior died in the clan i came from,they would wake in the starlight forest and be visited from a(dead)moonclan warrior and head to the other dead warriors to watch over the world.but soon mist came and i saw my dad,but strangly he was misrable.'"oh,jamine...jamine...why?"he whispered through his sobbing."i'm here..we can be together..like old times "i said confused as i walked torward him."you don't understand..you arn't going to be accepted...like me..."he murmered as his voice trailed off."wha..what do you mean"i stammered."look at me..what do you see...look closly"he said.
When the stars threw down their spears
And water'd heaven with their tears,
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?
-WILLIAM BLAKE, The Tyger
i looked at him and this is what i saw:he was wearing a chain around his neck through his starlike,blue,ghostly pelt and he had scars.white scars that lite up.the scars only moonclan warriors had."why.."i said.his crying turned to anger as he answered:"because..as i died they knew i protected you...they wanted you to die..so they took it out on me...and told me when you die it will be a million times worse..!" "then why did they give me the nine lives?"i said."because..they wanted to see the misery of your life..they planned your life..everything..their tricksters..once you came here they would just do what i went through and taunt you...like everyone else..."he said looking down."WHAT?!I'LL FLAY THEM...I'LL..."i yelled before i was cut off."shh..keep it down..their coming..i will give you this gift..but you may not like it,but i must give it to you..its immortality really,you will be invincable....and never die..and live forever sort of,this gift goes with the amulet you stole and that you are wearing now,it will never come off..but accept this gift.."he said."no..i..want to be with you..i'll fight them all..no matter how many"i said."no!you must take it,it will also let you talk to me in dreams,take it their getting closer!"he begged.i stared hard at him,then bowed my head:"alright..anything for you"i murmered.and with that i felt aomething like electricity pulse through my body and i was gone.i woke up with a jump.
it was still raining so it must've only been a few minutes when i was in moonclan,as i got up something occured to me,jombe wasn't here,i panicked."jombe!"i called out but nothing happened,i soon tried some more but it was useless,i got up and looked around the streets.soon nothing came up and i painicked and sadly i couldn't find him,my call soon became wails."JOMBE!!!!"i wailed though the rain and suddenly i felt water run down my cheek,it wasn't rain,it was warm and then it hit me:i was crying.i haven't cried since my dad died,but i didn't care anymore,i didn't care if anyone saw me crying,i wanted jombe,that whole night i looked for him,but nothing came up.i was so misrable i bumped into someone in the morning.a human."oh,sorry..."she began until she looked at me.for awile our eyes locked and soon i spilled everything out about jombe hoping she saw him."Zomutt,eh,i haven't seen any zomutt like that,sorry"she said."if you want you can come over to my neohome and i can draw him and put up some fliers".and with that i came with her and the search began,i soon learned the girl's name was kovo.we went around neopia central and i noticed the wierdest thing:pets with different pelts from the regular colors i saw in my alley."kovo..why are those pets...different"
"oh,those pets are painted,when you get a paintbrush you can go to the rainbow pool and get a new color"she said.
"oh.."i whispered passing a very ugly lupe.
as we rounded to her one of her neohomes in mystery island(she told me she had 2 accounts)i noticed a forest not to far from the neohome."kovo,whats that?"i asked."oh,its some forest that many hunters went in,soon a law went up where no one could hunt there anymore,i explored it a few times but i never met anyone there,though."she said.it seemed so familiar... but i ignored it and followed kovo.
as soon as we got in,we went in someones room, and kovo grabbed a piece of paper,a pencil and began asking me questions about jombe."so...what does he look like"she said.i tried to remember the best i could,"uh,regular zomutt outline except he's thin,has about five scars on him,his right eye is blind,and he wears the same collar regular zomutts have,and,uh,i think thats it..."i said."o.k,she said in a couple minutes she was done."does this look like him?"she asked holding up the sketch.i couldn't believe,i gaped at the picture,it looked just like him."yeah..thats him..." i muttered."o.k,let me copy some and you can help me hang them up every where.it must've took hours hanging them up,soon we went back to her neohome in neopia cetral,her main account(because it was closer).i soon came in to see three kougras and a lupe,and some petpets.as soon as i came in,they all eyed me."kovo..whose that?'the lupe asked suspiciously."her name is Jamine,i'm helping her find her zomutt"kovo said."she's a street pet"hissed one kougra,that looked the oldest.kovo gave him a hard stare that made him turn around and he went back to doing whatever he was doing earlier.soon night came,"you'll sleep in the guest room,which is right here"she said taking me in a room.'thanks'i said as she turned off the light.it must have been a couple hours till i woke up and when i woke up i realised i could see through myself and i was glowing...like a ghost.i let out a scream that made kovo come running to my room."Jamine!i heard you scream...whats wr..." she said only half way finished as she saw my clear skin,then it stopped,we stared at each other and at that moment i told kovo my life story,everything."i see.."she said.she soon turned around and left the room,as if nothing happened.in the morning i was suprised she didn't kick me out,she talked to me about it and she was fine,she wasn't scared at all.i guess her other pets knew about it and the youngest one,sunny,was creeped out,ardal was suspicious and flame was thinking as if i had a spotlight award.strangely balto seemed o.k and told me my powers were cool.
"hey jamine you wanna check if anyone put up any fliers about jombe?"she asked,"sure" i replied.as we went around the worlds we found nothing,soon we checked neopia central again.as we walked around people stared at me,as if they knew what i was,most of them must've remebered me from the battledome and they all started to whisper and point at me,every so ofen kovo would give anyone a hard stare,which made everyones spine tingle,she would also throw a punch or two to people who went to far when noticing me.sadly we found no fliers that said:"zomutt found".i soon realised i was with kovo for a couple months.then that morning came when kovo asked me something which i thought no one would ever do."jamine..you've been staying for a long time..would you want to stay here...what i'm saying is..would you want me to be your owner"she said.i was suprised."uh..yes..yes i'll stay"i said,thinking how i wouldn't have to wander the streets.soon kovo had to sign some papers.she had to ask me some questions about what i wanted."do you want all my pets to be..brother and sister?or do you want some like step cousins or whatever?"she asked,i answered that i wanted her main account pets to be step cousins,because her side account pets wern't all fond of,well..kate was,and i didn't like that.soon it became some days after she signed the papers.it was strange..i felt some wierd call in my head as i lived on the side account.it was so strange and soon i realised i was heading to the forest."might as well explore this place"i mumbled.soon i was at the heart of the forest,and then it hit me."how could i forget...it was here all along..my forest.."i whispered to myself,i was back in my forest.when kovo came one day i told her about the forest and asked if i could live there..still being owned to her though.she agreed and i was contentitor.soon i got interested in potions and kovo gave me a gallery to collect potions,amulets,and exires.
sadly theres a problem...it happened right after i found Jombe,i was in neopia central...and i thought i saw moonclan warriors around me...they were angry and each of them wore a evil grin.they chanted a riddle,i was angry at the sight of them and then,once the finished chanting,i felt something surge through my body,and they began to contol me.after that i killed people and pets...i didn't know what came over me...it happened so fast.but now...i'm being hunted down...for the murders...on those nights i stay inside a sleep in the room kovo gave me,and she understood what happened,but i'm worried,moonclan controls me when i get mad,i'm afraid they'll make me hurt kovo...or anyone else....
I lock myself up in the room,or i go in the forest,but if i go in the forest i'm being hunted down,if i stay in the room i get scared that i'll kill someone...i'm stuck in the middle...
I talked to my dad and he told me that since moonclan can't kill me,they decided to get someone to do it for them,they want me gone,they look into neopia looking for someone who knows how to kill immortal pets.Dad told me he tries to help but he can't,he told me not to get mad,but its hard!Kovo got sunny to do research to see if they can get moonclan off my back,i hate this mark,the one on my left leg...it shows i'm with moonclan.I hope sunny finds something soon.
but now my step cousins seem less talkative...ardal hardly speaks to me,flame hates me more,sunny is freaking out about me,kate is getting shy torwards me,granite sits there as if i don't exist and fireheart stops annoying me(well theres on good thing).but..balto,my other cousin...he still cares about me,even when everyone else doesn't,only him and kovo are content with me.at least its not so horrible
As long as it doesn't get worse...
well visitor if you survived hearing my tale you must not be all to weak...and so visitor my tale comes to an end.
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