Sorry I'll tell you what happened, I know your dying to know, but everyone knows my story but it's all twisted it's not true, I'm so sorry, it's all my fault not hers, but all do is just look like you are, my fault, i'm not so bright I don't know who's right or wrong, I don't know much about this world, I don't know anymore. . .

You flinched when he said your like everyone else, and it was your turn I'm sorry. . .

Chapter One - Like Everyone Else
A young pup like everyone else I knew. We all lived in this house. She was there, she was the human who looked after eveyone. This house, it was big, my name Experiment no.417. I don't know why, but I never knew what an experiment was. But I liked the sound of it at that time. I liked being called 417
This house everyone like me lived in, but every other night she would be here, the other days she wasn't, she said she'll be back later, and always take a pup with her. Only returning with either another pup who looked like the pup she took, or no one at all, saying she let them go. I wasn't very bright, I always got picked on for not understand much. everyone spoke in bigger words, I was always there holding a smile even though I was being hurt the most. I knew they were saying bad things because of the way they looked at me. I had no friend, but I was the favourite of her. She always wore a long white coat like jacket with her name Miss Lya.
Everytime she went out with a pup she always had it. When she returned aswell, she would always tell me to come near her, she picked me up with her soft hands so gently, I was always happy for that, it made all my fears of being picked on go away. But I guess it was my fault for not being so bright.
I loved Miss Lya, she ment alot to me, being so nice when no other pup was, but she was human, I knew that sooner or later feelings change. But it never seemed that way. She was sweet with her hair always in a bun, her always smiling with her green eyes. More days passed, and I only just got picked on. But everytime I looked out in the window, I always seem to have seen a shadow watching, I never took my time to think about it, I never knew who it was. I guess it wasn't that important at the time.

Chapter Two - My Turn
One time when dawn was breaking today. Miss Lya did the usual, feed all her pups and bring out bowls of water for us. I was always last, but I always got to sit on her lap when I was little. She stroked me that time and said to me It's your turn today 417. I just was, I'm not sure how I felt, but I felt happy to leave this house with Miss Lya, a new home? Or I'm I just going to becoming back like everyone else - though everyone looks so different once they return and they die soon after, I don't know why though, but I'm sure everyone else did. I wasn't worrying though, but I was just curious yet content. She let me go back onto the carpetted floor which was such a pretty shade of green. I went ahead to my bowl of water and drank has much has I could. With a smile, I finally fell back onto the ground onto my stomach. And closed my eyes. I felt like I was being picked up - and I was. Miss Lya had me in her hands and closed the door behind us, the first time I've been out in the fresh air - I knew it wasn't my last though. Although the wind against my face felt so cold at the time I flinched, but I guess that's what weather is like then? But it felt more cold then I thought it would be, but that could be because I was smaller then the rest of those pups I've lived with. They seemed much more stronger when I was much more weaker then them. I was always such a skinny pup too. But I wanted to do my best all the time - even if it was hard. I just knew I had to keep trying.
Miss Lya just kept walking, I don't know where, but I saw many brown things with green on top of them, they looked pretty. They're trees 417, I'll have to teach you a few things won't I. It was always like she knew what I was thinking, but I learnt a lot more from her too. Trees I said to myself with a smile.
Grass, flies, butterflies, branches and leaves, this world is truely interesting, and what's more interesting it you 417. After this though, lets see what happens shall we.

Chapter Three - It's Really Happening
We were inside a building with a pretty glass rooftop, you could see the blue high up in the air, and parts of some white clouds. I really loved the look of it, and sitting in the warmt of the sun may be even better. She took me inside a room, it seemed normal apart from many different medical intruments on the desk and tops of tables. One big table was in the middle though. Blood? Red blood seem to stain it. Giving me a shiver down my back. She put me down from her warm hands, onto the cold table. It was freezing so I didn't move so much, but blink many times. The door opened one more time, another lady - but not has pretty has Miss Lya, this lady had a lot of scars on her face, it was not nice to look at I have to say - but neither am I now am I? She was a seamtress.From what I heard - one who sews plush dolls back together and who work with fabric. I had fear in the back of my head, I was getting scared even though the lights only dimmed down a little. I could seem Miss Lya and the other lady talking to each other. She picked up what looked like a pair of wings, but somehow they didn't seem right together. I know what I'm doing Miss Lya, leave this part to me, that's why I'm hired right? She turned and faced me, with her blue eyes, I seem to fall into them, thinking of how pretty they were. Although that sooned changed when she grabbed me by the back and forced me back down onto the table, which I then rested uncomfortably on my stomach. I don't want this one dying too like the last, so you better make a good job out of this or else I'll find someone else Miss Lya had shouted that her and left the room slamming the door shut. The only voice I heard now was this ladys. You don't need to know my name little one, but I'll give your Miss Lya a piece of my mind on you, which will surely make her regret everything she's done to me, but you, you'll still be alive, but I'm just not sure if anyone will accept you after m'dear. That's life you know, no one likes me either. Now close you eyes - sleep and the new you will be on the way, isn't that fun? I did has I was told, and closed my eyes and soon fell into a deep sleep, not feeling anything but one sting in my arm. That was all.
I awoke once more, she was just sitting there with a smirk on her face, she seemed happy with whatever she did to me, I just kept feeling colder and colder. Like my heart wanted to stop. I looked at my paws infront of me keeping my eyes opened, I noticed that it wasn't my paw, it was grey. I tried to move my other paws but nothing. I closed my eyes again and fell back to sleep.
Waking up once more, I felt her hand on my back, and two big things falling down onto the table with me. Don't move just yet m'dear. She snapped something, and infront of my eyes fell her needle and her thread. She appeared infront of me letting go of me, and asked once again close your eyes again, I still need to work. Was she some type of monster? A scientist not a seamstress at all, I heard that word before scientist. I still felt nothing in my body.

Family
Miss Lya. . .I'm so sorry for what I've done, if only I could see you again and ask for forgiveness, it's all I want. . .

Heart?

Someone who will always have my heart for their kindness of acceptance towards me. I am grateful that someone else has accepted me and for what I've done. Even if she does not want my heart one day, it will always be hers.

Friends?

	He's helped me so much. . .I could never help him back, I was only that burden. He taught me more, I'm much more brighter now. Even helping him once I still think I failed.
	She's the one that Neff is protecting. I don't know that much about her, I only met her once. But she is quite friendly and objects to alot of what Neff says.
	She's a pretty lupe who saved me. Since me and Neff, I said I would get the bounty hunters off their tails when he went to keep rocksanie safe. I got attacked in the process and she found me. Taken me to her cafe and she healed me along with her warm smile.

Enemies?
None

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