¦ Chapter One ¦
What bad luck for my mother. She had to bare the child of the one she had pure disdain for.. Who could blame her? But I will not talk of the relationship between my mother and father, that's all in the past, and a bunch of rubbish if you ask me. My mother indeed loved me very so, her first born, she was proud in someway, I could feel her wet nose pressing against my squirming body.. but yet, I could not see, or hear.. Only weeks later, I could hear her beautiful light voice, caressing my fur, and then the day I opened my eyes... I saw an angel, her markings where white, and her pelt was a creamy purple.. She was perfect, but there was something about her eyes.. Such meloncholy formed in them..
She named me Evolez, because 'Evol' backwards was Love, Ze.Love, all Frenched up in my name. My eyes were a brillant blue, and I remember being blessed with having wings on my back, because my mother was indeed the angel I thought her out to be..
That is ofcorse...She was an angel.. up until the day she lost her mind.. her sanity.. And blamed me for it.
When she looked at me, she saw my father. Simple as that. She started to dislike me as well... It truely broke my heart.
I could see that my mother was losing her mind.. She abandoned me.. or let me say it this way, she walked out of our den, and never came back.. I'd lay on the floor growling, she could have atleast taught me how to survive, but now she obviously didn't care if I did or not...
That's when I ventured outside for the first time. And that's when everything about my pure soulful life, fell apart.

¦ Chapter Two ¦
I knew nothing about the outside world, some could say I was looking for my mother, see if anything had happened to her, wondering if she really didn't abandon me, and she was just going out for a stroll, and something happened to her. That's all I could think of back then.. I was just a pup, not a newborn, I could walk, but I was clumsy, like a 4 month old dog. Just like with Teul.. or Vyrana, they injected me. I was stolen by Poachers, and they had injected me... in a lab. I was a sick puppy for many months, and they let me go, left to die I suppose. No one cared about my life. I was marked by having a demon hiding somewhere inside my soul, I could feel it as black spikes started to come out my back..
As I started to get older, I started to learn how to survive.. My demon wouldn't let me be 'powerful' but just get in the way, and make me feel very ill sometimes.. I didn't like it...


¦ Chapter Three ¦
Glancing over a hill one morning in late April, I noticed something. A purple pelted lupess.. It was LaZoiya, my mother... I was happy as could be, I had forgotten that she had abandon me, but mabe she had her reasons. I got closer, but I noticed she was with someone.. ... It was a pup. Pain coarsed through my veins, and my eyes widen.. I never had the chance to experiance having a mother, but .. he did. I was filled with pure hatred.. I knew right then and there I had to do something about it..
My mother had no right to live anymore.

Day.. After Day.... It went through my mind, that she abandoned me for another family.. I did not deserve this. It wasn't my fault that she wasn't careful, I tried to be the best Daughter there could be.. It was then, my hatred swelled up in my brain, and cut through my heart.
I remember the day quite plainly. It was gloomy, and darkoutside, and gust of wind roared past. My mom was alone, obviously hunting for her new pup.. I walked up to her, my black bangs covering my face. She didn't even look at me, but she knew I was there.. "So. I know why you're here.." She turned to me, her eyes glowing with pure sadness.. "I am sorry.." She breathed.. even though she was a few feet away, I could smell her aroma of fear, rolling down my neck.
No.." I hissed at her.. "You're going to pay for making me miserble, leaving me to die..

Everything went black.
I knew my Demon side finally showed it's true self, as I felt power being risen to the top of my eyelids, and blowing up to the tip of my tail. I had lunged at her throat, and she accepted her punishment. My mother's life, was taken by my own claws, I felt no shame..
That is until..Reighter...

The pup, his eyes pure white and glowing like a ghost, blankly at the sight of his lifeless mother. He looked up to me, and he spoke softly.. "What makes you think..." He took a deep breath, obviously overwhelmed with pain.."...Why would you make me go through the same pain you went through..?" He glowered at me.. His eyes twisted into pure loathing for me, and I could see his pupils through the clouds that formed in his eyes.. He let his emotions clear those clouds, and I could finally see that his eyes were Yellow, and piercing. My heart stopped for a couple of seconds, and I asked Reighter..."Will you have your revenge?.."
No. You're pathetic.." He snorted at me, and he padded past me, pretending as if I didn't exsist anymore,and laid next to his mother's body..
It had to be done.

¦Chapter Four¦
The day I found love.
Well, I wouldn't say love, I hate love.. Love is nothing of the sort, just an empty feeling you need when you feel pathetic, lonely, and useless. And you need someone to be there for you. I met a Halloween kougra, we were both young, and stupid. His name was Vamp, and he was a complete poser. But looking back at my parents, and knowing they never shared the feeling of 'love', I wanted to see how it was. I hate it... Vamp was not my true one, and the worst part was, I was with child. I bared his child, a mutant kougra, half Lupe, half Kougra. I hated everything about my life right then a there...
Have I no heart?.. Cause after I gave birth to my little first son.. I decided to end his life, and leave Vamp. It was a cruel thing to do, but I didn't want children with Vamp, even though I thought I had loved him, but really I despised him, and a shadow Kougra was already on his tail. There was no way I wanted to be with a Kougra. The worst part was, Vamp was Teul's old boyfriend.. Her leftovers became mine, just like her genes, and her demon. It was like, I was her clone, and when I confront her about it, she spit venom on me. Teul does not like me.
And I didn't like her.

¦Chapter Five¦
Many years went by, and I had no one to call my own, and I was completely satisfied.. Until the day I met Roulette. Roulette was a beautiful white scrawny kougra, the nephew of Teul, and my 3rd cousin. He had brilliant piercing yellow eyes like my half brother. He was nice to me, even though he knew that I had killed my mother, and knew there was a dark past beneath me. He had warned me about the demon I had in me, and it was going to consume me one day, but I ignored him..
He was right.
It did consume me, and I lay there with my heart trying to die, and it finally stopped.. And the whole world went black.. Finally.
In my dark dream, a beautiful Lupe came up to me, smiling.. Her purple pelt, and her blue gaze.. It was my mother LaZoiya. "Hello my Vole.." She chimed, her voice soothing as an angel's voice..
I lowered my head, and she said to me.. "It is time you realize what your demon blood can do.. " She vanished, and someone else took her place.. Her Brother Cahaumo, with his devilish grin, my uncle, the one who had turned Teul into a lupe, was going to finnish me off, as he went through my body, and the whole world came back to me.
It was still dark, and I could feel my heart beating again, I was in the ground. They must have thought I had died, so they burried me. What a waste. I felt around, and dug up, coming from the ground like a spooky graveyard scene, I noticed my pelt was pure black, with red splattered markings..
I was reborn.