Welcome to these shores...

a story of memories that have washed away in the tides
It's hard to say these days who I am. Having lost my memory of everything in my past up until one year ago, It's hard to understand life. I don't have instincts developed over years of practice-- and therefore have a difficult time distiguishing between the good and bad parts of life.

Thankfully, the day I washed up on the shores of France, I had some sense of direction. I remember that day clearly...
I had woken up, wet, damp, and full of sand. I didn't know how I got there, I didn't know who I was. I just thought to myself that I was probably lucky to be alive. In fact, something inside me told me that I shouldn't be alive-- even when I was washed up.

Since that day, I've had to rebuild my life. I've spent lots of my time walking down the sides of the same beaches; afraid that If I were to leave its side, I might forget completely.
But, I've gotten some sense of relief over the last few months...With the help of some allies I've aquired over the course of a year, I've developed some theories on who I am, and what I'm like.

[ Persona and Statistics ]
(mostly accounts for quad form)

.[ Name: Etourdi Verred'eau
.[ Alias: Etourdi
.[ Pronounced: Ay - Tour - Dee
.[ Nicknames: Mademoiselle
.[ Age: 17 Years
.[ Occupation: Unknown
.[ Quirk(s): No memory of anything aside from the last year
.[ Basic Story: I washed up on the shores of the beaches in France. As I woke up, I soon realized I couldn't remember who I was, and so for the last year I've been guessing information about myself-- such as her age, what I previously did for a living, where I'm was from, and why I looks the way I do.
I suspect the chain around my neck holds memories to my past, but I can't seem to break it off, or in any way seem to get it to release my memories...

Who Am I

I can honestly say I don't know who I am.
All I know for now is that I'm one of the maidens or aristocrats or something in this castle...The only reason i'm favoured by the nobles is because a kindly gentleman named Roger had picked up on me in the beginning of my new life. I'll talk about him more later-- but he basically saw something in me that I guess nobody else saw.
Since then, I've had a place to stay, and food, and i've gotten the help I need to get my memories back. Of course, I've refused most of the stuff that is offered to me, since I've found i'm a bit independant and self-relied on.

Anyway, for now, my current name is Etourdi Verred'eau... The name was adopted from some French words... Etourdi meaning dizzy, and Verred'eau has something to do with Glass Water.
I didn't chose it, it was the duke who chose it for me. He thought it suited me-- and that it does.

Aside from that, I suppose you could say I have a few talents. I've discovered i'm able to breathe underwater... this isn't exactly normal, if I may say so myself. This leads me to believe i'm from somewhere underwater... and probably the reason I get thirsty so quickly. And, also the reason I probably love the sea.
And, as said earlier, I find it very difficult to leave the ocean's side. It's like I have this irrational fear that bubbles up inside me if I have to think about leaving it- even for a few days.
I love the smell of the sea, and the taste that it leaves in your mouth after staying nearby for a long time. It's salty, and sweet, and reminiscent of something I've left behind.

Friends & Family

Asphyx: Is a real pain. He's very hard to 'read'.... He's off and on... He's just everywhere. He's dangerous, and crude... and just aweful sometimes... I mean his job is killing things for a living- i'm not particularily sure if he would kill other beings, but I wouldn't doubt it.
Asphyx is caring, and loyal, but he's also bitter at the same time. It's hard to comprehend him sometimes. I've never really seen him particularily as a good friend, because I hardly see him. But he's helped me in the past, and so I have this odd connection to him.

Roger: Probably my closest friend. He's English, and has good reputation with the French-- but since he belongs to the 'other side', he is often in and out of the castle. I miss his spontaneous personality sometimes. He's very tsundere I find, however. He's embaressed easily; and when embaressed, he gets angry. And sometimes, he can be a little full of himself, but that's easily overlooked. He's sweet, and charming, and handsome if I may say...but again, may be aloof at times.

Cirussi: --

Love

Love is a strange thing to me. I'm sure it will come one day, but I don't really know who I am-- so sharing my life with someone would be terribly difficult under my current circumstances.