A lightning storm came to the herdlands....it was really dry and hadn't rained for so long....and trees caught on fire....causing the herdlands to be set up in flames....the herd was going beserk...and when my father found me...he kicked me hard, sending me flying into a tree, knocking me unconscious. When my mother found me, she went up againest my father...and when I awoke...I saw the final blow that my mother had endured...sending her to the ground. I screamed at the top of my lungs, mourning her death as I glared at my father. As soon as I did, I felt my whole body tingle. I looked at myself and noticed that my skin was start to deterierate...to fall off...and revealed only bones....and the webbings in my wings were all veined and bloody....and then...I felt my whole personality change...forming this evil side of me whenever I got angry...and my evil side killed my father....leaving me, the only one left of the herd....alone. I soon learned now that I had to learn to survive on my own...without any parental control...or even a brother or sister to rely on. I had only myself to fend for...and nobody else...and I wished I had my mother at my side one more..." Another breath and he continued...

Now, from this point on, I've dwelled on that night that scarred me forever. I really hate my father...I hate him with a burning passion that no one can make disappear. After that, I met a mare which changed my whole perspective on life. It was magical, I admit. Her powers and beauty struck me after time spent with each other. But there was my evil side that stood between us. It was horrible because it wouldn't let me love her at all...and not let me have such an emotion so powerful to have for her...but I went on a journey to relieve me of this torment of hate and finally when I did...it went all wrong..." Again, he paused for a moment, shaking his head, but continued on. "I thought it was love...but then it all came crashing down. I came back for her, after longs days and months...which felt like an eternity..." A tear rolled down his cheek as he glared to the ground, not wanting to continue. "..She had found another to love....which crushed my whole world...she was the one I sacrificed myself for...the one I came home to. Things are different now....my love for Mia will never die....even though she could never return her love me like she used to....I just hope that she will always remember my love for her. She was the one I came back for. The reason I had left on my journey was to rid myself of my darker half...to be able to love on my own and show my true being to her...she was what gave me the whole new life of my demon side....and now...there are times when I wish I was still able to hold her in my embrace...the times we spent together shall never be forgotten....and all the times that I wanted to share with her when I returned....hoping she would be there...waiting for me...only come to find that she had found another...which broke my heart into two pieces...wondering to myself if anybody would be able to mend it again..."

But now, I've made a new friend. Jecrowe, a new fellow friend which I share a strong bond with, has a similar background as myself. Being my closest friend since Nahkeima, I can share my thoughts and my past with. Nobody else can replace the feeling when I'm around him. I look to him as a brother, feeling like I can always depend on him...and tell him anything that comes to mind about things..." He nods slightly to himself and to you as he smiled. "A friend is all you need to get by in life...you can have many...but there will always be one or two that mean the most to you..."

So far in my life, I've decided to hang the emotion of 'love' and continue on. Hanging my emotions for Mia to return to me will never be fulfilled. There is another one out there for me....but I shall wait till she comes to me...instead of me searching for that special one..." A deep sigh emitted from him as he blinked slowly. "I've met a new friend...Taipa...she has tried to help me with my painful memories of sorrow...and she can do whatever she wishes...there is no way that anyone...can heal the pain that has been bestowed upon me...but she is a dear friend...and I thank her for being there for me...whenever I need someone to turn to...thanks Tai...you're a good friend..." A soft smile curled his maw but disappeared afterwards. "To all my friends so far...and to my long lost love...you have all made an influence on my life...and I thank you for all the moments you wish to share with one such as myself....but there will always be an empty place in my soul....and I shall wait for the day...till it is filled once again..."