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Edward - Eddie, Carter, Pillow Monster -- Man, I've known you for years. You're my best friend, my roommate, and my rock. We have a bit more of a complicated relationship than is usually found - as close or closer than brothers, but veering toward the 'friends with benefits' category, I'm really not sure how to describe us. I know that without you I really wouldn't be here - it's not that cliche, silly heart-to-heart line that you hear in movies. I honestly wouldn't be here without you. I wouldn't be typing this now. Thanks for being there, even if you do make my life way more hectic and tend to drive me through the roof. I always know you'll be there for me, and you've proved it countless times. How many times have I gone into rampages? How many times have you sat with me while I throw a 'rant fest'? How many miles have you run with me when I need to get it out so I full-out run till my feet bleed? How many walls have you repainted after I punch them, and things you've replaced that I've thrown? How many times have you been the only one there when I'm broken? How many tears of mine have you dried, and how many hours have you stayed up just holding me when I can't breathe? And I can't even begin to say how many times that you've stood in that emergency room with me.
Derek - Derry, Drover, Panda Bear -- I don't know where to start. Most people don't know what went on with us, or what I felt for you, or what happened to you, or anything. It's a confusing thing, and I don't like explaining it. I know that I love you, even if I hate you for what you did, and how it's still effecting me. You were... everything to me, so I had nothing when you left. I've never been closer to someone in my life, nor have I ever loved someone so much. I wanted you forever, but I guess you didn't plan that far ahead. I'll miss you, Derry. So much that, if one day I ever wake up from the numbness and begin to comprehend... Well... That day may bring about my last. Some days I wish you'd just step in the room and say it was all a sick joke so I can slap you, kiss you, and have you back. Your arms were my refuge, my one place of belonging. Now that you're gone.... Man, you left me homeless.
R.I.P. Derek Anthony Hanson
Haley - Hales -- I think you're the first girl I've ever met where nothing but pure love is what fills me. I've had girls with strains of love, but in it were mixed complications - in some cases, even hate and resentment. But with you, there's never been a single moment where such an emotion has crossed my mind. You're all I think about, and every second I talk to you helps me get along. Without you, I about go out of my mind with anxiety. I hate not being there to protect you from the things that threaten to take you away from me. I hate that I can't hold you and never let the world harm you again. I can't even tell you how much I hate it. I've busted way too many walls for your behalf, darling, but you're worth more than any pain. You're worth more than death, more than life, more than heaven itself. You're not the first one I've fallen for, but you'll be the last. You're my soulmate, and I'll never let you go until the day you tell me to.
Isabelle - Izzy, Bells -- Who'd fancy that something would turn about between us, or that it would end? I always thought of you as a the little fangirl who followed me around when I tried to hang out with your brother, Derek. An annoyance, even if you were pretty cute. I never looked past Derek to pay attention to you, I guess. But after he was gone, I fell through, and the only ones there to catch me happened to be you and Eddie. It was only in your arms, when I had nothing holding me up but you, that I began to see you as the amazing, beautiful, caring woman you are. The strings that knitted us together never stayed fastened, and we became less than we were, but I still love you, even if we weren't meant to be. You were my first love, and that is a love that you will never get over, that time never heals. I'm not sure what to call you, as seems to be the case with many of my best friends - I can't call you my sister, but nor the love of my life. I think I'll have to make up a term for you and I. But whatever we have, it's special, and I'll never let it go.
Gaven - Gavi, Gav, Gavibear, Sonny - Ahh... I can think of few words that sum you up, Gaven. I'm not sure I know anyone more confusing than you, nor anyone more tempting. We can never be trusted around each other. You'd think that after eight years of knowing each other, we'd of developed some sort of self-control, but... that doesn't seem to be the case, eh? I've made my biggest mistake ever with you, but also one of my most cherished relationships and memories accompanying it. Together, I don't think the world is ready for us. I miss you, man. Seeing you once or twice a year hardly satisfies. You know how to push my buttons - Whenever I'm around you, I get so hyper and, err... seem to lose all general common sense and willpower. Heheh. ;D
Jack - Jack the Bunny, Jackieboy, Mr. Yummy Man - Dude, you weren't always like you are now. You never had the looks to back up that amazing personality. But, now, man... WOW. Like, I can't name anyone as mouthwatering as you.
Kaitlyn - Lyn, Buckles -- I've known you for quite a while. Two years or so, right? I knew you from the start of my first serious relationship to the toll of my final relationship. You've always been more than a friend, but we never had much room to figure out what else was there. I know I can tell you anything and not feel self-conscious about what I have to say, and you've shown again and again that you're mature enough to handle the complex situations we tend to make. Through it all, you've been there. And even if I've left a few times, I never forgot you.
Ohhhkay, I have to admit it now. -sighs- I have huge mood swings. XD Not surprising. One minute I'll be happy and random and the next I'll be moody and depressed. You don't know me, even if you think you do. Hell, I don't know me!
* Don't bring up the monkeys. They are evil and ugly, no matter how many times someone say they are cute, and I loathe 'em. I don't know why people fight so hard to prove the theory that we came from monkeys. Do you think you are related to brainless hairy monsters?
* Just 'cause I'm being random doesn't mean I'm in a good mood. Half the time I'm mad or something and just covering it up.
* Want in? Too bad. I don't let people in unless I trust you with my life, 'cause it's my life I'm hiding.
* Arrogancy is a no-no with me. I hate arrogance and I really hate when people are ignorant, naive, or even immature. That doesn't go over well with me.
* I'm a complicated guy. Stop trying to understand me.
* I hate when people talk in third person, or when they speak in that childish way that they think is 'cute'. "Lulz oh me gawsh I wuff you! -huggles- I fwinished me pwicture of youuuu!" I think it's immature and... just, eww. I will not like you if you talk that way. Sorry.
* Ohkay, I'm always there for my friends. I will sit there with them for as long as need be and comfort, encourage, or advise them - whatever they need. Even if I can't relate, or don't know the whole story. But that doesn't mean I'm your advice column! I always get these neomails from people that I don't know who go on and on about their lives and issues and expect me to... what? I don't know these people, so... Please, people, just remember that I'm not Oprah! Get to know me before you expect me to sit down and sip some tea while we discuss what's wrong. Cuz I hate tea. It's just ewwy.
* UGH! Okay, you know what I really hate? All the poseurs out there! It's as simple as this: If you say you're emo, then you're not! GET OVER IT! Emo is a lifestyle, guys, not a stupid fashion sense, so if I catch you trying to say you're emo, I will Knock. You. Down.
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This is me as a kiddie. I had hair issues. I don't even know what was going on there. o.e This is depressing... Haha
This was when I had just turned sixteen. My eyes are so brown here, and I still have hair issues, but.... yea. xD I have to use what pictures I have, right?
I got over the hair-thing and redid it. Uhh, still a hair disaster, but.. better, I guess, than before. o.o I'm still sixteen here - just about to turn seventeen, I think, cuz I had my hair like this for my seventeenth birthday but I had the brown hair-thing for most of my sixteenth year... I had snake bites at that point. I want them back. Hmm, good idea.. Anyhow, my mom said I could have one lip piercing at a time and made me get rid of it. Evil old hag..
Junior Homecoming with Ginette! This was taken on Eddie's low-quality phone, so, uh, excuse the… color blur-thing taking place, haha
Me and Gavibear when we were younger =3
Hmm. One of the few pictures I might actually like of me. …kind of. Gosh, I miss those snake bites.
…Derek and I. =/ This one was hard to look at. We both look reallyyyy young, I'm not sure why.. Guess which one I am. xD I'm making a really weird face, too.. o.O All in all, a bad picture.. at least of me.
At Gavi's, stealing his hair straightener hehe
More recent. Last summer, I think? I was a bit hung over here, and very tired, so... pardon the look of complete vacancy, heh.
Pretending to be Cool Joe from Peanuts - you know, that guy that Snoopy pretends to be. ;D
This is my most recent picture. This early spring/late winter. I look fairly the same, but now I have a tongue ring! 8D
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