Then, as Marble grew up and matured, I had also. We soon had stumbled upon a herd by the name +Hooves of Grace+. Of course, when my eyes fell upon a certain stallion, I thought it was love at first sight. Believe me, when I think its love, I could be wrong but it didn't turn out that way. I walked up to him and started a conversation and it immediately became a frienship worth while. I ended up meeting up with the head mare and stallion and was immediately accepted into the herd, along with my brother Marble who had also fallen in love with a mare as well.

Come to find out, that stallion's name was Koahla. I had gotten into a deep relationship with him and found out that I had fallen deeply in love with him. It was true to believe but after a few months, news had come to soon and I was in tears. Felicity reminded Koahla, during the time, of a tradition that was in his family and he didn't tell me of. Well, eventually he did and it crushed me comepletely. I had to be of his herd in order for me to be his mate. I was broken hearted and soon became a broken mare. I had Lei quit the guild she was in at the time in order for me to be reunited with Koahla. I couldn't get him off my mind and I was starting to think if it was worth the while of leaving him behind and forgetting about him or hanging my emotions on the line till he turned around. I guess not. I had felt that pain for so long and finally met up with him again, telling him that I couldn't stop thinking about him and that he meant so much to me...he felt the same way but he just didn't accept it.

After a while, Koahla and I got back together again. We have been ever since and we have always loved each other but were afraid to admit it. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of Koahla and I shal lalways care for him...and to this day, I haven't spoken to him in who knows how long. I miss his company and his spirit. He always found a way to make me smile and to feel good about myself. I even helped him to have Mito consider staying in the herd at the time and to take her of Zaevia. I haven't seen him in so long...that I wonder if he still loves me...but I have forgotten him, along with his joyful, adventurous type in him...and I will always remember him...as long as I still live, his spirit is still with me...I know of it...

Finally, Hooves of Grace has returned to Neopia! I was so happy to be back to my special place and to see all my old friends. Well, most of my friends anyways. One in particular is my trusted and dearest friend, Stormcry. I haven't spoken to him in so long and was finally reunited with his friendship. I was able to put on a warm and gentle smile instead of bursting into tears at the sight of him. Happiness ran through my veins as I spoke my first words to him...How have you been, Stormcry? Boy, I was so thrilled to be friends with again, just like old times. Poor thing was left by Felicity also, and I deeply feel for him and know exactly how he feels. I know the pain he has endured and I am here for every step of the way. *deep sigh* I care for Stormcry's happiness...even if it doesn't involve me...I just want him to be happy...that's all I look for...

Well, it all started when Stormcry had lost his memory. Yes, I do admit falling in love with Stormcry but it was foolish for even giving it a second thought. I never meant to hurt anybody but I soon realized that I was alone...always have been...-sigh-...and always will. I never meant for it to turn out this way but it did...and I didn't really expect it to. I'm sorry for everything I've done to anybody in the past and I'm willing to make up for it. For Koahla, this message is especially to you because I know that we will probably never be together again because of my stupidity. My heart has been torn into pieces and I just can't find the right way to mend it together again. Maybe its because I don't deserve to love...I have yet to find out what I really need to figure out so that is why I must take adventure away from this place and find somewhere...some place to figure this all out...as to all my friends and family, I bid thee farewell as I start onto my journey-....

Yes, I had returned from my journey. I didn't stay away long enough but I have finally realized that there are more stallions out there...and that I shouldn't risk my life on one stallion....don't ask why I said that because I almost thought of giving up...but I'm not like that...to give up on all my friends and family...it would hurt them just as much as it would hurt me to see them sad. But for Koahla, -sighs- I guess its finally over...now I only wish for his happiness...and for mine also...but one, true and close friend, told me that I was a really giving person...always wishing and doing things to make others happy and myself...well, sometimes not turning out what I had in mind...just thankfully I am able to have friends that care as much as they do...I don't know where I'd be without out them....you know who you all are...and I thank you from the bottom of my heart...-tear-

I hate to bring up the subject but there is just something I gotta say. My close brother, Marble, has left this world. I know what some mght be thinking, Will he ever come back? I don't think he will but I know that he will never be forgotten in my heart. I will always remember him...