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~Until~ By: Jujyfruit_998
I feel like you're my heart, and while we're apart it's impossible
for me to truely live. I'm left here, wondering and waiting. Lonely
yet longingly hopeful, I count the seconds, the minutes, the hours,
the days, months, even years until we are reuntited. Until you,
my heart, are with me once more and complete my soul.
~The E-Mail~
By: Jujyfruit_998
As I read those words she typed to me, my heart has not just been
broken. It's been completely shattered like a delicated and fragile
Christmas tree bulb ornament. The almost powder like remnants strewn
about like New Year's confetti. Tears beg to stream down my face like a
torrent of rain, though I somehow manage to suppress them. The pain
has shaken the very core of my being, and the aftershocks continue to
rip holes through my soul. It has crushed my foundation, which lays in a
pile of rubble before me. And yet, I still burn for her with a passion. An
unextinguishable flame of desire. The ironic part about this whole mess is
she doesn't even know she has my heart. Let alone the power to crush it.
~Love Is In The Air~ By: Jujyfruit_998
A whisper on a mid-summer breeze.
A tingle in my stomach, a weakness in my knees.
The scent of lavender in the air.
I hear you, see you everywhere.
I can go there, or I can go here.
But no matter where I go, it feels like you're near.
I feel you in my bones, and I feel you touch my skin.
Just to be near you makes me quiver deep within.
What's that? An undefinable electricity in the atmosphere.
It's everywhere, and nowhere, and all around me here.
Love is in the air, powerful and true.
Love is in the air, beckoning me to you.
~The Loneliness Within~ By: Jujyfruit_998
There's a loneliness within me, like a wolf's howl at the moon.
A loneliness that wails like the call of a loon.
It blows through me like the wind through the pines.
It makes my heart ache, and darkens my mind.
I need someone to breathe new life into me.
Someone from somewhere to come set me free.
I know that someday, what I need, I shall find.
Someone to help heal my heart, and brighten my mind.
Is that someone you? Have we met before?
Of this, I cannot be sure.
All I know is that someday we'll meet.
In an instant we'll know, before we even greet.
We are what the other was searching for.
That someone to make the loneliness no more.
~The Thoughts of an Insomniac~ By: Jujyfruit_998
My dreams evade, darkness creeps.
Once again, I cannot sleep.
I am an owl of the night.
Waiting for the break of dawn's light.
Sleep evades me, I digress.
The thoughts of an insomniac confessed.
Impatient, I figet and I pace.
Longing to feel the sun on my face.
The shadows, they contort and dance.
Taunting me when they get the chance.
Those chances are often, I digress.
The thoughts of an insomniac confessed.
Ahh, nice... There's the sunrise.
It has brought about the night's demise.
The sun has risen, I feel weak.
Now I think I can finally get some sleep.
I'll go through it again tonight, I digress.
The thoughts of an insomniac confessed.
~Hello~ By: Jujyfruit_998
When you walked into the room, I saw you and could not breathe.
Had people not been around, I would have given in and fallen to my knees.
My heart begins to quake, and you make me feel like jello.
I want to tell you that I love you, but instead walk up to you and say,"Hello".
Maybe next time I'll say what it is I need to say.
Hold on! Why wait until next time? I'm going to tell you right now, right here, today.
I take you where we can be alone, look in your eyes, embrace you, then we kiss.
I tell you I'm in love with you, and that when I'm with you it feels like pure bliss.
I suddenly snap back to reality, and as my fantasy fades away, I turn to look at you once more.
Maybe tomorrow... I say to myself as I'm walking out the door.
~I Finally Let It Show~ By: Jujyfruit_998
I feel my stomach in knots, and my heart start to race.
I get butterflies just seeing your face.
You brush against me as you walk by.
If you lingered a moment longer I'd swear I'd feel high.
A natural euphoria occurs when you're near me.
How I long for you, I wish you could see.
There's a fire in my soul that burns just for you.
My heart pulses with a love that's honest and true.
The knots in my stomach subside and my racing heart slows.
How I feel for you, I'm going to show.
Not being able to stand it anymore, I take you in an embrace.
I look into your eyes, entranced and amazed.
You look into my eyes, in an instant you know.
How much I'm in love with you, I finally let it show.
~Going With The Flow~ By: Jujyfruit_998
Hearts aflutter, emotional fire.
Going with the flow, riding waves of desire.
The currents of our passion has set us adrift.
In our life raft of love, romance in our midst.
~If She Only Knew~
By Jujyfruit_998
If she only knew what I'd do to make her mine.
If she only knew for her I'd even try to stop time.
If she only knew I'd fly over mountains or bring her the stars.
If she only knew I'd laso the moon for her if it would win her heart.
If she only knew that when I look in her eyes I get lost in her soul,
And the very mention of her name makes my heart lose control.
If she only knew all these things, a difference would it make?
If she only knew when she's with others, it makes my heart break.
If she only knew, would she be mine?
If she only knew, for me, would she try to stop time?
If she only knew, would she mend my heart?
If she only knew, would we be together or apart?
If she only knew the way that I feel.
If she only knew this love I have for her is true and real.
If she only knew by her haunting my thoughts, I'm consumed.
If she only knew...
~More Than Friends, But Less Than Lovers~
By Jujyfruit_998
I still remeber the light floraly scent that lingered around her.
It enveloped me as I stepped towards her.
I felt the tension in the air as I placed that thin box chain of silver around her neck.
The very chain that had been around my neck just moments prior.
She made me so nervous, the butterflies had my stomach in knots.
I was afraid she'd hear my heart slamming against my sternum.
Beating frantically as it tried desperately to free itself from it's cage & surrender itself to her.
Within my heart's frenzied pace, I could hear it begging me to tell her how I feel about her.
Struggling to steady my breath and trembling hands, I fumbled to get the ring into the clasp.
After what felt like an eternity, I finally succeeded in securing the necklace.
I stepped back to look at her, and was awestruck.
The necklace that I had worn with such butch masculinity, looked so delicate on her.
We talked awhile about nothing in particular.
Although, I must admit, I found myself doing more listening than talking.
Maybe I was just enjoying the sound of her voice, or afraid of saying somthing stupid.
Maybe the nervousness she infused into me was interfering with my ability to form words.
Whatever the reason, I really didn't care cuz I was just enjoying spending time with her.
As we walked towards the house, though, I knew one thing with stone cold certainty.
I'm sure we both felt the new intense electrical charge that ran within us, within our souls.
Neither of us admitted it then, but I'm admitting it to you now.
In a manner of speaking, our friendship had evolved into an entirely new animal.
Exactly where or when or how or why is really anyones' guess.
But somewhere along the way, things changed between us.
We became something hard to define, something in the non-existant inbetween.
We found ourselves in that gray area somewhere in the middle of black and white.
That area so murky and undefined, has made us...
More Than Friends, but Less Than Lovers.
~Lovers' Song~
By Jujyfruit_998
Candle flames flicker, our shadows dance on the walls.
Alone at long last, we creep down the hall.
I turn on the radio, and slowly we dance.
The rhythym of our bodies so close, puts us into a trance.
In each others arms, we fall slowly to the floor.
What happens next? I'll leave that up to you, mon amour.
~She Stole My Breath~
By Jujyfruit_998
Shredded to ribbons, muted beat.
She hasn't a clue what she does to me.
When she walks by or just looks my way,
I know my heart will again pay.
In the first moment we met, she stole my breath.
Leaving a void, a dull ache in my chest.
When we part ways, it's like she takes my soul.
I feel drained 'til we reunite and she again makes me whole.
She refreshes my body, and yet she clutters my thoughts.
How can this girl make me so emotionally distrought?
Though I've only admired her from afar,
She has already marked my heart with her invisible scars.
Like a broken record, love songs play repeatedly in my head.
My hungry heart is calling, longing to be fed.
She is like a treasure, just out of my grasp.
But I don't want her to become just another regret from my heartbroken past.
What should I say? What can I do?
How do I tell her she's gonna make me come unglued?
So confusing, so intense.
If only I could tell her, maybe we could make some sense.
Maybe I'll get up the courage, and tell her how I feel.
Maybe she'll be my chance to finally make something real.
~Her~
By Jujyfruit_998
Her eyes are like pools of rare blue aventurine,
And her skin is like a velvet dream.
Everything about her makes my heart scream...
I love you!
~Yardlights~
By Jujyfruit_998
COMING SOON!!!
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