CARBONAS

I Don't Hate You
I'm Just Removing An Enemy


















-About Me-

Name: Carbonas
Surname: Carbon
Age: 150 summers
Height: 18.2 hands
Weight: 1000lbs
Species: Quarter Horse
Eye Color: Yellow and Red
Mane and Tail: Black and Purple
Friends: Lara, Li, and Crystal
Family: Rah-Jai Ka, Bree-Tu Ma, Spider, Vix, Bella, Steele, Spirit, Stag, Kikia, Domeru, Citrus, Doki, Mela, and Key
Love: None
Children: None








-History-

Better Times

I assume it's time to tell about my story, my past if you may. I was born into a family of 7 brothers and sisters to concievers Rah-Jai Ka and Bree-Tu Ma. As I grew into a yearling father took Domeru, Citrus, and I away from the family. Leaving us at this small human 'village' he promised he would return. He told us that we would be safe from the attack on fathers herd. Monsters we had only heard of. When I questioned our travels and where our other siblings we're he snapped at me and demanded I do as he said with no sarcasm.
In our years there, we were thrown in a small shed and fed two flakes of hay between the three of us. Citrus grew sick and Domeru had nothing to do with us. I grew closer to my sister in the time, for I didn't wish to see her dimise in the forms of a stable... Domeru became more distant. As days more passed, we became a new attration to this menacing facility. We preformed for snide humans, dancings around like circus ponies.



Slice & Dice

Our mouths we're torn and markings cinged on our faces. The humans would ambush us when we rested to make us look more menacing to the masses. They used knifes to cut our mouthes into large, gaping holes. They hurt so badly... the pain was so real. When i finally got a look of myself I found that I looked exactly like father...
It hit me... this was what father wanted all along. THIS was his plan. There was nothing to run from so many years ago. We were his debt to the carnival. We were repayment for his sin of freedom. He must have endured the same tourcherous events we experienced as well, so I questioned why he would knowingly allow us into such harm. I spoke with Domeru about it, and he too had made sense of it... as senseless as he was. It was never our destiny and father knew every bit of what was going to happen to us. A traitor! A murderous backstabbing decietful sham of a stallion.... my father.
It was then we broke free. Domeru and I pitched in the last of our remaining strength. We were going to tell mother everything... all our sisters and brothers, they were going to know the truth. Where we had been, why we had been there. The past was finally making sense, finally coming to life. I felt a surge of emotion and I understood why I was there. I lead a fake life, a life unsuited for me, my brother and my sister.
We escaped... onward home!

Rage of Domeru

Upon our return, we found remains of our mother and sister. It was then we found there we're no monsters... father was the monster. He had lied to us, and killed our family. Domeru, in a twriling rage attacked Citrus. Obviously my first instinct was to protect her, unfortunately, I didn't she had already been attacked. After a winded battle with Domeru, he was sent away, and I was left with the flesh and bones of my mother and two sisters. I remained on our homelands in complete isolation for quite a few winters. I got by on the half-dead plants and animals surrounding. As I grown into a rugged stallion, I met up with Stud Spider, my oldest brother. After spending a short amount of time with him and his old her Uni's of Nyrona, I traveled back to my roots at the dark carnival.
The bitterness and rage I had compacted to the human race and my fathers twisted mind left me returning to the place I hated so much. I do not live life peacefully... I prefer to be alone, with the acception of a few accompyment. Pleasure and peace do not run within my bloodlines, but I no longer mind the pessimism.

Brighter Days...?
Years of incagement does wonders to the unicorn mind. I decided to travel alongside a few counterparts, but none seemed to eager to stay around. I've come to a full blood decision about my life. It truly is, a giant lie. All the emotion hurdled into one playing field... my court... explodes eventually. Being left so many times to face the fraility of life has been a bit too much on my tired withers. I've told a few off, and so much I simply ignore. My closer friends, I've decided I am better without. The thoughts of me, ruining such friendships over uncertian emotion is too much of a burden. I've felt compelled to drive Lara away. Something deep in the pits of my stomach and darkness of my mind pain when I see her. Reguardless of if it's truth, or another entity I am unaware of, I have agreed to listen.
Li has as much made me sick as disappointed. My bitterness towards her is much greater than any other I've met in my time. Following the trend of an oggling schoolgirl, she's seemed to have found her heart nestled in some stallion. I'm far from opposed to love, I do believe it exists. But to completely ignore others around you in the process? Ahhh, what ignorance. Possibly, in the grand scheme of life she'll realize what idiocity it was. Hopefully I wont be around to enjoy the splendor of her demise.
Crystal, I've spotted more recently in the vast unknowns. I don't speak with her much more either, but we've had our words. She's grown into quite a brilliant mare and has left much of her childish nature behind. She doesn't need me and I certianly have never much 'enjoyed' her precense. I do not wish to make contact with her in future years. Our light traveling was plesent, but far from serenity. I've always felt a looming unconfidence around her that makes me wonder if shes even worth the taste of my words.








-Friends-

Some spoken of above continue to remain in my heart or in my mind.



Alariiya

Lara has travelled with me for years. She's much different than I am, but, she'll be my best friend forever. I feel secure in her presence, and everything is serene. I can forget my obstacles and focus on what's important in life.



Crystal

I've know Crystal for quite some time. She's plesent to be with and calming on my nerves. I don't always agree with her, but whom do I fully agree with? She's intelligent and brave... I hope she's okay wherever she is.



Roxy
Meeting Roxy in the Magischer Herd came as quite a suprise to me. Her voice is alluring and her mind is sharp. She's poised and intelligent and I very much enjoy being around her. She was a mother at one time, which disturbs me a good deal, but I can't be so bullheaded to abandon her because of that. I will enjoy learning more about her and hope we become much better friends.



Saphire
-Coming Soon (2/8/07)-

-Love-

I detest it.










-The Magischer-

Lead by Zhyaril (pictured left) and guarded by myself (pictured right) the Magischer Herd is an assortment of flavored unis. I tend to stay along the outskirts of the herd by myself, keeping watch for predators, theives, and rouge stallions coming to take Zhy's leadership. We've had a few issues with herd members protection, but nothing we haven't been able to deal with accordingly. Zhy does a decent job leading the herd. He's intelligent and seems to handle things all in stride. I believe the Magischer has a bright future if things continue on the path they're on.










-Strength-

Strength is very important to me. I train much of my time to get as strong as possible. I remain a loyal Sentinal to any Herd I join, and I am capable of taking care of intruders long before they reach the heart of the herd. I can't stand weak creatures. It's frustrating to know they're unis out there never desiring to sharpen their minds.

(neopet stats)

Level: 21
Strength: 42
Agility: 40
Defense: 42
Maxium HP: 40
Intellect: Mega Genius

I will crush you.








-Likes/Dislikes-

Likes:

Solitude
Respect
Formality
Night Skies
Salvation

Lothes:

Pessimists
Irationality
Optimists
Sob Stories









-Reference Image-











-Artwork By Icy-
(Some Very Old, Some Very New)










-Fan Art-

All this fan-art, Thanks so much.










-Adoptables-












-Awards-


First Uni of the Month at The Magischer Herd, yay me.

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