I will not make the same mistakes, *

that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.

I have no family.
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Because of you,
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me.
Because of you,
I am afraid.
I lose my way,
And it's not too long before you point it out.
I cannot cry,
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes.
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life.
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with.

You know my thoughts before *

I open up my mouth and try to speak. You know my dreams, must be listenin while I'm talkin in my sleep.

friends.

I'd never lived, *

before your love. I'd never felt before your touch.

zwoq goes here.
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I wonder how I ever made it through a day,
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray?
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same,
And you don't know why.
And I looked into your eyes,
Where the road stretched out in front of me,
And I realized;
I'd never lived before your love,
I'd never felt before your touch.
And I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive.
But then again,
I wasn't really livin
I'd never lived before your love.

Everything changes, *

but beauty remains. Something so tender, I can't explain.

pups.

Louder, louder. The voices *

in my head whispers, taunting all the things you said.

enemies

Is this a dream? If it is, *

please don't wake me from this high.

home

As strong as what I believe *

A tragedy with more damage than a soul should see

Customs of Cam:

Fan art:

By Naomi

I'm not looking for attention, *

not another question. "Should you stay or should you go"?

link

I don't believe in the smile, *

that you leave when you walk away and say goodbye.

link-out.