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The sunset is lovely, eh? I love sunsets. They're the end to another day. Life slows down for a bit and we rest... Then life goes on. Sunsets are wonderful.

But I'm not keeping you here to talk about sunsets, no matter how lovely they are. I've been told I'm supposed to ramble on about myself here? Haah. Fine. I suppose I could talk just this once. First things first, my name is Hunter.


Some of you may remember me from a long time ago. Some of you may not. Either way, it doesn't matter, really. But for those of you who do remember, I'm not the same man- er- lupe- I was before. I've changed. No more angsting it up, no more depression. I'm happier than I've ever been, though one can't tell all the time. I've found life, been reborn, so to speak. I'm glad.


So, you want to hear more about me? Well, to do that, you'll have to listen to my story.... It's long and not very interesting, but it will do. So. Here we go.

I was born out on the streets in a cardboard box. I had one brother, named Xeno. My mom took care of us by herself, my dad really messed up and she wouldn't let him anywhere near us.

Xeno and I were like any other normal pups. We play fought, wandered away from mom a lot (much to her distress), went on imaginary adventures, etcetera. The troubles in life didn't matter. We owned the world. It was our playground. Like most kids, we didn't know much. We were poor, but we had everything we needed. We at least had a home (though it was just a cardboard box turned on it's side), a loving mother with a good head on her shoulders, and each other. That was most important of all.

But, that changed, as things usually do. My dad showed up one night and tried to steal Xeno and me away. My mom chased my dad, ramming into his side. I flew free from my father's jaws, but he still had a hold on Xeno. My mom told me to stay put as she continued to chase my dad. But he turned the corner onto a busy street, and was lost in the crowd. Of course, Mom was crushed. And that's really an understatement. It killed her that she couldn't save her son. But she put a brave smile on for me, and we continued on without Xeno.

Again, disaster had to strike. I was around ten years old when my mom was killed. She had become weak from taking care of me, as there wasn't enough food to go around and she always made sure I ate before her. She'd starve if it meant that I'd never go hungry.

And she did.

She slowly withered away, and she had no fighting strength in her when it was time to defend her herself. She died fighting over a scrap of meat, with her young son watching in terror.

Now I was all alone. I didn't give up though, I was too hard headed for that. If my mom had to die, it wouldn't be in vain. With tears in my eyes, I swore that one day I'd avenge her when I was older and stronger, and then headed to my now empty home. I cried myself to sleep.

For the next four years my life was the same every day. I fought for everything, though I was so young. I grew quicky, and most important, I was fast. Nobody could ever lay a paw on me when I was in a fight. I was smart about it, I'd dart in, do quick damage, like slash a shoulder or whatever, then dart back out of reach. In this manner, I was able to take out opponents much larger than me, though it would take a while. I'd just wait for one mistake.... and they were down. I was a good fighter.

I wasn't good enough. You know how there is always that one person that is better than you? Well, that person happened to be the very same lupe that had killed my mother... Perhaps I could have beaten him, if I hadn't lost my head. I rushed in too quickly, made a mistake, and then the brute had me. Before I knew it, I was on the ground, bleeding profusely and unable to move. The lupe took my food, and left me for dead.... but I wasn't dead. I was still alive.

I stayed there on the ground for maybe a day or so. I was giving up. There was no point anymore. I was tired. I would have died there if not for some people from the pound coming and rescuing me. I don't know how they found me, but they did. They took me back to the pound, healed my wounds, and put me up for adoption. Things were finally looking up for me. Sure, I was in a cage all day, and there was nobody to talk to, but I got food every day, I didn't have to fight, and there was an actual roof over my head, not a piece of cardboard.

I wasn't adopted for months and months. Not to mention the fact that I was getting sick and nobody knew what was wrong with me.... Whatever it was, it was horrible. I figured it was my time. I wouldn't make it out of this. I was too weak now, and the doctors agreed, though they still didn't know my ailment.

One day, a human child with wild eyes came in, took one look at me, and grabbed me up to take home. The people in the pound protested, after all, I was sick and they didn't think I'd last much longer, but the human wouldn't listen. She insisted on taking me. The pound people sighed and let me go, they could do nothing to convince the human.

The human, called Kat, took me home. One of her lupesses, Blue, took me under her wing. She fed me, fluffed my pillows, and just took care of me all the while I was sick. We became really close.... She reminded me of my mom. And she became like my mom, I loved her like my own family. I was sick, but now I was content.

I heard Blue wept for days when I went to sleep one day and wouldn't wake up. I was still alive, still breathing, but I wasn't awake. The doctors were as confused as ever, and there was nothing anyone could do. I stayed in that condition for a few weeks, and just as it had come on so suddenly, I woke up one day, all my symptoms of sickness completely gone. It certainly was quite odd, but I wasn't going to complain. I was better, and that's all that mattered, right?

Wrong.

I was... different after being sick. I started hallucinating all the time. Or, at least I thought it was hallucinations. But they weren't. I turned out to be seeing actual ghosts. The only thing that threw me off was my inability to hear the ghosts. I tried to ignore them, but they refused to go away. Eventually I'd start yelling at them and my family would all look at me as if I was insane (and I most likely was a bit off my rocker at the time.) I eventually told them about the ghosts, and though they gave me odd looks, they assured me everything would be fine. They wouldn't treat me like a freak....

But I ran anyways, leaving a goodbye note on Blue's night stand.

I wandered for the next few years, not stepping foot near my home with the adopted family. That was, until something drove me back. I wanted that family again I suppose. I was tired of being alone. I approached the house and was right about to knock on the door, when the door was opened and there stood Blue, on her way out. She dropped her things and flung her arms around my neck. And we cried, just overjoyed to see each other again.

Things were actually okay for a while, but the ghosts were constantly bugging me. I'd lock myself in my room, reading old dusty books and trying to find answers to my dilemma. I spiraled into a deep depression being unable to find answers, and unable to find my purpose of being. I hit rock bottom. People rarely enjoyed my company because I was so depressing to be around. Really the only one who stuck by my side was Blue. She pulled me through and kept me alive. She's like my guardian angel, I swear...

Things eventually got better though when my brother and I were re-united after 10 or so years (long story...) and he helped me out. Still, we were unable to find solid answers to anything.

That is, until a demon came.

She was a small child at the time (though that quickly changed... Long story.) and Xeno, the demon Rain, and I became close. One day Rain tapped me on my shoulder and had a vision of my future.... She saw me bringing someone to life (though she refused to tell who). I was confused, and I left home again to wander a bit... Though this time I was back in a few weeks, finally having found my destiny. I work for the Fates, bringing back to life those who the Fates need. Among them was my half sister, Elli, whom I later found out was the lupess from Rain's vision.

We've completed the eternal cycle. Life, Elli. Death, Xeno. And rebirth.... Me. What is to become of us, I don't know yet. But I know someone who does. She, however, refuses to reveal anything. Pesky demons.

That's about it of my story until now.... It's not very happy, but that's life. I've moved on, I won't dwell in the past anymore. What's done is done, and that's it.


Stats

Name: Blue_Lupine_Hunter
Nickname: Hunter
Species: Lupe
Human: Kat
Gender: Male
Age: 20
Birthday: ??
Brush: Silver
Markings: Stripes under eyes, dots near eyebrows, and odd marks on front legs
Eyes: Silver, slitted pupils
Powers/ Extra abilities: Sees ghosts, can resurrect certain people, small amount of healing magic
Forms: Quad, kemonomimi, furry anthro
Height: A little taller than average
Weight: Way below average
Petpet: None
Weapon of Choice: None, became pacifistic


Likes
  • Soft (more on her later)
  • Meat
  • Sunsets
  • Order
  • Violins
Dislikes
  • Snakes!
  • Vegetables
  • Messes
  • Violence
  • Being mistaken for a girl


Have I not mentioned Soft yet? That's rather silly of me, seeing as she's the most important girl in my life at the moment. I'm madly, deeply in love with her, at the risk of sounding too sappy.... We met one night in the city, we quite literally 'ran' into each other, heh. The city was quite empty because people were terrified of Soft (she is, after all, a vampiress) and we walked around together just talking. It was nice, just me and her. We quickly became friends, then later developed feelings for each other.... She confessed her feelings one night when we were out on a walk together. We've been together ever since. It's been a while since that day, I become more and more in love with her every day.

I should stop talking now though, for the sake of you non-romantics, heh.


I suppose I should talk about my family then?

My only two blood relatives are Xeno and Elli. Xeno is death in the cycle, Elli is life.... Though, we're not quite sure what this means. Anyways, more about them.... Xeno is one of the nicest people you'd likely ever meet, seriously. He may look intimidating, but he's a real softie. You can't help but love him. Elli is quite different. She's small, devious, and has a real eye for anything shiny. She's dangerous.

Then, there is my adopted family.

I've already mentioned her a number of times, Blue is like my mother (which isn't an insult, believe me). I have no idea where I'd be right now without her.... Probably dead somewhere. Haha.... Right though. She takes care of everyone in the house in her selfless manner. She's like an angel or something. I have more respect for her than I have for most people, and I'd do nearly anything for her. I owe her so much.

Wolf and Vixie.... I don't see these two very often, really. All I know is when I do, to watch out. There's nothing more they enjoy doing than playing jokes on me. Vixie's the mastermind, really, Wolf's too nice to think up evil plots. He will help with them, though.

Then there is of course, Ying and Yang. Those two are as different as day and night, even if they are twins. I get along great with Ying, not so much with Yang. I'm honored to be Ying's best friend, she doesn't trust many people.... I guess we got close because I was the only one willing to take her attitude. She's good deep down. Her brother Yang, however.... He mistreats Ying even though he knows how fragile she is. I guess he might be good deep down, too. But I don't like him.

The ink blot himself, Apelo. He's a real nice guy who lives for the piano. He can play anything, and he's amazing at it. Apelo does, however, for some reason constantly drip ink from his paws. It's really weird and intriguing, his body actually produces ink. Although, it does get annoying... he leaves inky footprints everywhere he walks. Some days I follow him around the house with a mop until he asks me to leave. I can't help it though, he's making a mess!

Last, but not least, is the demon.... Rain. We were close once. I don't know if we can be that way any more, she's become a monster, I'm sad to say. I caught her killing someone, for no reason other than she could. At least, that was the only explanation I could pull out of her. Unfortunately, I helped her get away with it. I couldn't bear to see her get charged for murder and possibly killed. I hope she gets her head straightened out soon. I miss her. She was a good person.


I'd tell about my friends, if I was sure I still had friends other than the few mentioned above... All of my other friends are either gone or I haven't talked to them in such a long time that they may not remember me, for all I know. So I guess I'm currently friendless. That's alright though.


Well.... I suppose I've rambled enough about myself for tonight. Perhaps you should get going. Take care.



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Lyrics

I'm Moving On
Rascal Flatts

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on


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