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The snow is thick at your ankles, like a thousand crushed diamonds gathered under a starry sky.
You gaze up at the moon and its ethereal glow. You then see a star fall across its face,
looking as though there is a streak of fire in the sky.
So beautiful, you say to yourself. And as you speak, a haunting
howl echoes through the night, and you spin the snow in search of the sound.
It came from behind a thicket of strees. There, you see two electric blue eyes staring
at you, and as they draw near you see the lupe to whom the eyes belong; her white and blue pelt shines
beneath the moon, and as she walks you swear the snow sings beneath her paws.
Why do you walk these moonlit paths, guest, the lupess says, her voice
husky as though she is quite old, though she certainly is not. Do you have questions for me,
or are you simply lost? she asks.
You say nothing. You have no idea who this lupess is, and yet she draws you in like some sort of singing siren in the glow of the moon.
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◦◦◦ I ◦◦◦
Where I grew up, somewhere in a snow-covered wilderness of mountains and pines, there lived four great lupine packs that had discovered the secrets of the earth many moons ago. They called themselves the Seers, and each pack had one of the five governing elements to protect: fire, water, earth, air and spirit.
I was of the Spirit Seers - my father the alpha male, and my mother the alpha female. Unlike the other packs, we did not watch fires burn, the earth tremble, the water flow or listen to the wind whistle: we did all of these things and more, for it is in the spirit that all of these things are encompassed. Each cub that was born unto the Spirit Seers was bound to the pack, to listen to the earth's song, and use it to understand the alchemic order of the world. We were told of how the mind works and how to use emotion as energy, until it seemed that we were masters to which we were born.
Over the ages however, rivalries had sprung up between the Seers; fire envied water, earth envied air, and lastly, they all envied us, the Spirit Seers. They believed us to be unnatural, favoured by the spirits of the earth. My parents were always under pressure to move to another land, somewhere beyond the embrace of the mountains, but always the other Seers would follow our footsteps.
Perhaps it was the stress that made my mother the way she was when pregnant with myself and my twin. In fact, on a stormy night, when she gave birth to us, my twin brother had already passed onto the next life. And so my mother grew tense around me, not at all unloving, but she would neglect me when given the opportunity. All her loving was given to my father, and yet none was reserved for me.
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◦◦◦ II ◦◦◦
When I was still only a cub, my pack came into conflict with the Fire Seers, known for their vicious nature and immense strength. On the dawn of their battle, their numbers were great, and so my own kind retreated into the mountains. Father did not return from the battle; my mother became widowed at that time, and my uncle stepped up to become the alpha male of the Spirit Seers.
Tension grew within my pack from that day. My mother refused to step down from her alpha position, and my uncle grew irate, having been under the impression that his own mate would rise through the ranks of the pack once he became the alpha male.
And so he decided to scare my mother from her position. Uncle had always been interested in the darker side of the Spirit Seers' powers; how we could control physical beings if we chose, and how we could turn emotion into a weapon to mentally scar our enemies. Such power had not been unlocked for a great many centuries - in fact, last time it had been unlocked, it had been the force that had created the four elements, also known as the "Chaos Theory".
Mother was terrified of this. She would watch every day as Uncle slunk away into the deepest part of the mountains, into the mines that were long abandoned. Seeing his plan, she began to groom me for my future leadership role, though her love never blossomed. Instead, I was almost like her pupil, and every day we spent hunting and listening to the earth's speech together, a cold distance grew between us. One eye was always on me, the other forever following Uncle.
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◦◦◦ III ◦◦◦
I was nearing my young adult stage. Several times had males of the Seers glanced my way, beginning to notice the markings that appeared on my pure white pelt as I grew, signifying that I would soon be old enough to break from my mother. Little did they know that we had broken away long ago, and that I now spent an increasingly long time alone, wandering the woods, hearing from the trees of the wars of the other Seer packs that were yet to reach mine, tucked away in the mountains.
Our war was between ourselves. The pack began to divide, many agreeing with my Uncle's grasp for power, spurred into their decision by the fact that his mate now bore cubs. These cubs, it was said, would shape the future of our the Spirit Seers, and carry on the darker powers they would inherit from their father.
Mother grew older and harsher as the days went by. We had begun to hear rumours of other pack members feeling pain when they slept, and claiming that they saw specters wandering out of the mines when the night was deep. One evening, Mother took me into the woods, and I noticed that her pelt was changing from white to grey, signifying that her powers were wearing thin. When they were gone all together, she would sleep and never awaken. Arazae, she began that night. I fear that the end of the spring will mark my end, too. Once I am gone, your Uncle will be able to launch his new powers and take control, as my own will no longer be able to hold him back. When that time comes, you must take control of the Spirit Seers.
The wind had then sprung up around us, howling in the trees, and I had whimpered meekly. Your uncle is so very close, Mother said to me. But never forget: your father is closer. He will be the one to lead you to victory, my daughter.
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As the spring came to a close, and the autumn could be smelt in the gusts of winds blowing through the mountains, Mother grew weaker. She no longer hunted with the pack, and stayed asleep beneath the pines for most of the day. Her fur had now began to fall out, sometimes in large clumps, and she claimed with a dry voice that the land had stopped singing to her. I realised, even at such a young age, that she was all too willing to go on to the other side - there, my father waited, and she had pined for him every day since his death.
And so, on a moonless night, Mother fell into her Last Sleep, as we called it. She was in a horrid, near furless state - not the beautiful lupess that I had always known. After the pack sent her off with a chorus of howls, she was laid to rest in the den where she had bore me and my brother, which was sealed and granted the gift of an oak sapling. The same had been done for my brother and father, and now two small saplings grew either side of Mother's grave. White flowers had, for some reason, always grown on my family's graves and never wilted, even when the heaviest of winter snows fell.
It was on that same night - that sad, moonless night - that my mother's prediction came true. He came to me in my dreams, out of the darkness that encapsulated my senses, the faint auras of lupine specters flanking him on both sides. Catching me unawares, he leapt at me, and in my dreams I was powerless. Uncle attacked again and again, until scarlet blossoms covered my once pure white pelt and I was sure that I would join my family.
But then came a light from somewhere in my dream, one that frightened my Uncle's specters into the darkness once more. It was then I realised that, in our dreams, life and death crossed, for my father's spirit collided with Uncle's then, and I was able to awaken.
I was unscathed, unharmed: the point of my uncle's darker powers was to scare others to death in their sleep, without the need to resort to physical violence. Still, his powers frightened me, and I fled, the wind and the trees ushering me along, leading me into the darkest part of the woods, where the moonlight - had it been shining - couldn't possibly reach.
But I was not alone. In fact, Uncle was already waiting for me.
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It was a battle of the elements. Uncle merely sat there, surrounding by the rest of the Spirit Seers, whilst he sent cutting rain down to earth to drown me. Mother had taught me well however, and I pushed the rain aside like a curtain with a blast of wind; Uncle felled a tree and flames sprouted upon it, leaping from branch to branch, swallowing up the fallen leaves that littered the wood. Many lupes chose to flee, choking in the smoke, yet I stood my ground, again calling up the wind to push the flames back at my Uncle.
My heart had the begun to sting: this was his new power, wherein he turned a lupe's emotions against them and used it as a weapon, almost like a heart attack. It was deep within and I cried out, unable to will even my ears to move. But before I pondered on how to save myself, my legs were moving for me - darting between the flaming trees, the fires sending the whole mountain aglow. My uncle was controlling me, willing me to the edge of a chasm, and the panic in my heart projected itself into a stabbing pain.
I tried with all my might to pull away. Every fiber of my being struggled, and yet it was not enough to stop me - unless I could use my uncle's powers for myself, I was helpless.
But then, as I reached the edge of the chasm, the stars in the sky began to blink out - then, one by one, they descended on the earth, in burning blue streaks that lit up the entire sky as though night had suddenly turned to day. My uncle and his mate, who had been following me all this time, came to a stop, when they were suddenly struck by the falling stars as if they were arrows embedding themselves in their chests. Uncle's powers were shattered; his mate instantly lost her cubs.
As for me, the mental control Uncle exercised over my body vanished.
Just as I myself vanished over the edge of the chasm.
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◦◦◦ VI ~ Epilogue ◦◦◦
It was an amazing sight. As I fell, the blackness racing up around me, the stars fell faster and faster, until dozens were about me and I was bathed in light. It was so warm, and sleep overcame me, lifting me out into nothingness; a field of silver grass and white flowers came to me, and in it, I saw my father's face - my mother's too, her paws cradling my younger brother to her chest. I wondered if I had died after striking the river at the bottom of the ravine, and ran forth to meet my parents...
But then it was gone, the bright world collapsing back into dark, and I awoke. Everything was silent, still - the stars were back in their place in the sky. Dawn was approaching, a smoky blue on the horizon, and when I rose to my feet I was very weak. Somehow, I made my way out of the mountains, until I came to the tundra below where the Earth Seers dwelt. I did not know if I would be welcome amongst them - all I knew was that I needed something to eat and a place to lay my head.
But when the Earth Seers did find me, they were not hostile - in fact, they were sad. Their alpha brought me to his pack's circle, where he told me that last night, the stars had fallen from the sky: a sign that chaos ruled once more. And when they returned, they had taken with them the powers of the four Seers packs: that was why my uncle had been robbed of his powers, and that was why his mate lost her cubs. It seemed that, all of a sudden, the Seers no longer existed - the earth no longer entrusted us with its essence, and had taken it back up into the heavens. We could no longer hear the voice of the wind; we could no longer see the future in the flames of the hearth. Now, we were just five packs, divided by a single pack's greed. Our guardianship of the elements was back in the hands of the spirits, as it had been aeons ago.
And so I left the tundra, and for many moons later I heard of the Seers packs dividing, wandering further and further into the vast land. My own pack rebelled against my uncle and sought me out, but by then I was too far away to hear their howls; a lonely lupess on a lonely plain.
And yet, for some reason, I can still hear the call of the wind, and speech of the running rivers. Or maybe I simply remember what it was like to hear.
Feel something, feel nothing
listen closely, listen closely.
Disarm the dream tickler
in the constant moment.
You will find me where it's quiet,
Listen closely, listen closely.
Let the blood flow through all the spaces
of the Universe.
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Name : Arazae Pronounced : [Ah-rah-zay] Age : 7 Winters Mother : N/A Father : N/A Siblings : Brother Rounaix (deceased). She has given this name to her close friend. Pack : Once, she could attribute herself to the Spirit Seers, but now they are far and very few. Pelt : White, like the moon. Markings : Twin stripes running from her muzzle all the way to her flanks,
coloured sky and night blue. The same markings, blue on blue, continue in jagged
spirals down her shoulders. Eyes : Electric blue. Other attributes : She can hear the voice of the earth, or so she says. This may be a
mere memory left from her past. The Earring ... signifies her bond to her non-blood sibling, Sarenkah, who in turn
wears white to display her connection to Arazae. Mandalas : Recently, Arazae has discovered that she can summon the old magic of the Seers, and govern the elements via a series of mandalas.
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As a Spirit Seer, Arazae once had control over all five elements: fire, water, earth, air, and spirit. Though
she thought she had lost the ability over these elements, recently she has found that she can,
at times, still channel their energies and use them as a brief defensive (or offensive) shield. This by
no means suggests that Arazae is indestructable: the mandalas
only last for a brief amount of time,
appearing beneath her paws before quickly unleashing their energy and disappearing once again.
If she chooses, she can place these mandalas beneath her allies to protect them.
Below are the five mandalas and the abilities they grant.
 ◦ Fire Mandala ◦
Created long ago by the Fire Seers pack, known for their hot-tempered attitudes and brute strength, the fire mandala seals in the heat of flames and can create a spinning vortex of fire around Arazae. As one of the most powerful mandalas, it requires great concentration and the assistance of solid earth for it to be summoned, for fire cannot burn without earth for fuel.
 ◦ Water Mandala ◦
The Water Seers were intuitive and clairvoyant, living around the shores of a great lake. The water mandala allowed them to glimpse into the near future as though it were a mirror; when Arazae calls upon this mandala, it can also appear as a huge circle in the sky above and summon heavy rainstorms. Despite it being one of the largest mandalas, it is by no means the strongest, as the water seers preferred knowledge over power.
 ◦ Earth Mandala ◦
The Earth Seers were grounded and dabbled in healing as well as defensive energies. When called upon by Arazae, the mandala appears in the centre of her forehead, and allows her to send out a shockwave through the ground to deter enemies. Arazae cannot use this mandala to heal however, as it was a physical attribute of the Earth Seers (i.e. herbology work).
 ◦ Air Mandala ◦
Encompassing the strength of the four winds, the air mandala is used for one purpose: appearing as a rotating disc on Arazae's back, it allows her to leap great distances, as though she can fly. The original Air Seers could also use the mandala to call upon tornadoes and melt into the mist.
 ◦ Spirit Mandala ◦
The most untrustworthy of the mandalas, the Spirit Mandala has many negative attributes attached to its energy. Arazae may walk the dreams of opponents, briefly possess the bodies of others, and take on the attributes of a necromancer to summon spectres (or ghosts). Having never used this mandala - for it was taboo, even amongst her pack - Arazae is unsure of the consequences. It is said to appear in the air around the summoner, and rotate slowly as it draws the spirit and the other four elements from the very earth.
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Note for roleplay situations:
◦ These mandalas by no means make Arazae god-like or indestructible. Rather, they are a means
of defence, and the manadalas that allow her to "attack" (the water, fire and earth mandalas)
are not particularly strong.
◦ The energy/power summoned by the mandalas requires a lot of physical and mental energy
from Arazae in turn. After one or two uses of any of these mandalas (with the exception of the spirit)
she will be practically unfit to move for quite some time.
◦ Arazae will not randomly use the mandalas to take out a single opponent unless they are quite
dangerous. She is big for a female lupe, and can easily fight one-on-one.
◦ Lastly, she will not use the spirit mandala unless the circumstances are
dire (i.e by not using it, someone may not survive a battle).
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Rounaix : Though he is not my blood sibling, Rounaix (also known as Roun) may as well be. When we met, I came to like him so much that I gave him my true brother's name, for he had been alone since birth and was therefore nameless. Besides, his gentle nature did not make him seem the 'ghost' that people believed him to be. He is the kindest lupe I have ever known, much like my guardian, and once he has befriended someone, he'll never let them go.

Sarenkah : Sara is almost like a little sister to me. She was placed in an asylum when she was young, and since then has been rather delusional, looking after some toys that she has actually given names to. She can have different emotions around different people, sometimes kind, sometimes sinister. I think it will take some time for her to trust others again. For now, I seem to be only one.
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◦ for punkkitten468 Jaderasi [x]
~ none for now ~
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Is the wind calling you elsewhere, guest? Then perhaps the roads below are the safest. I've seen them all, and know there are only wonders at the end. They either belong to friends, or the works of others I admire.
(they're coming...slowly)
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