You are my ruins.


disclaimer disclaimer. there's no one obbligating me to do this tnt! tks.

hey!, itsmeizzy. my name is livi, just like this, but you and i would rather calling me just izzy, han, smelly cat. or even li.

my accounts:
sitsi sitsi is my lovely newly recovered main account. a few years ago i frozen it and january 1st my ticked was just released.
_stardarkness co-main, principal side.
teadrunk side.
flarnius last but not least side account.

i don't really have goals or main goals. i guess i only have three or even four goals. 1: old but gold goal. getting a draik. seriously, draiks are maybe my favorite pets right after white rg kacheek and in my first years i saved a lot for getting one. i'm still saving, even with the deflation - in halfway i just lost myself and bought a few pbs to complete other goals; 2: writing stories for all pets. i seriously doubt you will believe me since none of them have petpages. it's all write, all outside the site. i'm kinda working in translate them and everything else - because my main languague is Portuguese, but i spend all time in American forums. i spend at least three or four hours a day in this; 3: dreampets. you may consider draik as a dreampet but it's the master one, really. but i also have a list with all them (uc grey kougra, plushie halloween clothed bori..). i just completed two of them last month, trading a custom for petmaz and paiting aisale. i'm as determined getting them as getting my draik.

i have never applied for a draik before. i wanted, seriously, but i've been scared all long.

i write a lot about my permie and roleplay them. i'm working on saving money for customize and i'm no good in drawing.

i've been working on:
arteim he has a future and a piece of his customization. he has all story wrote, as well as his sister, all them inside just one pet. his story is in portuguese, but you can check it in his petpage.
aijousuru i bought his transparent wocky mp, but discard it in a mistake. of course i regret it, but just made me want to write him more and more. nothing on petpage but.

i have used the 200 extra words/i have done one more piece of art for esmari.

sorry using just 270 words while i had 600.
a little intro: they held me and dragged me all path long. it was like i could look back, there's was nothing behind me but darkness. one or twice i thought about my parents (where have they been while people tried to drown me, behead me?). of course mama stopped caring a long time ago, but i was daddy princess.
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esmari like a mirror: i used to feel mushroom growing in my tongue. they were everywhere, filling my throat and stealing me the air. how could a shining star, a little star as i believe i am be so disgusting? i know what i think i am. there's a part of me that know it all - i know i'm not a fallen angel neither a fallen star, i'm just a lovely blackhole. once i was a princess, not just daddy's and what am i now? please save me, i can't be that insane.
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han about esmari: esmari is called esmari as well. i wanna tell you how i, han, imagine her. she's a girl, a sweetie dark girl. she lives in a locked room inside her castle and gives the orders but never comes out. when she comes, it's just to say how much she hates everyone. people are afraid of loving her, because well she can convice anyone to be anything and she's kind but evil too. her tongue is 50cm long and full of mushrooms, fungi. all because she's such a liar. she never killed anyone and don't plan to, but she likes every disgusting thing. it's not like a girl locked inside herself but a zombie new girl. she's still love, the two faces of love.


custom: something like that nice rose background, a garden i guess or something about castles and old child stuff. probably a nice dress and a nice black wig.. sorry for not planning anything at all, i'm no good with this.

as i said before, i love draiks. draiks are dragons, dragons are mystical love and all. i've been seeking a draik for very long and every week i spent time in tdp page wondering when it would be a chance again. chance is here and god, esmari kind of fit in all i've been planning.

i'm a fifteen year-old gurl that loves series and saying "wow, lovely". i've been on the site for five years i guess and once became addicted with avatars - frozen myself because of this. came back looking for something to do, something more than poogle and this kind of stuff. here am i. now i need to be here..

arteim's petpage my latest's application art

please please keep esmari as little baby girl.

thank you all. thank you judges and everything. i'm sorry for being annoying and my bad english. i just wanted a chance to fulfill a dream and you gave me one. thank you. here the lights turn off.




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