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Here's my life's story:
.':Part 1:'.
A beige lupess roamed the herd's lands. She had black paws. She had black patches on her eyes and tips of her ears, and her muzzle and tail. She led the pack. She was expecting a litter of seven pups. She would rather not think about it. Because one day, her and her mate were swimming around a lake, with path leading from it, a river. He looked gorgeous in the water, his golden pelt glittering with droplets of water attached to his pelt. He was curious and checked it out. Before he could turn back, the rapids got him, and he got strangled by a low branch. Then she saw blood amongst the rapids, then it dissolved. She then saw the body on the shore.
The pack ran with as much energy as they could as she ran faster. They hoped their leader would find a new brute to raise the poor things before they were born so they don't grow up without a father. She did, actually. But it was an arranged marriage. It turned out the brute was from another pack. So, his pack joined theirs.
The beige lupess and the black lupe brute came to love each other. But they had no idea. This meeting would cause them their very lives.
.':Part 2:'.
My life was miserable. My sister and I were just born. My father was a very evil and dark lupe. I never liked him. My mother's brother was leader of the pack. My father was angry of this, and would do anything to get the leader's job.
Aside from that my sister took my father's genes, most of them. She had his black pelt. She had grey socks and wings. I had my brown pelt, and my father's legs, which were black of course. I had no wings. Yet.
Anyways, I always hung with my sister's friends, Scala and Teal. Teal had this mark under her right eye and was a mutant lupe. She had a teal pelt no dah, and white paws and face. She was pretty. But I wished I never met her later on.
My mother was weird, always scared. I felt it was my father who was guilty. My mother, in her own special way, kinda loved me, but not as a devoted mother would. She would acknowledge once in a while, yes, but she was two-faced. One day she'd be smiling or something, the next day she'd be abusing one of my siblings. She was weird, God, but I still loved her like the little lonely pup I was.
Yes, I was one of a litter of seven pups. We grew fast. For some reason, we had yellow paws when we were first born, my mother told me. When I asked why, she just walked away. I had upset her. I had four sisters, including Rose, and two brothers. My sisters were named Pouzie, Rose, Opal, and Sine. Pouzie was the oldest. She was beige, with two brown tips on her ears and a black tail. She resembled our mother a lot, so whenever she would go out to hunt for elk, we would crowd around her and act like she was our mother until she came back. Her yellow paws stayed with her as she grew. She was rather spunky, which I had admired of her very much. She didn't like much meat, for she had a taste for leaves. Rose's taste for vegetation was similar, only she also enjoyed berries and grass. Opal was white with one black paw and one black ear, the other one white. She had a black muzzle, and the most beautiful blue-green eyes I'd ever seen besides my mother's. Last but not least, Sine. She was weird, like, obsessed with dying or something. Though she scared me I consoled her a lot. She was black, and had very dark ocean blue paws and muzzle. He eyes were plain grey. She was abused by my parents. A lot. It irritated me. My brothers, however, were not abused. The two were identical twins. My father cleverly named them Ying and Yang. One was black and one was white, of course, so you could tell who was Ying and Yang, including The Appaloosa-like markings on there rumps. I was the only male pup abused, but that was later on. My father probably loved them more than me.
.':Part 3:'.
Then it all changed.
Four years later, we were all grown. My eyes changed from blue to green, then to brown two weeks later. Strange, why would my eyes do that? No matter, I didn't care at the time. It was time for us to find mates for ourselves. Poor Opal was swarmed by proposing brutes. She finally chose a red brute, whose name was....does it really matter? Well, I forgot. While waiting for the perfect one to show up, I sat next to Ying and Yang, who was being eyed by our dark father. He was planning something. And It had something to do with my innocent and caring brothers.
Later that day, I watched solemnly as my female siblings got mates, all except Rose. There were scratch marks on her. My father had blood stains on his paws when he came into the den that night, avoiding her as usual. Rose and I stayed very much away from our father that night, cuddling up, caring for one another strongly like brotherly-sisterly love. Ying and Yang actually got mates, from my father's herd. Sadly I don't remember their names. They were both black, and liked each other very much, so they gave it a shot. Rose and Ying's mate didn't like each other too much, so we tried to keep them from noticing each other. Three days later, strange purple markings were forming on my sister's legs and wings. Her markings were turned from gray to purple. I then remembered Ying's mate having strangely purple eyes. My eyes widened. The markings, I later learned, acted as a deadwood poisoning. She was itchy a lot. And her wings were starting to shrink, actually all of her. It was a curse. I was angrily shocked when my parents weren't one bit concerned. I called it the Deadwood Curse.
Not long was she skin and bones. That was when a forest fire started. I was in my den, counseling her. Once I heard flames I put my sister on my back and jumped out of the fiery forest of Hell. I learned most of my siblings were dead, including some of their partners. Only two escaped. Opal's and Yang's mate escaped the fire, and joined me in my running to another forest. I suddenly closed my eyes. They suddenly turned a demonic red when I opened them. My father's blood flowing through me, demon's blood.
We finally found shelter in a forest. From what I recall, it had three lakes. We fought with the elk with one lake, but finally found one to call our own. I saw a white shadow watching us. I felt myself being dragged towards it, as if it was calling me. My party of three was too busy making camp. I smiled slightly as I walked towards it. Sooner or later, I saw a pure white lupess right in front of me. Her name was Sarica. She was gorgeous. She had pools of sparkling blue in her eyes. Some kind pain overpowered me. I...I think I loved her.
Everyday I'd visit her in that very spot wet first met. Four months later, I found her nuzzling me, saying she loved me. I smiled calmly. I could only hope she was to love me forever. But soon, that promise was broken.
Two weeks after planning on having pups, I went out looking for her. She was not in our cave that morning. Yes, it was really close to my party's cave. My eyes almost exploded at what I saw. My love was with another brute, and by the looks of it, they weren't only friends. When she spotted me, her smile turned into a sad and guilty stare. Soon she ran towards me. I pushed her away and ran away, as fast as I could. Gone. Away from that forest.
I hadn't thought twice about my party. But I sure hoped they were okay. Two months later, another beauty found my sight. She was red-eyed, but her robin egg blue pelt was warm and welcoming. She said her name was Reeniik, and immediately wanted to get to know me .I smiled. It took only a month, and we were mates. This time I had pups, with her. A litter of five. I was indeed proud, pride flowing through my veins. One day, my pups were gone. And it was all my love's fault. It was in a meadow, the meadow me and Reeniik always played in. I saw a sight that was sick and frightening. Reeniik was feeding out pups to the crocodiles in a river near the meadow. I took the two remaining pups and fought her and the crocodiles. She fell into the water, soon getting to become dinner for the crocodiles. Before the two young ones were able to see their mother go, I ran back into the meadow. Back through the fields, back to my party's forest. The party welcomed me back, wondering what I was up to. I told them I found two abandoned pups that needed nurture and care. Rose
brought upon herself to raise the pups. Later on, back in my party's cave, Rose and I were alone. I was helping her tend to the pups. I asked her what she was going to name them. One was female, turquoise and red eyed with two front glowing paws, so she named her Sequoia. It was a beautiful name in my opinion. The other one was female too, except she was brown with all her legs red and glowing. Her eyes were dark red, and her muzzle and tail's tip were turquoise. Rose decided to name that pup Mindwork. I don't know why. But, Rose was their mother now, so I left them alone until that night when it was time to sleep. The pups grew into such beautiful females. They still madly loved their mother, so they hung around her a lot. Mindwork looked at me curiously, seeing that I had more of her markings than that of Rose. I hated when she did that. I just smirked meanly and left her with Rose. But yet, my love for her was hard to rid of. I loved children, and only denying it would cause me more pain.
I set out for firewood the next morning, hoping to meet no more of loveless lupesses. Unfortunately, I fell for yet, another one. Her name was Yellow Eagle. She was an Indian golden lupe, and had a necklace of wooden beads and bird feathers. After three months, I told her that I loved her. She stared angrily at me, and then smiled happily at me and embraced a hug. "I've...waited so long..." she said. My eyes widened. She had been heartbroken too.
Or so I thought.
.':Part 4:'.
Happily, six months passed, and Eagle was loving me like I've always wanted. Until, yet again, my heart was bruised. She was happily bringing me to her family. I followed close behind. Her eyes suddenly turned fiery. She jumped over a bush, as did I after her. There were Indians around a fire. Suddenly, I felt myself being pushed near the fire by two fellow members of the tribe. The chief pet Eagle, and then muttered things I could not hear. I was tied to a pole and put over the fire, the whole tribe watching from their tepees. Suddenly, he finished and said,"Let this sacrifice be a gift to Hon Kyushu." I heard rumbling from the forest. It was a bear. The animal was stupid, really. Because instead of eating me right then and there, he lifted a paw and hit the wooden pole, causing it to break in half. I fell into the flames, whimpering and yipping at the burns. I got one on my left hind leg's paw. Two burns on my back grew into demon wings quickly. I slipped myself off the broken pole, and flew
away as quickly as I could with the rope still on my paws. I flew for twenty days. Day and night. I met up with Teal again. I collapsed from the skies as soon as I saw her. "You're alive?" I asked as she ran towards me, and bit the ropes off my paws. "Yea..." she said, while biting them off,"Scala didn't die either. Don't know where she is." I walked with my friend for a while. "I have something to tell you," she said, smiling, "I...I love you." My eyes calmly looked to her. She must've planned this a long time since we met. I decided to give 'a friend' an chance. As planned, she loved me. I hunted and got her food, hares as such. Elk was too hard to carry all the way to our den. After a half a month, she let me go. She took our pups and everything. Yea we had a litter of three. A sudden reddish scar was forming near my heart.
My heart was really actually breaking.
The fifth lupess was the last one I loved...and hated. Her name was Xadiu. She was brown and black. But her head was pure white. She heart-broke me the most, since I gave her five chances. I had no pups with her.
One day. I had enough.
I was walking around the forest in search of elk. I soon found Xadiu with a black lupe with red eyes. "I love you..."
I felt my heart start to bleed. My scar became bigger and My eyes burned with raged. Circle-shaped, glowing green dots circled around my eyes. My demon wings became sharp. I loathed her very much now. I waited until the brute she was with left to find some elk. Then, and she walked in my direction, I pounced on her. I then started clawing her to death. I gave her everything...EVERYTHING!!! She lay on her back, eyes in shock. "Broken! I..." I cut her off. "Broke my heart. You idiot!" I clawed her so much she looked like a zombie. I watched in horror as she closed her eyes. "I'm sorry..."
I looked calmly at my deed. She was dead. My glowing green markings disappeared. Before I retreat, the brute she loved ran towards me and pounced on me just as I did to Xadiu. "What the hell did you do?!" he asked angrily, beating me up. He ripped my right front arm clean off. I landed hardly on the ground. "Weakling..." he smirked, seeing my heart bleed. "I shall curse you, to walk the earth forever until you find love. And when you do, if she rejects you, you will die." He laughed eerily and ran out of the forest. I fainted. The next day, I found a black-haired girl in a tattered white dress, sewing something next to me. A green sock? I looked at my right forearm. I had a robotic leg. She slipped it on me without a word. "I now care for you", she said. "Oh, I sewed your heart up. Be very careful..." she then ran into the forest. Probably to kill the brute that hurt me.
I returned my wings into my skin once I reached my forest again. I felt dizzy. I rested inside one of my three caves, and then woke up. I...never thought I could love again.
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