I quit. I might visit again, but don't expect anything. I had a lot of fun and neo made me feel like I had everything: many great friends, the courage to open up, but that's all gone now. Most of my friends have quit. The AC is now a popularity contest. Nobody cares anymore. They're gone. I've lost. Thanks to my friends who still exist. You're the few I deeply trust and have taught me the first lessons in having fun. Don't hurt yourself or think you have no meaning. Do what you think is right. Take risks and make mistakes.

I stood so long
In your presence
I promised I would not cry
But as I gaze at you
A single tear falls from my eye...